This is my story...
huh?!
dont scare me leh, pls say something
its very hard to do if we have different points of view and den resulting in doing nothing!
argh gosh!
WHY WHY WHY???
sorry, its my problem that i find it hard to work with you, IS IT?
this morning, i merely poured out my troubles to dad again
for once i really felt so irritating
an irritating girl, always facing troubles, always feeling down, always trouble others to pity her :(
a girl can be strong on the outside but very weak and easily hurt in the inside
too weak to an extent that others feel that she could not even take care of herself when she hangs out with the social world... her food? her necessities? everything or can she even take the bus herself?
i am starting to feel this way
how is it possible that i can even buy my own lunch in work?
i dont usually do this, normally when i am outside, i rather not eat
i dont understand why am i going through this much for myself right now
yes i know, a task that i have to fulfill in order to make myself stronger so that i can encourage others and impact others
but the problem is that even i myself cant even be strong to overcome so much
sometimes i just feel that its not other people but it could be its just me, my own problem that i cared too much to an extent that i get sad easily
dad said that i cant go on like this anymore becos its not healthy at all
like being sad over non-serious stuff and all
thats becos i could be so like my father and my mother
they cared too much also
and its not the busybody kind but you know......? i dont know
and the only thing i can tell myself is to move on
no other preferences or choices to make
but i feel blessed that there are also people who are there for me
even when something happens to me, they just create a random chat or what, it makes me feel so appreciated
dad said that he noticed a change in me after working in internship haha
oh wells, i dont really see any change but oh wells, some things are better not to be said right?
i believe i will end well, i need a better future?
ANYWAY DONT TALK ABT SAD STUFF OK?
JOY treated logistics CURRY PUFF
mr choo, since when did i tell you i cant eat chicken?
hahaha i cant even survive without chicken
he specially ordered sardin flavour for me
i was so touched although i wanted chicken but the thought from him was really very sweet
greatly appreciated !
and this made my day mann, from my sad face turned to happy face
i felt so........ special? hahaha
den kenny shouted "HAIYAH SOPHIA YOU GOT VALUE LA! ppl work here for so long also never get special treats, you only a few months den woah sardin!"
HAHAHHA even bock seng also complain
hahah making me laugh even more
hahaha thank you people :)
hahahhaa
kor kor said "ni lai zhe li shi you shi wan ge wei shen me de!"
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
den he started singing the shi wan ge wei shen me song
OMG DONT LOL LEH HAHAHAHA YOU SUPER GAO SIAO XING DONG LEH KOR!
- remembered nich and i composed a song abt the SNAKES using this song HAHA
and ah beng made you drink! huh!!!
i make sure he do something more special for me than urs!
hahahaha
AND NOT FORGETTING...
the happy and sweet eileen came to visit me!!!
YAE with her special tissue : WINNIE THE POOH hahahah
i said TAKE PICTURE !!!
THANK YOU ALL, YOU ALL REALLY MADE MY DAY LA
JIM PEACE~! :O