The ballerina

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

This is my story...

OMG I AM FREAKINGLY PISSED OFF TTM!
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ALL PPL LA!
i am more busy than you all alr still asking qns like beating ard the bush
its not saying that you got to be direct or being shameless or whatsoever!
just say what you want from me la
my sms alr explode
what more do your want
seriulsy you know
i am freaking hell pissed off

beautician suddenly chnaged her appointment timing which is like alr a disaster to me
cos i alr planned to study like after i come back and now i got to study before i go and meet her
i hate this! can she like seriously tell me when she is able to meet me before even writing down my name on her stupid calendar book?
somemore say if I CHNAGE APPOINTMENT GOT TO PAY ONE SESSION MONEY
wts?! den you change dont know how many times dont even suggest to refund me
wtfish you want la

pissed off!

and ppl PLS
if you want smrh from me, just say, dont ask here and there
den i got to spent freaking exploded smses to sms you, to satify you to pamper you
argh shit!
just JUST SHUT UP SERIOUSLY!
what you want just say, no need to ask!
ok? i am sophia, your all alr haven been askng stuff from me since long time ago so, next time just say, dont even need to think of asking

and now i got to study
i hate this
today is seriously a bad day

SHOULD HAVE KNOWN TO STAY AWAY FROM FB
SHOULD HAVE KNOWN TO OFF MY HP!
ppl, if you happen to read this, dont call me, dont sms me dont ask me what happen
i dont want to repeat all these to spoil my mood
for now, really , just leave me alone
dont ask me anything!

i am done!

if only the comma wish is still on ......

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : DONT TRY TO CONFIRM, DONT EVEN CONFIRM IN THE FIRST PLACE JUST TO TRY

hi people, sophia keeps having headaches for the past 2 days
i woke up late again but i am always lucky not to get marked absent
lecturer's laptop wasnt working today and so i was considered on time today

tired tired tired

IDEA LAUNCHPAD, i still dont know what to do becos theres a blog that i have to create also
good luck to you Sophia
-Melinda

*money tight

This is my story...

sad for a moment
i am kinda sad for now only
cos practically i have so much to do for an individual report for Idea Launchpad
and i am thinking of stopping my work now cos i am really tired but i am afraid that i wont be able to complete on time
deadline is wednesday
and i got to complete drawings and specifications
got to go home to print stuff, so its super troublesome
well, whatever it is, i shall leave it for tmr to worry itself
i know its kind of a dumb idea that i will never do but i dont think i have a choice since i have lesson at 9am the next day
time now is 127am
and i dont have anyone to talk to in fb :(

i have been starting work since 10pm :(
God, help me :'(

Monday, November 28, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I WANT TO DRINK CAMPBELL SOUP

i am kinda unhappy about what i got for the quiz :(
oh wells, becos i studied what the lecturer mentioned which were important but none came out
sigh, i guess i got to crack my brain cells again for the next test
although this quiz is just 5% but to me is alot
i am super tired now with a headache
didnt sleep well last night due to the eating of Wasabi prawn crackers
so i only managed to sleep for like three and a half hour
and woke up late as well
class started at 8am and i woke up at 705am but i was just a minute late for class haa
i want to "chiong" all my work

oh yeah, anyway haha last friday i kinda drilled the song of NA XIE NIAN into jo and nich's ear
hahaha and i told nich this "nicholas, if you sing this to ur gf, she confirm will marry you"
HAHAHAHAHHAHA and he said "more like it works for you..."
and he added "i will play this song on piano and sing for ur wedding ok?"
me : "huh?! ok lorh"
nich : "but den if i do this in ur wedding den ur husband do nothing like so inferior"
hahahahha**
me : "den you play and my husband sing la"
nich : "okok"
omg!!! cant wait for this day to come.. if it really happens BUT my husband definitely got to sing in tune if not i will be so embarassed can?
i want to marry a guy who can sing with his white teeth
HAHAHAHHA what logic?
you know the most outstanding teeth i ever saw from first look is Lenard
yes my colleague! miss him though but hey if you (lenard) reads this, dont get it wrong

Lenard's fb profile picture

haha ok
day to be great :)
-Melinda

you know smth?
i really want to thank God for November becos its this month that i overcame most of my hardest and everfirst experienced trials

MY CAMPBELL MUSHROOM SOUP!!!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : A DEARLY SUNDAY TO REMEMBER

Dear Diary,
this is the sunday that i want to remember becos its dearly to me
it was really a wonderful time worth spent with the YZers
i got to know a guy named Issac today
haha
we played the ABC game, which was the pianist is going to play the ABC song and stop at a letter
for example, she stopped at S,
whoever's name that has a "S" got to share something abt themselves
if you have 2 "S"s in ur name, den you got to share 2 things abt urself
so i kind of got to know some ppl's hobbies and interest
my grp has yi en, vera, joey, samantha, issac, melva, melvin and valencia
i know if i blog their names here, you wont really know them except for some of you but well, these are the ppl i spent my yz time with for today :)
it was awesome i shld say
next, we played blow wind blow!
oh gosh, how i hated this game
we played within our grp and we will start with "hi, my name is Sophia, when i come to yz, i will bring ...."
hahaha yup!
and den, its age grp compete against age grp, so it totally blew the whole room filled with YZers haha
fun fun fun!!!
and surprisingly, my grp won! thanks to yi en actually and everybody's participation!
i enjoyed myself alot!

den it came to an end and everyone received 2 apple shaped postkids
its to write to 2 person
one from ur grp and one from the other grp
well, i wanted to write foe Joey but i thought she didnt write for me and so i wrote for vera!
argh! so sorry joey, you know i really wanted to write for you but anyways haha
you are welcome for everything :)
the other apple i wrote for is my bro haha
saying he is awesome and stuff :)
and he almost tear the apple! argh, i hope he was joking! vera got a shocked
hahaha
and you know guys? i was so touched today
cos i thought i wouldnt receive any appl but surprisingly instead of receiving one, i received 3!!!!
3 to me is alot! becos you are definitely being appreciated
cos you imagine in a grp of 8 excluding me, 3 ppl wrote for you when they can only choose one person to write to in that grp, you get it?
its like you are one of the two that they want to write card for you
seriously, i really was touched ttm!
felt so loved in yz and sadly to say that before i can even commit more into yz, i will be moving to YAM next year and serve as a Bible study leader
so its like hardly get to know the yz ppl
i received from Joey, Shona and Melvin! thank you people, really appreciated it
it was unexpected though haha
thank you thank you thank you :) :) :)

last minute before i left, vera told me that theres a parents meeting and i got to attend
oh no, and so i asked michael to come along with me
luckily theres food, if not he will complain that his hungry
so i was glad he didnt whine or what if not i will be so stress that he got to wait for me for the one hour talk abt HOW THE LEADERS WILL BE DOING THEIR JOBS TO BRING THE PARENT'S KIDS TO FOLLOW GOD etc and stuff
yup, the leaders got to stand up to show the parents their faces in order to let them have an impression of who their child will be under
yup and so i got to stand up and SMILE!! hahaha

after which, had lunch with my hungry bro at queensway
haha
met debbi and ppl at the bus stop
not so close to them except for debbi
hahaha finally i sorted out who is gena, sorry if ur name is spelled wrongly but yeah i know you now haha
and had a great talk with Shun Zhen
he is woah, nice person to talk to!
really shld stick with this kind of ppl in church you know?
i meant, he is mature and stuff so yeah! great to at least know more of him
saw my managers at the bus stop
ok! they were dating and still have the guts to call me and talked to me and said erm you see nothing today, keep this to yourself HAHA
not going back to ritz anymore so no worries hahaha

finally pics are uploaded! this was taken before i go for work and spent time with my awesome friends yeah! excited to share the pics with you guys!!

cant believe i took jump shots becos jump shots are used to be UNGLAM!

this is taken at the MBS lift lobby

haha, MBS TOILET! and mel is in the toilet HAHA

he was suppose to be my ideal husband but .......... OH WELLS!

thank God for today :)
ppl, i am sorry each time you got to read so much abt my days but i am a blogger who blogs abt everything and wont even dare to miss out smth abt my day
so yup!
sorry and hope you all dont mind :)
each day is precious! and so spent it wisely
-Melinda

i have decided to move back to my hse on december becos i want to study
i dont want any distractions anymore
i meant, study when i have the ability to, so why not right?
so if i dont appear on fb or dont blog regularly, pls forgive ahha
fruits of the Spirit :
love, joy, kindness, goodness, gentleness, self-control, patience, faithfulness and .... PEACE!
OH YES MANN! haha

ok got to study now for a 30 mins online quiz tmr
so what? it means alot to me
i want to be a hardcore

my dad allows me to buy a piano when i am 21 years old
although i hated the age ans so much but its better than nothing
i will graduate at 19 so in between i alr planned to get back to piano but i cant play if i dont have one right? so i probably will aim for university, it wont be easy for me but i guess if i deserve it, God will give it to me
we shall see alright?

and i surrender alr! ok fine
i am going to take a driving lincense? but i dont know if i get into uni, it will be before or after.. so yeah when the year comes den i shall decide
for not, God, studies and friends are the only thing i will concentrate on
friends i meant not all outings but try my best to make for it :)

ok when will i be ending my blog? hahaa
so many things to blog haha
i shall end here, bye people :)
sorry to strain ur eyes

This is my story...

ok firstly, i have alot of things to blog and so i hope i dont forget any of them

TITLE : GOODBYE JARELL AND I LOVE YOU
it was such a careless thing that i didnt take a pic of what i did for jarell but at least its with her now and i am sure she sure dearly miss us as well
met 4JS at mel's hse to do the surprise collage for Jarell and had nails polished! hahaa so cool!! i was helping jo to paint and she kept saying she felt so weird becos the last time she had her nails painted was primary 6!!! oh my geeeee mann!

haha when Jarell reached, we headed to Westend (some Italian restaurant) haha thanks mel!!!! to eat of course!
haha and omg, nich, mel and jo ordered Alfredo ~ likka ham cheese pasta meal
HAHA jarell ordered some prawn, oyster thingy haha i dont know the name
i ordered fish and chip, chose by nich!
too full to be full and i helped nich to finish his meal
gosh! i am going to be fat soon

had some pics taken :')

so thats my friday!

saturday:

TITLE : LETS ALL DRINK WATER!!!

couldnt study :(
but at least i did a little
and i drank 2 cups of water!! so efficient right? haha
oh wells, nothing much to blog for saturday yeah
and shall blog sunday separately :)
-Melinda

Thursday, November 24, 2011

This is my story...

hi ppl
i am so tired
becos sue is sleeping now in front of me ahah
so i am just taking this time to blog
i kinda complain to her abt the training later
oh wells, i passed her her present and she loved them so much
haha making ppl happy is what i loved to do :)
i was touched that she was happy oh wells but was too tired to express my feelings

my dad was so sweet
i told him what will be happening for today's training
and he said he will come and support me!!!
thanks sweet though!

the song of NA XIE NIAN kept playing in my mind haha
oh wells, when my bus reached sch i purposely played that song
WOAH the FEELING of stepping into sch was like OMG HAHA SO NICE
ok, time to get away from my dreamland haha

hmm, still feeling tired
planning to get a melted cheese bacon sandwich later on
and maybe some fruit juices
go get changed and GO FOR NETBALL
TODAY! I AM GOING TO MAKE THE TRAINING AWESOMELY WONDERFUL
although i am aware of my limits but who cares
JUST DO IT!

and tmr will be meeting nich and ppl for a farewell thing for jarell :(
i will miss you JARELL!
although we didnt seem to be catching with each other due to diff schs and work
but i will still treasure you as a friend always yeah :)
rmbr SNAKES? and 4JS now haha

sat will be going to shidan's hse (to be confirm)
i dont know yet, i need to study as well la

ok bye ppl, cant just not love outings with friends HAHA
<3
-Melinda

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : You are the Apple of my Eye (那些年，我们一起追的女孩)

now, facebook comments or status are full of words related to this movie above
woah, can you imagine, how much money this movie could earn by impacting so many ppl's life
i really hope and wish that the director will make another movie smth like this again
and i wont mind watching it
my top movies are IP man 1 & 2,some of Jack Neo's production and this - You are the Apple of my Eye

as some of you may know that i ordered a tote bag - customized!
it was mentioned that it will be delivered to my hse by last week but i didnt receive it
and was told that it was bounce back to the company due to some address error?
i dont get it though but i hope that what i ordered will be delivered to me as soon as possible becos payment is made, and i took some time to find a design that i wanted
so yup!

class was awesome today.. i meant awesome in a way becos the rest of the lessons were crappy!
i managed to show the teacher what i had done so far
everything was good, only left a few amendments and i will be ahead of my team members, which to me is a good news
although this is a grp work but there definitely will have an individual report in order to show the teacher personally what you had learnt right?
i feel that this is so fair and that i got to put my 100% into this report in order to get what i deserve
no doubt i may have to do all the work for the grp for the rest of the semester, i hope that this report will pull me up and get some justice for me :)

i just received a message and got so pissed off
i was planning to send someone a nonsensical msg but due to this message
ARGH! my mood was ruined
seriously!! i dont know whats wrong with you you know?
how can you just leave me alone to handle this?
i meant ur position is higher than me
so what if you hate to lead
so what if you hate the ppl there
SO WHAT?
i had went thru everything single thing of this shit before but i chose to come every week becos of you
for ur bloody (sorry) sake! to an extend that i even lost passion in it
although i am aware that i didnt commit much during training
for example, you were practically giving all instructions and i am just helping with the demo and stuff
you never know how stress up i was with admin work, somemore asked "got so complicated meh?"
come on, 60 over ppl abt their addresses, numbers, parents, student number, course so many things, not complicated? i know you wont even wish to me in my shoe
and so i allow you to lead since you are braver than me
i only lead stretches and maybe a few trainings but WHY
NO REASON SOMEMORE!! I so wanted to ask you "why?" but now, i seriously cant be bother abt ur excuses alr
i have a feeling that you feel that my commitment is not full due to the amount of leadership i put in training, i am sorry, thats becos i wasnt ready to lead due to the lost of passion
now that i regain it back, i still need time, its not a total change in me that i can become another person
not only me but other ppl will think that i am a weird person
so you are trying to say that you want me to lead for a training alone so as to confirm that the training is passable? that i can lead alone? so that at least you know that i committed? if thats what you want, i have nothing to say!
i am just going to prove to you that i am capable of doing such things
but i ever said that i cant do without you, you think i was lying
why would i lie for such things?
i am just so demoralised that you left me just like this WITHOUT A REASON somemore
you know for trainings, i can forget abt all my outings and other stuff just to go for it? you think i want to be so free?
if you dont know, you better know
if you dont know, its also good to not know since its ending soon
sorry ppl, i complained too much, just cant stand ppl who just dump and throw things to you as and when they want! (like last minute)
i was just so pissed off but thinking abt it, its time to show God something (leadership in me) so as to show Him that He did not choose the wrong person to serve in His Kingdom :)
overall, its my responsibility right?
no point complaining, the only place i can complain to is my blog!

hi blog, you went thru thick and thin with me, you shld expect weird happenings yeah? haha

thank you zipeng for ur reply? haha bringing Olenos spirit (Y) thanks!
you knwo both of us got pissed off at the same time haha
he sms me saying he was so pissed off and i replied back to him i was so pissed of as well HAHA so joke!
and andy, ur reply is .... erm haha kinda impossible so yeah!
no choice, maybe this is what God has prepared for me :)
just take it and do it and show it in order to prove it!
sound like a cool slogan hehe :P

going to do on my coin sorter now
sigh, and plan out trainings as well
i thought of one alr hehe
its going to be fun tmr!!! yeah!
-Melinda

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I THANK GOD FOR GIVING A THING THAT EVERY HUMAN HAS, AND THATS FEELINGS

we all have feelings even ppl who are born without a sense of touch
becos its through feelings that makes our life so wonderful
friendships build as well as urself

oh wells, actually this week is e-learning
which is why i always appear online or at home haa
but e-learning doesnt mean i am free or always free
i had like so much to do
major projects
so many!
hate the fact that i cant take a day break

thursday will be having a make up class and netball afterwards
friday will be having a farewell dinner for jarell as she will be leaving sg soon
saturday will be going to shidan'a hse for his birthday celebration tgt with the Olenos
-Melinda

You are the Apple of My Eye

Monday, November 21, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : IF ONLY WE WONT BE TOGETHER, I WILL LIKE YOU. I THINK I AM LIKING YOU BUT I DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. LET THIS ENJOYABLE MOMENT LAST UNTIL WE BOTH FIND OUR RIGHT ONE

so many nice things happened these few days
one thing
congratulations to Melvin on ur enrolment to Mediacorp
i will definitely be ur number 1 fan!

i watched the movie abt the Apple of my Eye ytd
honestly, out of all the love movies i watched, this is most awesome, in fact the BEST!
I cried when the girl cried, actually i wasnt suppose to cry but when i see someone cry, i will too haha
the movie was funny too, sweet and touching
if only, i was the girl except being the kaypo part of her
cos she reminds me of myself
as in, not really the character but the hairstyle i usually have last time
i can guarantee, even if my dad watched it, he will say the same thing
i rmbred he told me that he watched this korean drama and saw a girl whose character and looks looked like me, likka totally!
when i saw the actor, i was like neh!
and now i found one myself haha
i totally agreed with the girl in the movie in terms of response and actions, cos i kept thinking what she will be saying next and it was exactly the thought that came into my mind and happened in the movie :)
its like i finally myself inside a movie
and i am not kidding abt this, its true :)

i felt so great after that movie cos all my thoughts abt decisions in love life are like being released through the movie and viewed to the public

went to sch today
was suppose to pass sue smth and brought the wrong one
what a FAILED SURPRISE!!!
ahhh, i suck at surprises, pardon me ppl

finally got the major project done and left with a few others
argh! still stress but much better

ppl, a shocking news : i am sick and tired of shopping!
argh, you know how pathetic it is, its like so stupid
going into a big place and wandering ard and found nothing you like or want or need

i kinda found my little joy in my everyday life :)
although it wont be able to last but i am appreciating every single moment for now :P

i feel like working!

melody claims that she blogs more than me
ho ho ho!!!!
-Melinda

off to do projects~~

Saturday, November 19, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I WONDER WHAT TOPICS DO COUPLES TALK ABT

hi I am sorry for not blogging consecutively
yep!
friday's theory test was super paid off if i study just one more percent harder
but it was fine - passable i guess haha
i was so excited becos the test is only an hour and it ends at 11am
had a seminar at 2pm, s free time of 3hrs in between!! YEAH!
hahahaa and guess where we went
sue asked me "sophia, want to go to HATCHED?"
ME : OMG!! IS IT THE OHSOFICKLE BLOGSHOP THERE? BOTANIC GARDENS? YES OKOK GO GO GO!
hahahahahhahahahahhaa
yup!
its HATCHED
ALL EGG MEALS - AWESOME
if some of you dont know
i love eggs
thats why i cant survive without chicken or egg
haha

its opposite NUS at 21Evans road
after ordering our food, likka woah when our food were served
mine wasnt worth the price
cant you imagine $10 for a size of a chawanmushi? oh wells
was nice - only the egg and cheese bleh
yixuan's one was the worse - not edible and she paid $14!! she was heartpain
chewyeng's one was nice!!! bacon, waffle and egg
sue's was the most worth! she chose designer, toast, and omelette with 3 favours : chicken sausage, ham and bacon and its $10, like thrice of my food size :O

was late for seminar and instead of sitting on the seats of the small lecture hall
we got to sit on the floor
haha
i enjoy these kind of things with friends
like rushing mood, trying weird food, laughing when alr know we are late hahahha
after seminar had lecture for nuts haha

rushed like crazy after lesson
while waiting for bus with sue, we were like looking at ppl's shoes-mainly me
she looks at how ppl dress haha
and we suddenly saw a pair os maroon vans shoe that we planned to get tgt
a new kind and an old kind HAHAHA so funny, but i dont planned to get it alr sigh cos i am finding for a black shoe
i decided to get black alr
although brown is like so tempting
sue agreed to let me visit her hse to haunt for her shoes that she doesnt want
in this way, cheap and fast and convenient
*ting ting ting* - smart brain HA!

went home to bathe as i felt so smelly since morning, dont know why
grab my awesome tribal bag and went
and den I FORGOT TO BRING EZLINK CARD
zipeng was abt to kill me as i was late
SORRY!
i met them at the national library and so little ppl, so i am not late what!?
oh wells, late for deco and stuff
i was helping to deco, luckily i didnt screw up any, they all said was nice :)

met Nigel the birthday boy!
and went to eat at some restaurant! i show you my food!

Cheese Baked Chicken Chop

Honey Calamansi Tea

BING CHEN!!! IS THIS BIG ENOUGH?

this guy who had guessed my blog like finally after a long while hahaa

Melinda.loves.brownies

NOT

kiwi.is.in.love.with."whatever"

and zipeng, i know you are expecting this so pls laugh!

I HOSEH~LIAO!

EXCITTEEEDDDD!!! MAYBE GOING OUT LATER HEHE :P
I MISS RITZ CARLTON
and Aloysius, after some thoughts, i guess there were some misunderstandings behind our past story
i miss you too!
RAYMOND, NI ZAI NA LI?? haha
and Jianqun, i dreamt of you working HAHA!
DANNY, MAX, so many ppl i know
sigh~

oh oh and i found this!

haha, some true some not

one of them is the second one, dont agree with it.. i dont say five minutes... i say timings that i can predict to be exact on time :)

okok, time to stop
sorry, dont sore ur eyes to read my blog!
-Melinda

ONE MORE!!

ahhaha being a guy are sometimes sad hahaa
sorry guys!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : THAT TIME!

reading this and i was laughing haha

Friday, May 13, 2011
FML
OMG SERIOUSLY FML FML FML ttm!!!
I am done and dead at the same time.
seriously full stop!
ok

firstly, the hotel is going to transfer my salary to my acct SHARED WITH MY DAD
and this will lead to a BIG MEGA PROBLEM
ok
no choice, melody is the best haha
she gave me the acct number of hers and really wished and hope and pray that God will grant me the allowance for the hotel to accept the acct number

tmr after school i will be going to DBS myself and create an acct
and just realise no point
it closes at 5 and i end sch at 5

ok, now the only hope is melody's acct number alr!!!!

sigh

God said this to Paul "9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
Posted by Sophia Han at 12:31 AM

AND THIS

Friday, May 13, 2011
schedules plsss
ok, this is it!
13th May, try the acct number!!!
den make my luck to IMM to collect pay

14th May:
study D&T
beautician at 3pm
church

21st May:
ritz carlton from 10am til 0000h (Y)

28th May:
ritz carlton from 9am til 6pm
church worship practice at 7 plus

13th June:
ritz carlton: 7am til ...

14th June:
ritz carlton: 7am til ...

15th June:
ritz carlton: 7am til ...
Posted by Sophia Han at 2:14 AM

2nd day of work!!!!
21st May
this is my second time working and so yup, I am kinda excited
excited to try on the new pair of shoes i bought from cotton on rubi brand
I got assigned to this place at level 3 called Chinhuly
its for mini wedding celebrations
well, I saw jia hui, ok at least someone I know
but we are working different roles
there were many people
firstly, I did the gift box with a guy forgot his name haha okok
den got to clean the glass cups on the table
and met this girl called Valerie
well, she has been working in ritz-carlton for a week and told me some stuffs abt it
like how to go to this place and stuff, guests toilets, managers etc
hmmm, interesting!

lunch time and ate with her and asked a guy named shafie to join us
random bonding
i signalled a girl to eat with us too, her name is xiao ke
hahah, i felt so social for once
den i got to work with zheng nan to pour water and everything
the manager was nice as the first word i heard from him is the "f" word, I am serious
to me, managers or ppl of high position saying these are really nice and understandable people

den comes the wedding lunch i should say haha
OMG SO SWEET you know? ahhahaha, its really like WOW
the couples talked abt how they met and how each other impacted each others life haha
cool~
i got scolded by MY COLLEAGUE
oh wells, just accepted the fact that i was inexperience =X
serving was good i should say
i rmbred i accidentally almost scalded a guest arm but not that serious
he was touching my teapot haha
ok, after everything, we got to clear and deliver those utensils, chair covers table covers etc to different places
valerie taught me everything and i really learnt ALOT ALOT
she even tested me secretly hahahaha
so nice of her
shes 20, xiao ke is 18.. i am kinda the youngest there
valerie guessed my age correctly hahahaha

den comes the ball room!!!!
BALLROOM:
there was spotcheck :O:O:O
nails, shoes (mine was unaccepted sigh), hair (first time glad that my hair was fine with fringe) rmbr sec sch always will get caught fot it :P
felt proud for a moment
managers and rules were so strict
maybe becos this is a hotel and grand and alot of stuffs yeah
we were celebrating a turf club event :)
i saw fang zhan fa!!!! and his wife i guess, 2 celebrities
and so i went up to them and offered the cocktails !!!!
he talked to me and as well as the lady and their MOTHER hahahhaa
so funny and happy
they took white wine and the mother had no choice but to take the only one left, which was red wine ahhahahaha

serving was hectic as it was the first time for me
it just like attending a wedding dinner
tired tired tired
went back home at 130am!!!!
thank you my van driver :)
good job melinda!
Posted by Sophia Han at 1:51 AM

OK ENOUGH STORIES!!

This is my story...

TITLE : MY BROWNIE IS STILL THE BEST!

BOOTY SHOOOOOEEES!!!

to be continued...

my bro gave me $2 for compensation for my nose

hi back!
dad told me not to get booty shoes
too gangster :(
but he reluctantly allowed me to get either brown or black
how, i want to get both
the most crucial one is black but i wanted brown for long time ago haha

dad was so awesome a few hours ago HAHA
i said "daddy, i need to buy 4 things"
dad : what?
me : shampoo, conditioner, butter cookies, peas
dad : peas? whats that
me : the green thing, aiya, its food, just buy laaaaaaa *whine*
dad : ok la ok la, i anything also can
HAHAHAHA
SO AWESOME RIGHT? even testing him things that arent necessary to buy he also buy for me
so sweeet and slowly feeling his love hahaha

at the cashier ....
me : daddy can buy this chocolate but next time, next time
dad : okok
me : *i asked again*
dad : for what?
me : cos this chocolate can melt and mixed with crushed cornflakes, i baked for you ok, very nice
dad : okok can la can la ah ah ah :)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
HAPPY MEEEEEE!!!!!!
but when he agreed at first, it was obvious he wasnt listening hahahah
how can so fast say ok for chocolate, i know him well
hahahaha

school was fine and FUNNY

CHRIS!!!! why you put a spoon in my umbrella? HAHAHAHA
if its not you den who?
i got a shocked! i was like "THEODORE!! WHAT IS THIS? WHY IS A SPOON DOING IN MY UMBRELLA!!"
*loud and rawring laughter!*
it was in my bag since tuesday and i found out today!?!?!?

if only we learn to let things go and let them off
the world will be filled with more peace
friendships as well
everyone grew up differently so we got to respect each other's decision on things
advices can be given but if they arent appreciated, at least we know that we had done our best to do for someone's own good :)

lecturer told novell and me to do presentation today
i didnt say much cos i dont know what to say
its impromptu
can you imgine 4 ppl presenting a tutorial qn
one qn only how to present with 4 ppl?!?!?

ate chawanmushi as i followed sue to makan place
omg, i was thinking how she know i wanted to go to makan place
i was craving for food liek chawanmushi
itadakimasu~

going to study tonight until 2am i guess
thats if i take that long
ahha cos 2am has The Noose

thanks Aaron!! i miss you!! and ur motivation :(
hahaha

tmr is Olenos outing
will be celebrating both Nigel and Ashley's birthday
i hope i can cash on hand :P

study hard ppl T2L4 and T2L3!!!!
kiwi power!!! haha so long never use this alr
-Melinda

I saw my old neighbour
i missed her but i dont know why i couldnt bring myself to talk to her :(

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I NEEDA BOYFRIEND

ARHG OMG I AM SO SO SUPER DUPER FREAKING FNWIFJNSVBDSFSENV ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ANGREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TTM!
YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?
argh, oh wells, i am not that angry but thinking of it makes me angry
Michael Han, you shld be glad that i didnt sue you but to blog abt you HERE!
YES RIGHT HERE!
this bro of mine, used a stick to hit me
TWICE somemore
one on my leg and the other on my face
now i have a small blue black on my nose
its so painful and its still pain now :( affecting the sides of my nose
my face have enough pimples alr and you are making one that will take a long time to disappear
argh!!! whats wrong with him la?
asked me to go into his room, obviously to play with him
come on! STICK STICK STICK!!!! ITS somehow likka WEAPON!!!
i dont care, i am going to tell daddy!
sound like a childish kid HAHAA

anyways, did a little of study this morning and went for facial
beautician offered me a BIG slice of cheese and kept asking of i want to bring some home
oh gosh, i dont really like it but was tolerating the taste since i got to eat in front of her
sorry, i only eat Italian melted~cheese HAHAHA
and she also gave me a packet of smelly chestnut
one sniff and i felt like vomiting and my grandma said its nice =X
-.-
erm hi beautician, i hope you are not giving me all these out of pity due to the story i told you that i had been through
i am alright and will be fine
i am not money tight even if i always think that i am haha but i can manage
not that i dont have food all day, dont think too far yeah?

argh my nose is still pain
theres blood
now i look like an indian who has a dot at the wrong place
nose instead of forehead
HAHAHAHAHA
seriously, next time i wont want to play with my bro
he has been abusing me since young, ok ever since he came into this world ( i sound so bad)
yupps

i am glad tmr has no netball
HAHA REASON IS DIFF NOW
NOT becos i hate it BUT becos i GOT TO STUDY
FRIDAY TEST YOU KNOW? AHHAHAHA

the temptation to go shopping is back
ok fine, it has always been there hahaha
fluctuations of the shopping tempts percentage hahaa
woah~
nope theory hahaha

i need to find some shoes or booty shoes haha
-Melinda

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

This is my story...

thats the biggest mistake i did and the thing that i cant tell you abt it
i will regret for life
at least i can guarantee you that ur life will be so much better than mine
i dont deserve ur love, i am serious
give me up! really, dont wait anymore alr

Monday, November 14, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : 3 IN 1 blog post!

i will be blogging 3 posts in this one post ha!
last monday:
i was working on hari raya :)
was doing setup for the Barclays golf tournament haha and stuff
show you guys these :

cool right? OMG!

this is my manager - Paul ahah
i took this when i was in the bus
the bus that will send us to barclays to do setup!

after which, i came back from setup
danny asked me to do coffee and beverage setup and i did this all by myself :

haha hehe!! pro yeah? just kidding~!
and when going home, my mind was so stressed up
tests, blog trading, work, everything
and so after i put down mel's call, i took the wrong bus and ended up at DAIRY FARM!!!
wtss!?!??!?!
i saw 97 ok? dont knwo why ended up taking 700!!!! :O
oh wells, called dad to send me home haha
the waiting time was scary, mosquitoes, strangers, the dark forest and taxi drivers
omg, i was abt to cry, crying alr!! and i prayed to God "God, i need faith, becos i believe my dad will come"
and THANK GOD MANN! hahaha my dad was laughing at me, i thought he would scold me
haha and guess what my mum said when she heard abt this?
she asked my dad to tell me to TAKE CAB?
HELLLOOOO? TAKE CAB? are you talking to sophia? haha sophia doesnt take cab mann
and she everytime also said cab so ex, somemore ask me take, siao!
reach home at 11pm :(

the 2nd post will be abt my first day of work hehe and this is what i blogged :

well, I am here to share a secret!
recently, or rather last month, the beautician told me I got to pay $672!!!
SO MUCH!!!!

just to cut the story short, I really have no choice but to work
first was distributing flyers...
3 tragic things happened!
and yeah~
never ever going to distribute anymore unless I dont have a choice
baker zone wasnt hiring anyone
Ritz-carlton was hiring ppl, and so I went for it
and so, today WAS THE FIRST DAY AND NO ONE THERE KNOWS ABT IT
I guess we will just keep changing grps here and there
today, I met Jerry, Ruiqin and Jia Hui!
one is acting like a boss like a ***** to me
another act hardworking only
Jerry is seriously nice, he kinda saved my life but still didnt really work!
manager was acting boss and flirting too!!!
but who cares.. honestly, the more I see her the more I dont like her
she talk so soft and everything like saying going to fire me anytime that kind -.-
stupid!
my legs suffered ttm
for once, I really hated myself for "destroying" my body
my right leg toe was bleeding
my left leg middle toe had a blister!
wow
GG
i need to change shoes and work still! no choice!
I need the money
so maybe I am just going to get a pair of black shoes but no heels?
haha, gosh, wasted $30 and made my legs suffer :(
sorry legs :'(

den went to church and dance and yeah!
what a day, really!
gosh, only can study on weekdays

-haha end!
actually talking abt the people, they are actually nice, its just the first impression that i am referring to opps
sorry!

and today and i am blogging!!! hehe
will be receiving my tote bag soon, by this week actually
excccitttedddd!
and test is finally over
yes
i am confident in passing but not so really
my ans is diff :(

actually, its kind of stupid for you to ask me whats my ans and in the end asking another person for ans and realise that my ans is diff from the both of you and you were like"YES"
wth, might as well dont ask me in the first place
dampen my feelings for nuts!
i have no time to entertain you ok?
i have sinned!
-Melinda

Sunday, November 13, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : WELCOME BACK SOPHIA!

today's sermon or rather not so really sermon but service was awesome!
although i felt that my grp screwed up like crazy but others were fine
argh! forgive me Lord, the "undeserve to be a singer" happened in me again
i really didnt feel that we and I did well =X
but the rest performance was great :)

Pastor kien seng made me really hahah AIYO!
tear filled eyes... when he shared what motivates him to serve
serve wholeheartedly but its the GRACE OF GOD, FROM GOD that we have to be grateful to be able to serve him
:')
and also, welcoming a dad + his family who have been in our church for 8 weeks
he welcomed the dad on stage and sang "welcome to the family" personally to him
omg, if i am the dad, i will definitely cry on the spot
i was really touched and amazed downstage :''''')

as i see the commitment we christians had today, i was really moved
moved to tears and how God had chosen us for who He wants us to be
its becos of God that now and forever, i am who i am
do you know guys? what kind of girl i am?
in my opinion, last time last year or the first half of this year, I am a total spoilt brat, screwed up child who has contribute nothing but trouble
it only begin when the Holy Spirit came to me this year to STOP all these stupid nonsense
I got to admit i was wide awake last year of that incident but had no idea why did i even want to continue that trouble until it led to a destruction in my life
it was described as the BIGGEST MISTAKE in life, that i wont forget
and yet, God still welcomed me to sing for him and got mentioned to be a group leader
you see?
dont you think i dont even deserve such things or roles in life but God still had chose me to be?
i was indeed touched to realise
God still chose sinners to be someone to work for Him to help to expand His kingdom
you will be surprise one day if you got called to be
ur first qn will be "God, why me?"
and now i got to realised that everything was so well planned for me to fall, and den pick myself up and become someone new and even better than before
i had ever let my parents especially my dad down, down until cant even be deeper but now, he is so proud of me and seeing me going thru thick and thins
i got to admit i am indeed proud of myself of what i had become now
not boasting abt myself but boasting abt how this AWESOME GOD HAD WORKED IN AND THRU ME!!
this is so undescribable~
thank God for all these
next time when i fall, i will know that its time for me to shine one day :)

i will blog abt last week some other time
got to rush to my dad's church now
ahhaha it was combined serivce today and yup, going to eat lunch with them
hahahahaha
dad, wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!11

tmr is fdp test, no time to describe haha
bye
-Melinda

Saturday, November 5, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : THIS IS MY FRIDAY
Happy Birthday to you Michael
may you blah blah blahneskfcnskefnewfwsofmwsfwszfwfw3rh
ahhahaha! i gave him 3 pairs of socks cos he doesnt have socks HAHA!

it all started when i saw sue at one of the tables outside Cheers
SHE PASSED HER BIKE PRAC TEST!!!
HAHAcongrats sueeee!!!! i felt so happy for her, she is down with one more major test i guess and the next thing after that will be her MOTORBIKE!
woah, can you imagine when that day comes, how time flies like crazy!?!??!?!

i got a B for my warehousing system tutorial and i was the only one who got a B when the rest got A+
why?
BECAUSE I FORGOT TO COMPLETE THE LAST QN
omg, i didnt know how i even forgot abt it
oh wells, just got to make sure that all tutorial qns are completed next time :(

went to the nearest plaza for lunch beside my school for a lunch with faridah, clement, alvin, veron, joanna, huimin, chace and chewyeng and sue!!
alot of people huh!
the more the merrier hahaha
it was an italian restaurant!! ahhhh!! awesome!!!
i love to try new food although its still italian
and i decided to get this:

well, it all started with a plate of salad
argh! i cant eat salad, doesnt taste nice
i wonder how vegetarian survive!?

this is the main food i decided to order, can you see the unfinished salad in the background?? haha

its called the mixed lunch haha!
the corn is nice, ok practically, everything is nice
just order a set meal, and you will get to enjoy free flow of drinks
crappp!! i forgot the name of the restaurant but the first three letters were SWE---- smth smth ** sorry ppl
its at the 2nd floor of the bukit timah plaza
and the GST charge is FREEEEE! just try it although its not well known but the chicken wings, corns, wedges and meat are nice :)

went to work with dray and got lost hahah
i was so glad we both had bus concession and were not late afterall
dinner was smooth i guess
had lots of fun haha
jianqun came to work? HAHA ooooo K
had a fun argument with raymond, next time shall call you Ramen HAHAHA
met all my old friends in ritz awwww
dray was doing fine i guess? haha although i tried to cover up things for him at times hehe :)

cabbed home with dray and max today as we missed the bus and they refused to let us board in and max will be making a complain soon or later haha
met clement and he gave me a huge hand shake - like those brother greetings kind of thing haha, i felt so tomboy when i was doing that haha
next, met Danny in the kitchen and he gave me the same handshake as clement did
hehe, oh wells, got to coordinate well and he said "Sophia!"
me : Danny! I WORK TODAY OK!?
Danny : haha, good! want to work on friday?
me : oh no no njoooooooo, ahhh (running away)
Danny : (laughing away) work la
me : you increase my pay then i work
Danny : OK! I GIVE YOU CAPTAIN PAY
me : you sure anot? haha how much den?
Danny : haha captain pay ah captian pay

den no time to talk alr cos got to rush back to the ballroom ahahhaa
when i went back to the banquet office to put back stuff i met him again and he shouted "SOPHIA! YOU GOOD! EXCELLENT!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA thanks, i know alr :P

gah tee asked "eh sophia, friday you can work anot?"
me : ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh NO!
hahahahahaha, woah, rebellious alr ah hahahah
but aiyah, its the second time i got asked for friday again

you think you have bf den you big is it?
you never ever thought who you have hurt
its him, suffering all alone, making him regret for dumping you
but on a woman's stand, since he dumped you, all the more you shld show him that you are acceptable by other guys to get ur revenge, right? to show him, make him jealous to let him see that you are enjoying life and can enjoy life without him, right?
ok? you are happy but he isnt, you think this will last?
i dont dare to judge but i dare to pour out what i feel and think
in fact, this is what i want to scold you in my head
its a kind of thinking that i wont say out, its only in my head
stop hurting him, although its him alone and the rest are just going with the flow
you only thought for urself and the new one but him?
although its over but you shldnt do this infront of him, that really *****
now the whole (smth) knows abt it, you are the newsfeed in it
beware of the consequences cos if anything happens, the one who got hurt now will be the one laughing in the end
for this case, so what if he dump you? i still stand on his side
so what if his mouth is big? it may be becos of you who cause that to happen
i wont be surprise if i see a third guy in ur life
my impression of you is lonely and innocence, but you arent now, not at all

sorry people but next year or rather next month i got to prepare myself for 2012
got to like transform myself into a new Sophia and stuff - cant complain or rant and stuff, got to learn to set a good example for others
so before that happens, i would want to spend my november to complain all i want and stuff rant abt anything, sounds stupid though
maybe this wont change much but maybe be a bitch for november only haha

ok next,
i dont think you deserve that role?
i meant you cant dance well, i am sorry
and i dont get it why you were able to get to be in the front
i think others are better than you, like seriously
argh! the more i watched it, i dont like it anymore
but i will still force myself to like it but just to ignore you in front

gosh, this is the first time i dont feel like myself :(
anyway, had flu the whole day and managed to swallow 2 panadol tablets and am feeling well now haha
i had conquered the fear of swallowing tablets hehe

i have a feeling my dad reads my blog
cos whatever i blog abt, will be the topic mentioned when we meet each other
oh wells, whatever it is haha, i am fine with parents reading their children's blog, just dont let me know abt it can alr hahah

if he doesnt, its ok too cos he chose to respect my privacy
although this blog is not private at all
it can be found in google as well, yeah!
and abt the 6 years of no r/s, i dont wish for him to know haha
although if he reads, theres no point for me typing this but i would want to achieve smth that can be succeeded, it may not be 6 years but 4 or lesser or longgggerrrr

he brought my bro and i for macs this morning hehe
and after sending my bro to church, we talked alot
i shared with him abt O.O and the buddhist guy, and others
how i make my decision abt guys and stuff - totally no shame sharing with him
haha he complimented in chinese "praise the Lord"
HAHA! like finally, truth revealled but i am kinda sure all things are fine now
cos what i described to him are things that i faced myself and settled them myself, these are rather personal, sorry abt it haha

ok, quite a long post for today hehe
i am sure i will get well soon
smth in my head and i cant sing high tones :'( saveee meeee!
-Melinda

Thursday, November 3, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : DREAM GUY!

awwww, this morning, i helped my grandma to COOK!
OH, I FORGOT TO BLOG ABT THIS!! ok, before i continue abt the cooking....
ytd when i was on the way home, a sudden craving to learn baking came into my mind
ha! i knew it that this day will come and it came
bravo!
oh wells, will try on baking when i really have nothing to do on that day, alright?
who wants to try? dont run away pls, i will be sad hahaha

ok back to cooking, i helped to cook
hahahhaha, you guys really thought i helped?
well, there were 2 types
one was soup, one was mega egg haha
i did the egg though BUT at the same time, i was going in and out of my room,just to jot down the ingredients, the fire, how much time for this and that
hahhahahahaha, i know i am cheeky!
yes i am! so that was the main intention, not literally helping her hehe
and so i learnt smth new yeah!

and so the egg which i cooked, was my lunch! hahaha yummy!!!
i like huimin's lips today, as in the colour, she better not see this if not she will ask me to kiss her.. HAHA!
there was once she and faridah, chasing me to kiss me
sicko hahahahahahahahahhaha

today dad asked me how was the bargain with the beautician and i told him how sad she was and she paying the extra 30 for me hahahaha
and
this
was
what
he
replied back to me
i was really on the verge of tearing:

"As a DGL (Disciple Group Leader) and support singer in worship service, a proper & good looking face is surely needed to build up your confidence!... I will pay all the bills : )"

OMG!!! who on earth is he to say that to me?
i was so touched! MY DAD! MY ONE AND ONLY DAD SAID THAT TO ME!
REALLY MAN! I AM REALLY PROUD TO BE SOPHIA!
EVER SINCE ALL THOSE THINGS I HAD BEEN THROUGH AND THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I MADE IN MY LIFE
we grew closer and closer
he treated me so awesomely nice, he can really be my awesome bf for now haha
since i am planning not to get into a r/s for 6 years from now haha
if i suay, den it would be 4 years den
HAHA!

netball is fine!
i was so hyper today
i keep jumping mainly becos i was playing defending all these while
i played center once and almost died but the feeling was great!
my stamina improve as the months goes by
and sorry to say this :

now you are going thru what i went thru but i can tell you what i went thru was much worse than yours
so if thats the reason why you dont want to come and threw everything to me, i am really disappointed in you, i mean, come on, i hated it so much but made the effort to come every sucky thursday and now, i made them awesome for myself, if you dont pick urself up to face ur priorities and authorities, who am i to be in charge of this?

sorry but i had said my piece, hope you get well soon, take care!

tmr is friday and i will be working after school
ritz is shorthanded, heard from jianqun they even asked ppl from different departments to come and help last sunday
I WORKING FOR YOU DANNY! OK?
and i saw 2 of my colleagues today in sch, somemore said they from NYP
i am not stupid ok? ahahha they were volleyballers hahaha next to each other only
they asked "sophia, why you so long never work sia?"
me : "is not i so long never work, is YOU all so long never work"
they : "where got, we working this friday"
me : "omg,r eally? me tooo!!! yeah!"
both : "see you tmr"
omg so cool to talk to ur colleagues in sch
its a different feeling
their names are normil (IP MAN look alike but i dont think so) and shengjie, both of them were the ones who took pic with seunghyri - BIGBang guy hahaha

tmr i want to eat potato salad and CHAWANMUSHI!!!!
lets go makan place ppl!
-Melinda

thanks dad, you made my day
thanks trader, you kinda made my day too
thanks netballers, trainings could be awesome
thanks colleagues, hope to see you all again in sch
thank you so everyone, even those who are reading this blog hehe :)
goodnight!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : YOU WILL NEVER KNOW ONLY WHEN YOU TRY!!!

I had weird thinkings last night
i kept thinking i will be crying in class
or screaming in class due to Idea Launchpad
the worst module of all
i was afraid i will get crazy

ok zipeng, i really got to say this:
I am sorry for talking to you in that manner
but i meant as a grp, i feel that we all shld take the effort to cooperate and stuff
i am also stress, so lets just help the grp to reach success ok?
sorry :(

beautician was fine
and i had a one hour convo with her
i finally admitted to her abt the money problem and work
she asked why didnt i let her know
and so out of pity, she reduced it to half of the price
wts
if only i know theres smth like this, i alr tell her my story
anyway, yupps, i will be taking the next course and my dad asked me to ask her for a discount
hahahahah
SUCCESS!!!
i was so afraid at first, and at first the half price is 28 per month
one month one session
now is 25 per month
woots~!
all tgt its 250 for 10 months
worth it ttm
and thats how i came out with the title of you will never know only when you try
try to bargain for it if you have the chance to
:)
but sad for her cos she told me she will be paying the 30 for me
hahahahahha
woah! likka motherhood but thanks :) really appreciate it
thanks dad
we were fighting over who will be paying for it
i meant its afforadable for me but my dad insisted to pay for me

anyway, tmr is ..... NETBALL!!
WAH SEH!!!!
exxxccciiittteeddd

and blogshop, finally we had business
melody, shake hands HAHA
someone wants to trade her items to us for 2
hahaha
may get a checkered shirt or so haha

I want to eat
aiyah, mel, i think i shall share the same food list with you
i dont know much abt nice food in singapore haha

grandma bought prawn crackers - BLACK PEPPER
but i prefer original and barberque hehe

sigh, okok, got to go now
bye
-Melinda

thanks dad for everything!! YOU. ARE. AWESOME~!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I HOPE TMR WILL BE A NICE DAY

today can be considered a smooth day
i managed to listen and pay attention in lecture consisting of 200 ppl
good!
ate bento set, some jap cuisine and also, not forgetting seaweed chicken and cripsy chicken which i had been craving for it since May

attention paid during class haha
fun, laughter, peace and joy

the last class was cancelled
same lecturer who cancelled
she is always so last minute

WILLIAM!!! I SAW WILLIAM LEE KAI EN!!!!
hahahaha i miss you but you didnt seem to miss me hahaa
ur jokes are still the same
he slimmed down by the way, playing soccer with JiaJun haha, yup
i know who that is la, i not so blur in fairfield ok?! hahaha

i hope and pray that tmr will be a better day :)
-Melinda