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The Ballerina
The Ballerina
About me

I am the melinda~poo! in Fairfield.
I am the kiwi gal~! in Ngee Ann.
I am the lover and admirer of the BEACH!
I love the country Italy, Venice.
I wish and hope I will be able to make a trip there soon :)


Sophia Han
My speech
"You will never know only when you try!!" -melinda~poo! "Make others happy before you:)" -kiwi gal~!
"Forever and Always.."

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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
This is my story...

Hey readers, didnt see a post abt ytd right?
thats becos I am super busy..
I dont know when will I not be busy or rather not feel busy anymore
I just hope and wish that everything will get done...

"...1 day of happiness, 4 days of sorrow..."

heard that before..?

ytd, I went to meet sue, chace, yixuan and novell at dhoby ghaut mrt..
we were going to play L4D2..
sounds scary yeah?!
sue lent me her skirt.. no, not lent
its sell.. omg..
I was shocked..
I got to wear it cos its skirt day..
Novell and yixuan were caught in a trafiic jam and were late.
So chace, sue and I went to play first..
we went to CHAMBER..

I played...
omg.. so scary.. chace was leading us..
I am a beginner-dont know anything...
ok, it was tasky I should say..
den we rushed back to school..
novell said I looked like a ballerina wearing a skirt..
omg.. my first time wearing a skirt to poly...
I dont dare alr..
hahahahhahaha...

I paid attention in business finance class...
felt so well-behaved:)
den, I went back home..
still having the L4D2 thought in my mind...

next day which was today..
I woke up early to do and rush through the COMMISS project..
ok done.. but still needs amendments..
honestly, out of all the modules..
I am excited for COMMISS..
I cant wait to present...
I love thursdays........
now, its time for spamming!!!!

omg
omg
omg
omg
omg
omg
omg
omg
omg
(not enough but i think it is alr haha)

I PASS MY BUSINESS FINANCE..omg!!!
I was happy to tears you know?
during break, I called my dad and told him everything..
I started crying.. luckily, no one saw...
but I was really thankful and grateful

I thanked God for everything..
this is seriously a miracle..
cos
what i studied didnt even come out
what I wrote is the same as nothing...
really,I am not being humble or what..
I am telling the truth!!!

so I obtained a pass is really a thing that shocked me!!
I was talking to Andy on msn..
haha
I kept spamming "omg", "I am ver happy", "happy happy me" and stuff..
haha.. I kept repeating the same sentence to jo and mel
hahahhahahahha... omg
I thank God for today and tmr:)
but really I am very happy I am so happy I felt grateful I felt thankful..
hahahahhaha...
over craziness to happiness:)

and thank you aaron for teaching me business finance..
I will work harddddd!!!!!
so next time, not only a pass but an A hahaha, not so fast
hmmm
d? c? b? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?
hahahahha....

ok anyway,
I am still very happy hahahahha...
ok I will stop!

I cant wait for tmr..
I got a sexy presentation to present tmr
and I got a WOO HOO~ netball to play
have fun melinda:)

dont think abt other stuff..
its going to turn out right for you..
rather you worried for it at the last minute than you worried for the day before it,
and making ur day so "cui"
hahahha, is it spelled like that? "cui~"
hahahahhaa.....

today is a miracle for me:)

ohyes!!and my dad finally promised me to bring me to dim sum restaurant when my birthday comes:) yeah!

haha.. happy happy me
happy happy you too
I feel so kiwily today!!!!!!!!!!

Great is Thy Faithful!!!
To God be the Glory!!!
I want to thank God for everything as whatever thing I am doing, I am doing it for Him
not for a self gain.. but for something that has eternal value in it:)
sometimes, I pray God to be with me in poly cos I will feel lost
now, I can really feel His presence and His guidance:)
Thank you:)
-kiwi gal~!


Monday, June 28, 2010
This is my story...

HI to the people reading my blog..
I think I better blog before I cant later..
its morning 727am..

A pair of red shoes just walked pass me..
I am waiting for my friends now outside cheers:)
today, after school, I am going to meet sue to do BIZCA project..

sighh.. projects in poly are different from sec school..
but still got to do.. yeah yeah..
ok huimin is here with me haha..
ok, maybe I am just missing school..

today, I might get back my EIS and Applied Statistic tests results..
wells, if I pass.. I want to pass it well..
I dont know
I prayed for school too
I said, "I pray that I will rejoice in anything..
whatever happens, I will accept it with happiness..
I will try to accept it..."

suddenly, I thought of my business finance test..
omg, if the teacher asked me if I want my paper back..
I will say no! but thank you..
cos I really dont want to get it back..
but if I have no choice den yeah...

sighh..
oh, novell and yixuan are here..
where's sueeeeeeee? hahaha...

to be continued...

ok I am back..
there wasnt any EIS class..
we went to SIM to have lunch..
I want to try the western food..
I ate you mian:)
the place was super cool..
theodore led us ard..

after that, we went to a place to play L4D2..
i didnt play but watching sue play
its was thrilling and super exciting:)
haha.. ok now, I am back in np waiting for the applied stats teacher:)
haha.. okok:)
happy happy me yeah~

hii people now..
dont worry melody..
I regained back my happiness:)
hahaha oh wells, I feel quite bad today..
so I am going to pray for confession haha:)
yup yup!!

tmr playing L4D2..
omg.. I hope I dont freak out!!!
happy happy me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................
-kiwi gal~!


Sunday, June 27, 2010
This is my story...

sorry for not blogging ytd people..
OK I BLOG NOW!!!

Saturday:
I was lazy to get up from Melody's bed.. its too comfortable..
well, in the end, I got up and prepared to leave..
Mel gave me 2 oreo..
we got to vivo and saw pastor kien seng at the sentosa entrance..
I ate a packet of oreo and drank green tea too!! cool~

melva came and we all set off to take the monorail to siloso beach..
I was guiding Mark wee on the way..
sorry, mark, I dont really know how to describe directions haha..

we sang praise.. den got divided into our groups..
I was in grp 2 with rachel, hannah, clarence and mark... and melody??? hahahhaha
we played the frisbee game
I went to the toliet to change into my fbt
omg, by asking for directions, it took me all the way to underwater world!!!!

I came back and got enthu into the frisbee
whenever the frisbee lands on the floor, instead of picking it up, I picked up the sand..JOKE!
after that, we played captain's ball against grp 4
haha.. but the game wasnt as exciting as those games I played..
wells, it was funny though...
mark was the only one so enthu in it:)

after that, we played the frisbee game again against grp 3
haha.. was so funny..
I kept throwing at melody's legs, by hearing the sound, makes me laugh..
I m sorry mel haha....
joel was super joker.. the first goal he got, he just sat down on the sand like a kid.. haha:)
james gave me the chance to take the frisbee haha..
thank you.. he kept saying opps!!! so nice of him
chester apologised to me when we were abt to snatch the frisbee haha..
cyrus, the best! called my name when I wasnt even in his grp haha.. want to confuse me huh!
I was laughing throughout..

we got a long break after taking a grp photo..
the Mels decided to find for seashells..
honestly, Singapore dont have nice seashells..
we wrote "heartyeah! & kiwi gal~!" on the sand..
so cool~
I also wrote "I LOVE TRUEWAY!"
haha.. we couldnt find any jellyfish..
haha but wilson caught a coral..

I am allergic to water remember people???

after that, we ate lunch tgt..
melva didnt buy kimchi..
and he was half korea??? what joke?
hahaha.. apple - appa??? hahhahaha...
ed was super funny too.. I said scissors paper stone, he dropped his head as if he just fainted!!
we den walked ard.. to the national geographic place if I wasnt wrong..
Clarence went into a room of negative freezing temperature and he made it through though
hahahhahahahahahhahahahahha.....

we den went to TOYS R US.. and played ball..
melva threw my ball away and a child took it:(:(:(
sadded my empty hands..

we also went to pets shop to see pets..
so cute right? the dogs? melody was mesmerized!!!
we went to toilet and when we came out, melva ed and clarence were sitting on the floor
haha, did they really waited for so long?

we played truth or dare (I hate that game for life)
ed was first he chose truth..
melody chose dare.. she was told to say hi to a kid but the kid ignored her haha..
I chose truth.. melva asked a very acceptable qn:) (Y)

we started talking abt jokes.. melva got alot:)
and I still havent figure it out why "1 + 1 = 2"
???????????????????????????????????????????
why why why??

after that, the guys went home and mark came..
haha, his 15 mins seems to be 50 mins..
we went to page one.. read books..
went to a mini exhibition
its abt the boats and porcelain plates and stuff..

den i got to go home alr..
I was half asleep in the bus...
on the way home... ,
suddenly the bus stopped..
the old man who was getting ready to alight, he suddenly lost grip from the pole and fell down..
omg..I was shocked!
I held his hand but realised I wasnt of much help..haha but an indian guy grabbed him back up..
I was so tired and exhausted..
my legs were still aching due to the long hrs of queuing for B2ST
okok.. I slept haha.. I think I typed too much..

Sunday:
what a brand new day?! omg mel fell sick..
she wasnt feeling well..
so I went to church and my bro wanted to seat beside me
Mark was late.. liqun came too..
during the sermon, I was abt to doze off so I decided to put on my specs
it helps:)
den I got attentive again.. yeah~
I was shivering throughout.. so cold despite me sitting right at the corner..
so when I was singing praise, my teeth felt wobbly haha...

bible study was cancelled cos mel cant make it
I went to cozy corner to warm up haha..
had a great talk with my mum..
omg, how surprising but I hope this can continue:)
yup yup!!

I went to the yz room and sat with joey, rachel came too..
we sang..~
after that, we got into our dgs and chelsea joined us as she couldnt find any of the dg members.
we talked and laughed..
after everything, we celebrated the june babies:)
theres no kiwi.. its a world cup cake:)

Melva asked if I figured it out alr..
haha, he dont want to tell me!!!
wen cong knows but ed doesnt haha:)
he said its got to do with chinese and indian and asian???
no link..
I am just going to wait and wait and wait..
patience~~~

sorry mark I cant go for lunch cos cos cos
i got to eat with my family:)

that time, I really cant bare to leave church..
its like nooooo, I want to stay in trueway..haha
I love trueway:)

okok.. now my qt will be to copy down bible notes into a book haha..
I am going to wait for one week:)
and I hope I can finish my work by 10 tonight..
I got to go alr..
sorry people, I know I typed alottt and super detailed!!!
haha... its kiwi's style:)
tmr is school day...
happy people goes to happy school
we GOT to be happy:)
goodnight:) byes:) ciao~

smilez:!

-kiwi gal~!


Saturday, June 26, 2010
This is my story...

Mark woke me up this morning through a piece of paper..
Melody called me and told me to look at the paper..
it says.. "Mark Wee says, Good Morning :O "
hahahhahha.. he was so joke..
made me laughed and smiled the first thing in the morning...

we went to town as Melody got to go for dental checkup..
I was playing Alice in the Wonderland:)
after that, we went to a DIM SUM restaurant to eat..
I love the chinese tea
den we went to a "chicken" restaurant to eat drunken chicken:)
I dont dare to eat jellyfish!!!!

we later went to Vivo to do massive shopping...
Melody's mum was super good to me..
I meant too good alr..
she kept persuading me to buy clothes...
she told me this : clothes are never enough!
haha, I totally agree with this mannz... ttm

We went back to Melody's hse to change and get ready to meet up with Joanna at IMM
for the B2ST fansign..
wow, there were thousands of people of different dressings and looks haha
ok thats nonsense and obviously nonsense but guess what?!

I FOUND 32 PAIRS OF RED SHOES!!!!!!
congrats me yeah~
two of the pairs were slippers.. but it was REDD!!
yup yup!!
we waited and walked, waited and walked, waited and walked... ...
by the way, we were behind dont know how many 100 people..
I can say more than 1500..
ok maybe just more than 1000 people behind..

we went up for the fansign area..
wow, I am finally here, I thought!
however, I am still confused who are B2ST???
there were many many people screaming as if theres no tmr..
I cant scream as I am still having a little of sore throat
we stood for hrs just to get 6 signatures
but I felt that it was a kind of once in a life time experience
so I was happy for myself..

when we were queuing and queuing, I bent down my head as I saw a water bottle
suddenly, bernice called me..
omg what a small world we are in?!
she was just right behind me and I didnt even realised haha..
what a joke mann?

the fans were screaming crazily and pushing here and there..
what to do?
this is what you can expect in Singapore..
yup yup!!
I finally got out of the packed row..

I forgot to take out the ticket
so, for twice, I gave the wrong piece of paper(ticket)
the security guard was telling me "eh! wrong!"
for two times!!! omg, den I agve him the ticket (which was in the plastic bag)
I gave my hand out and he passed the plastic bag to a lady..
the lady asked if I wanted the plastic bag.. I nodded my head and smiled
she smiled and I apologised to her..
haha

when I went up on stage..
I was preparing to say "kamsamida" (which means Thank You in Korea)
I said "thank you" to the first two..
the rest (except for the last one), I said "anyung haseyo" and smiled
the last one didnt even look up (so unfriendly but can see that he wasnt in a good mood)
the first one greeted me even before I prepare myself to open my mouth haha:)
they were so friendly, I cant forget the look of the second last one..
cos of his thick eyeliner..
I wasnt acting cratzy or wha
I WAS CALM haha, but happy inside cos I get to see Korean Celebrities:)- for $25

oh wells, I felt good
and and and omg omg omg
I BOUGHT MY LOVELY IP MAN 2 vcd
hahahahhaha, I am so happy you know...
I cant wait to show my bro and let him watch...

wells, I am excited for tmr..
the church is organising a gathering at sentosa tmr
and and and I dont know what is going on and what will happen..

although school is starting soon, but I cant wait for thurs to come:)
netball and the twisties class I should call haha...
okok, God Bless we..

*we should remain faithful to God:)

happy happy me,
happy happy you,
happy happy we,
happy happy FAMILY!!!

-happy little coolies whatever so kiwi gal~!

hahahhahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahah


Thursday, June 24, 2010
This is my story...

hi hi hi hi hi people of the world
to be honest, I am in my friend's hse right now..
so, I might not be coming online.. or yes or no..
haha... people of this world are super joker to the maxx....

Thanks Aaron for ur grapey lollipop..
I like it, its like the grape chewing gum.. so nice..
kind of the nicest lollipop I ever eat:)

I drank kiwi ice blended today.. so cool
its super nice..
reason was becos there wasnt any seeds haha..
the taste was sweet, NOT SOUR!

its nice.. its nice.. its nice!!!
I asked hweelee if I should buy apple or grape flavour for ice blended..
she said "buy kiwi..you like what right?"
haha, I asked her how she knows abt it..
she told me ur fb told me.. kiwi gal~! somemore..
haha, I was so happy..
hopefully, kiwi gal~! will be known to more and more randomly random people..
haha NOT!

I ate oreo today also..
it brought back those memories in sec school..
some of you might know what I am talking abt right? haha
I am excited for saturday...

well, I got to do my mission which is to find out who on earth is B2ST!!!!
oh no, there are 6 of them.. and only with 3 videos..
I hope that I am able to differentiate them asap or as fast as I can:)

well, I am going to eat twisties soon like now!
haha... and pls people pls on ur tv as there is a kiwi(golden kiwi) advertisement coming up..
so pls watch and find out who is kiwi gal~!
hahahahahhaa... I am joking ...
now why am I joking?
becos I am a joker???
haha so joke!

okok, I got to walk now....
hahah as in take a walk downstairs:)
haha... and eat twisties hahaha
ok bye people...
dont miss me too much..
I will be online one day
one special day:)

love from,
kiwi gal~!


Wednesday, June 23, 2010
This is my story...

I know that I forgot to blog again for another 2 days..
my laptop has smth wrong.. I am not sure why and what..
the Internet couldnt display the page despite I refresh the page several times..
I keep disconnecting from the msn..

so now, I got to kinda submit 4 projects...
sorry i got to write it here..
I really cant live without a diary:(
now i got to:
1) print the bf slides and also edit my points in the slides
2) submit the QLA
3) hurry use my kiwi power to complete research for COMMISS
4) finish my dear BIZCA
ok, I guess thats all and hope thats all..
I had enough and too much alr
hahahhaa:)

on tues which was today's ytd and monday's next day..
haha, I went to marina barrage with my friends and we flew kite..
we spam pics to the maxxx....
160.. haha...
ok
today..
I slept again...

I realised I love to sleep haha..
so fun and relaxing..
like nothing happens in ur way, just close ur eyes and nothing worrying you:)
peace<3

I am excited for tmr..
I am going to meet up with my thurs class ppl for COMISS project
and staying over in melody's hse..
yeah yeah.. last time yeah~
hahahahahhahahahahahaha... joke my dad:)

but before friday comes, I got a mission to do and need mel's help
I got to see B2ST!!! no matter what
i got to see what they look like.
I am not a fan but I feel that I got to see who I am seeing soon..
haha..
if I dont know them, no point seeing them real life
so I got to see them:) internet and their songs and pics of them and so on... etc

I also cant wait for saturday..
I hope I can get to know the church ppl better..
I want to play ball games!!!!
but at the same time also hope bonding includes:)

yup yup!!
i hope i can finish in time:)
and i cant find anything to blog abt alr hahha:)
bye ppl, I will get interesting soon:)
see me and see you :)
-kiwi gal~!

oh did ur see the kiwi advertisement?
nice nice nice..golden kiwi:)


Monday, June 21, 2010
This is my story...

I know it has only been a few 31 minutes that I didnt post and update my blog..haha
I was practising my typing skills you know..
so next time I can type faster:) yup yup!!
and so you all can read more..

hmm, I try to recall, ok?
Wednesday...
oh haha, I had bible study with aunt sandra and melody..
it was raining and we changed our sitting positions 3 times haha..
its was pouring like crazy, even worse than cats and dogs..
after bible study, we decided to stay in church for a while..
we went to vivo after that and ate macs, oh no..
bad and naughty sophia:(
ate FRIES!!!!!!
and she caught a cold in the end...
and and and... to her utter astonishment, when she boarded the bus
she ended up standing beside chester's father...
joke of the day.. she tweeted:)

she went back home to sleep again..
omg
I have been sleeping and sleeping and nothing is working well for me:(
I didnt go online that day..
so I slept at 10!!!
proud of me? those who are say "hai!"

ok now its thurday's turn:)
I got to prepare to go to school for a project meeting with my classmates
I can hardly hear my voice and so I didnt really talk much
I was still sniffing here and there...
to exaggerate, my bro gave me ard at least 10 packs of tissure paper in a plastic bag..
so caring right? touched ttm, touched too much alr..
haha..
I hope I will feel better as the days goes by.. and by...
we took many photos.. erm, I meant unglam photos and hahah cool~
I got to rush for the olenos's barbeque :)
I thought I was going to be late but they were instead.. haha:)
michelle was screaming here and there outside the chalet room..
and I was still sniffing in the chalet room:)

I met the Apollo guy-Taoguang (zipeng's bro)
haha.. he got an asshole t, apollo t haha.. only enqi understands what I am saying here..
we barbeque and barbeque
enqi didnt want me to be close to the fire and michelle didnt want enqi to be close to the fire
so there was a complicated but yet funny "arguement" going on..
poor barbeque pit, only got one..
half way, there was a guy that approach us and asked for michelle's number-it was a forfeit..yeah..
okok
blah blah blah and pop!
I went home...

friday:):):)
I was sorting out the business finance work:)
the powerpoint presentation slides and stuff..
yeah yeah..
I will try to smile at business finance:):):)

ok saturday, I was resting..
I was doing my COMMISS project.. the lesson on every lovely thursday:)
this is the project I cant wait to present:)
haha, I am excited for school, partially becos of thursday:)
oh oh oh and netball!!! :)
yeah.. I missed touching those netballs:)
and the scene where my dad seats watching me play though its bad or good:)
I love thursdays alr:)
no one can steal my thursday yeah!

yup yup!!
and here comes sunday..
ytd was called the SS Day..
meaning Super Suai (or Suay) Day
I know I summarised till good and short yeah yeah~ haha
I got into the mrt station and went up to board the train..
feeling that my shoes were killing me, I decided to go back home to change my shoes..
went down..
tapped my card and wasted my money.. S1

on the way home..
my legs were hurting me like O-M-G!!! S2

I got back home and got to put on plaster..
and Mel called..
I was late in meeting her again.. oh no S3

as I was making my way to the mrt, my plaster came out, why didnt it stick? S4

I was perspiring like a mad dog when I reached S5

my legs were still hurting S6

I didnt have the appetite to eat S7

I didnt even write my dad a father's day letter.... S8
but I did on fb not long ago

so many "s"
so many sui/suai/suay.. etc
I dont even know how to spell..

I am going to meet Sue later, in 7 hrs time, at school at ten to discuss BIZCA projects..

I am going to get rid of business finance and QLA and hopefully my COMMISS projects.. today!!
yes today!!
oh and after that I will be havning bible study:)
hope I do learn smth.. hmmm
regarding perseverance? haha..

"we got to rejoice in our sufferings
as sufferings brings perseverance
perseverance brings hope
and hope
is what we all got to have in life that we got to believe in
so that we are able to press on and move on with strength:)"

I am going to forzas..
mel too for ur results:)
jo and nich for ur hw
fel and kel for ur school projects:)
and school people, church people and people of the world, for ur health and everything you do

"everything you do, do it well" :)
-kiwi gal~!


Tuesday, June 15, 2010
This is my story...

I woke up at 11:44am..
I felt that my body lacks water molecules...
felt that my throat is dry..
felt that my body is weak..

I am feeling sick..
was sick and having a bad headache...
I cant even eat..
I didnt have appetite at all..

I did my bible study.. wow
it was great.. I learned smth..

LOVE ONE ANOTHER:)



I took medicine and went to sleep..
so sad.. I cant eat twisties..
I slept for 4 hrs.. haha
actually, ytd, I slept at 340am..
I was searching smth..
yup yup!!
got to sleep at 12 tonight:)
its an order from my grandma haha..

oh, there are cats meow~ing..
oh and fighting downstairs... right now!!!
oh no!!!
hahahahahaha...
so fierce!!!


haha, we should love one another yeah..

cats must love one another too:)
see this..
so cool huh!
haha.. ok got to go now:)
-kiwi gal~!


Monday, June 14, 2010
This is my story...

I am not alone or stranded anywhere..
just that you cant find me
you cant find my hiding place...

what are you talking abt?
I am asking you politely and you gave me a response like you are sick and tired of me..
(I am not talking abt my mum)
why?
I wished I will have a secret blog so that I can vent anger in it with my unhappiness
people read or not doesnt matter to me
as long as I know what I am typing and and what I want do..
why? why must this happen to me? am I going to be unhappy almost everyday?
for how long will people change? or must I "suffer" til its finish?
I am thirsty for happiness alr..
although there are ppl ard me to cheer me up..
but not after a minute, something happened and you will be down:(
people's effort in cheering you up will be wasted, right?

(sigh~)
ok this is my post for this moment...

sorry I didnt blog ytd haha.. IWASINITALY?! yeah NOT!!
its fake ok? also dont know why so many people believe.. haha..

sunday to monday:
I was waiting for Mel at the church lift.. we sat at the second last row of seats..
I was proud as I was tolerating throughout the sermon..
haha.. but I drew planes, hopes, stuff.... to keep myself awake
after sermon, I got to meet Joey at the cosy corner..
so sad that Rachel cant join us, havent been seeing her for quite a long time
we photocopied the papers.. Joey gave instructions to the DGL:)
Mel and I went to tell the bus driver that we will be down at 1055..
omg?! what the joke? when I told him that, I checked and it was 1054..haha...
but we took our time and got into bus 2
mel and I were in charge of bus 2...
haha...

while counting ppl who get into the bus, I lost count.. haha.. 38 or 39???
we went to Labrador Park and had bible study there..
Luke 9:23-25
yup yup!!
I saw 7 butterflies... so little:( haha...
time to gather at 1230 and got to go back to church..
I lost count again.. haha...

Derek was late for the entire thing but he still came haha.. so joke!
plan:
get back home
sleep
meet mel at 5 at vivo den blah blah blah...

I slept for only 30 mins..
I spent like one whole hour to reach vivo.. also dont know why?//
we went to print pictures(consent form)
we each had a file of air tickets.. haha
as what I was saying.. I am flying to Italy..
shopped a little..
ok, got to meet Joel at Bugis mrt as his tuition ended early:)
we walked ard and set missions finding red stuff...
chester came..
followed by Mark, den Wilson.. haha..
I thought wilson said he was those kind very punctual one and he was the last to come..haha

reached changi airport.. and and and
after so long, we decided to eat in the food court of terminal 3
I ate dimsum:) and shared with Mark and Chester:)
we talked til 11 plus
went to the viewing place but was "close":(
went to the arrival area in terminal 1 to welcome linus and liqun:):):) and samuel's dad hahahha
they gave us pipa.. the fruit for cough:)
after that, I was hungry and we went to terminal 2-Macs
after that, we went to viewing area and was packed..
so we decided to find a place with a socket.. some place start with G..
yup yup!!
we spent ard 4 hrs at that place:)
I slept for a while..

we went to Macs again for breakfast.. I didnt eat..
after that, we decided to watch a movie
went to tiong bahru.. while waiting for the cinema to open, we waited at the Kopitiam:)
and slept:)

we watched Killers.. (without joel and wilson)
after the movie, chester was sleeping!!!!
oh no, haha.. guess he was really tired:)
me too, I nearly doze off during the movie..
the movie was okok.. haha funny too:)
den I got to go home..
wasnt hungry and was tired.. super tired..
skip lunch and went back home to sleep:)
for 5 hrs!!!
haha.. Mark told me to sleep for only 2.5hrs haha and I doubled it..

God is with me and I want Him with me in my heart:)
I am not alone, not that I am hiding or you cant find me
cos I am in God as God is in me:)
-kiwi gal~!

I found smth:)
http://http://www.gotquestions.org/baptism-communion.html
melody, this is for you too:)
and and and... ... ...

[Temptation comes from our own desires, which entice us and drag usaway. These desires give birth to sinful actions. And when sin is allowed to grow, it gives birth to death.]
-James 1:14-15

[Let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especislly the sin that easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us.]
-Hebrews 12:1


Saturday, June 12, 2010
This is my story...

This morning I woke up to eat my lovely dovely breakfast..
EVERYONE.... itadakimasu~
I met Mel at the bus stop haha.. so funny..
she left her hse earlier than me and I reached there earlier than her hahhaa
thats JOKE 1!!

Aunt Sandra waited for us at the front gate of TWPC..
She told us to sit down beside her..
she told us to look at the ppl walking in the streets..
she was saying that why ppl are so busy and dont even have the time to stop where they are to talk to you..

however, for me.. I have a different view..
sometimes, I really stopped and looked ard me.. the ppl, the stray animals, the cars etc...
In my opinion, I thank God for creating this world..

look at the people..
why are they so rushing?
why must they be on time?
why must they eat while they are walking?
why haven they dry their hair before they step out of hse?
why are they sighing at the same time?

look at the stray animals..
where are they heading to?
do they know?
what are they finding?
why must they find what they are finding?
why dont they sigh?
why do they make sounds when we approach them?

look at the nature..
where do they come from?
why are they here or there?
why must they be planted or fixed here but not there?

and others have yet to be mentioned..
there will be "whys?", "what?", "how come?" and many many "???"s coming into my mind
I love to see sceneries...
why are things created in this way but not another way..
who is controlling them.. ?
is it humans?... but some of the humans only know how to destroy them...

I learnt alot today.. I felt fruitful..
haha.. we sat on the floor of the vivo platform somewhere..
my leg was so numb to the maxx.. must be sitting at the same position for more than 2hrs..
today, I felt special:)

after that, Mel and I went shopping..
we shopped for dont know how many hrs..
I actually wanted to watch a movie but the seats were fully booked so cant watch:(
we walked and walked..
in the end.. we went to KFC to eat.. oh no..
I am eating way too much...
I ate chicken!!!

went to Mel's hse and felt super tired...
I was feeling excited for tmr as I was listening to the song: Indescribable
and and and when I was still feeling excited, Mel changed the song hahaha
so joke! ttm...
for once and twice, I fed my baby kittens:)
wells haha... bon voyage melinda~poo!

God Bless you..
tmr will be organising an event for YZ in Labrador Park for Time Alone With God
my feelings now are really INDESCRIBABLE hahahahhaha...
ok, we shall see abt to it:)

have a goodnight people of the world..
dont miss me
I am flying yo Italy with the MELs + JOKERs
the cool peoples hahhahahahha...

-kiwi gal~!


This is my story...

I woke up at 830 this morning
had egg sandwich for breakfast with a few sausages
I love eggs.. haha..

I finished at 931 and jo called me to wish her all the best for her competiton
after I put down the hp, I realised I haven finish the cup of tea..

I was doing some tutorials..
after lunch I went to sleep for 2 hrs haha..
and bring myself up to study the last chapter haha..

I took ard 2hrs or lesser..
when I was doing tutorial halfway, I remembered I got to go back to my hse to collect stuff

and and and OH NO!!!! MY MUM FOUND OUT THAT I BOUGHT THE IP MAN cd...
how how how? she put the receipt on my table.. what the?!
so action like as if I am going to get it from her..
well, I hope that sunday will be a great day..

ate cheesy twisties...
the way I pack was like leaving the hse haha...
so joke tgt with my bro haha..

I am sorry but today's post is boring, I feel.. haha..
I am tired..

I had learnt smth ytd the ytd haha..
its abt you choosing ur own path with God
you, have to decide for urself if you want to be close to God
not when things happen den you want to be..
its ur choice NOW! and what happens next also depends on ur choice..
so if you feel that sometimes God is not there for you,
you should reflect of those times you have neglected God.. :)
think abt it yeah~
(Quiet time)

sigh~
-kiwi gal~!


Thursday, June 10, 2010
This is my story...

Today shall be called the crazy day haha
I cant study so I shall be crazy right?
haha.. I am spamming and spamming haishhhhhhhh

why why why??
the stayover seems to be happening tmr
hahahhahahhaha
I think I got to relax and remain calm
I am too excited alr haha..

mel created a consent form for it hahahhaha joke!
well.. wishes:
1) my friends and I will be happy ppl
2) Joanna, all the best for tmr's competition!!!
3) sunday will become a great day!!!
4)Aaron , Malcolm and Melvin will recover
5) me and I and sophia will recover
6) people willl smile
7) oh haha, melva, all the best for ur coursework!

I dont know what am I typing.. haha
I am crazy, remember? okok
byes ppl I finish blogging alr:)
-kiwi gal~!


Wednesday, June 9, 2010
This is my story...

I shall call this day sleeping day..
I slept and slept and slept hahahha:)

well got to study tmr alr...
my june holidays got to packed up for once haha:)
coolies..

I ate fish and chips today for dinner:)
well, I miss those french fries potatoes.. yeah yeah

I lost my earring.. the one that has to be placed below ur ear..
haha.. and after so long, my bro found it in his room..
so weird, out of no where.. his room..

haha, I am so well behaved today, cos I ate fruits automatically.. haha
am drinkning milo now

wow, it will take centuries for me to download maple story and i tunes..
sigh~
patience is key.. haha
key.. from shinee..
shiny stars in the dark sky..
hahahahhahahah
sorry I am talking rubbish...

ok..
I hope I can study well and get good grades:)
God Bless me and the world:)

and nich and noelyn, bon voyage:)
sorry ahaha...

-kiwi gal~!


Tuesday, June 8, 2010
This is my story...

Today is ice cream day:)
when to Mel's hse and ate instant noodles..
I cant play maplestory..
I will be too excited..haha..

went to jurong to collect the B2ST albums..
but sadly none of them has the golden ticket..haha

was standing throughout the journey in the train:)
from jurong to orchard:)
haha.. micah so funny and kim too
we met at ion and went to Swensens..
Micah is seriously a joker.. haha..
ice cream!!! so nice:)
I had chocolate..
micah and kaiyong let me taste a "vanilla" ice cream..
but I tasted pepper haha.. seriously!!!
we took many unglam photos haha:)

it was fun la.. haha... micah wants to go shopping.. sorry i cant
ok but yeah maybe some other time..with kim hhaha
theo didnt come..
and we gave Swensens 5 cents coins and stuff haha.. so funny

well.. I am here now at home:)

should i train running for my netball?
I miss netball real much!!!
cant wait for the next training.. yup yup!!

I must be a happy girl..
thank you Aaron, really so much
I love you as a friend haha, dont get the wrong idea if you are reading this..
really thank you so much:)
really got cheered up!!!
yeah like what you said "we are the BEST~!" haha:)
thanks alot man..
ok all the best for ur test tmr..
you so business minded of course can do it haha:)
wishes from kiwi gal~!..
but really thank you hahaha:) okok, I think i thanked too much alr
but really thank you
hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaahhhahaha....

okokk byes people:)
I want to sleep early..
goodnight:)
-kiwi gal~!


This is my story...

Today was so -.- but okok

I got home and wanted to study

I cant..

I studied enough.. not saying that I am smart but saying that I cant take it anymore

I dont feel like it



I decided to study Probability and the Linear Regression line topics

I spent 2 hrs plus on the 27 pages Probability

cant really study haishhhh

I forced myself and den ate twisties for lunch ahhaha

tomato flavour:)



well got to school cos I dont want to study anymore:)

met sue outside Cheers:)

today, I didnt see butterfly or cats

only saw red shoes hahah

all VANs!!!!



test was okok hahah tough though

well I was concentrating hard!!

den got to meet Mel at vivo bus stop haha

I took like 30mins when I said 15 and 15 hahaha:)

thank you mel for being my guradian angel and I overcomed it

I am not going to blog anymore

this is so irrtaing hahashgvhedfegjfm

tmr will have ice cream parade:)

-kiwi gal~!


Sunday, June 6, 2010
This is my story...

Hello, I am so sorry for not blogging ytd..
I was watching IP man
so sad and exciting:)
he is so cool with his wing chun..
haha..

I was late for church..
I love church...
so much that I dont even want to leave..
oh no, but I got to eat lunch with my family..

I got to study business statistics for tmr's test!!!
I am so scared but I hope after hearing ppl's wishes for me,
seeing a butterfly, seeing a cat, I will feel more confident:):):)

people I know you are humans so you got to wish me!!
all the best sophia..
see so many ppl wish me alr..
sophieahh~, sophia, melinda, kiwi gal~! and kiwi boy~!
see so many!!!
hahaha so you all readers got to wish me so that the population of ppl wishing me will increase..
hahahahhaha
I cant wait for tmr
I AM GOING TO EAT DINNER WITH THE MELs and the Jokers!!!
hahahahhahhaa.. I am so excited:):):)

okok, I got to study and do tutorials now..
haha, bye people of the world:)
kiwi gal~! go to study!!!!
I am going to do my best for tmr:)
I dont know why but I just feel kind of great
oh no, I am starting to feel nervous
hmmm.. ok, I will chill for the first time and face tmr

people, let me tell you
I am not alone for God is with me:)
He leads and guides me everywhere:)
I am accompanied!!!
I wont feel down anymore
I really learnt in church today
it really talks to me:)
so I am just going to believe and and and
find butterflies and cats tmr..
yup yup!!
wish me:):):)
-kiwi gal~!


Friday, June 4, 2010
This is my story...

today is BIZCA day as there will be BIZCA test:)
yup yup!!
so I am goin to relax and stay cool~
this will be my first part that I am goin to blog abt
well, wishers wish me all the best plus the cats and butterfly
I will open up my super magical sophieahh~ eye haha
sounds like a poem hahahahahha
thats random haha:)
ok got to eat now

and the people must say... ... ...
ITADAKIMASU~
yeah lets eat!! bye for the time now:)

its 1208 now:)
I saw 3 butterflies
I feel bad for leaving people in the lurch and in the end me suffering...
sadded
my marks for QLA were very unexpected and I am sure going to work hard for the next one
sigh~~~
hopefully later will make the day better
I think the cat has yet to come
so the bad one will come before the good
hope so yeah~
this is the second part of my blog
sadded
outing cant go
test cant score...

I hate it when you are trying and people dont appreciate it..
not talking abt my mum
today was really a sad day for me
n friends but BIZCA test was ook

I at least managed to combined charts:)
yup yup!!
sophia, you are not alone..
God is with you
you got to work on ur faith and you got to just do it
don worry don worry don worry
you will be fine..
kiwi boy~! will be there for you:)
yeah.. dont worry:)
just smile and when ppl just start to open their mouth just ans and talk happily:)
stay happy and healthy:)
study hard:)
-sophieahh~


Thursday, June 3, 2010
This is my story...

My mum blast the alarm clock at my ear
no choice, got to wake up..
but you know what? when I got up to fold my blanket, she was still standing there blasting
whats she doing? haha crazy over the alarm?

ytd night, she told me that I shouldnt study too late
haha, not becos she cares for my health but was because she doesnt want me to waste the light electricity
ok thats it, I think she really has menopause haha
kind to think if it, really very funny

when I was sec 4, she always nags at me as she thinks that I always sleep early and being lazy
now, she also nags when I am sleeping late-cos I got to study
omg, she practically world number one joker!!!
so how? sleep early or not?
I sleep early she scold
sleep late also scold
haha.. be a sleeping beauty will be the best solution
just sleep and sleep and peace will be with you despite the irritating alarm..
you will still contibue sleeping and wont wake up..

I went to my grandma's hse for lunch today.. super early
I dont know but I did a little of BIZCA (Business Computing Application)
so yeah, there will be a test tmr of BIZCA
oh no, I suck at it.. everyone knows
even melinda, sophieahh~, kiwi boy~! and kiwi gal~!
yup yup!! I dont know if I can mange for tmr
but I am still going to relax if smth goes wrong

I am weak in Business Finance and BIZCA so yeah~
I hope that I will do consistently on time
May the amazing marvellous and worthy God guide me through:)

ok I used 2 paragraphs to talk abt BIZCA
hmmm, not worth it haha..
today's THURSDAY lesson was great and fantastic!!!
thats the reason why I loved thursdays:):):)
thursdays rockz:)
we had a debate activity today and my grp only consist of 3 ppl haha
the smallest grp in class..
what a number but we wrote down many points haha
there was this guy called Faizal in my grp, kept objecting hahaha
he so funny
ppl haven even start talking, he alr said " I OBJECT!!"
hahahahahhahahahhahahahahha....

everyone voted each other as the best grp hahhaha
all grps were quits:)
so we were all the best grps, the teacher went confused and decided to reward everyone
cos she had no idea which was the best grp as the class voted every grp haha.. joke!
so supportive , really reminds me of my sec 4 class:)
I love T46, btw thats our class number:)
I gave Taufiq my logarithm mind map that I did during sec 3
he hated and didnt understand a-maths
so I thought of helping him
hahahahha
the mindmap was 4 A3 size paper haha.. BIGG!!!
he thanked me
I just said hope it helps a little for you
hahahahahhahahhhahahahhahahahhahaha:)
the paper was two years ago and is finally being used haha

things are meant to be kept for a reason
you might not know but you will know soon:)

ok I have to study my BIZCA now
dont only be my readers but be my wishers:)
wish me all the best for tmr:) and I will SMILE like a kiwi gal~!:)

a cat and a butterfly will appear in ngee ann tmr if it is a great day

dont worry I will spot them out and make the day great if it happened not to..
haha.. ok bye and goodnight world:)
sleep early like me hahahahhahahahaha:)
-kiwi gal~!


Wednesday, June 2, 2010
This is my story...

I got up this morning went to school:)

today's lessons were hard to catch up...
especially BUSINESS FINANCE!!!
the teacher was crazy..
she talked and talked and didnt even give us time to jot down notes..

I got so stressed up..
luckily aaron existed hahaha, so I went to ask him and he saved my life
enqi also but haha, she wasnt really clear or sure.. poor girl..
bing chen even better, didnt even reply me on msn haha

I was troubled in heart so I bought a packet of twisties-tomato
haha, the joke behind kept me awaked and cheered
haha, dont know why
but twisties reminds me of melvin

I was so stressed to an extent that I even called jo and nich
sms~ed mel for business finance help
I think I was crazy
I dont want to fail again although I knew I am going to
so I want to and have to work hard
theres no next time
its this time
work hard now and this time:)

can you believe,
I was so busy til I even forgot that tmr is my lovely thursday
I love thursdays:)
time flies until I dont even know that today was wednesday..
so busy even after e-learning..
sadded
but thank you aaron for business finance
and melody for letting me to share and pour out my troubles abt today
and kelvin for being a joker haha:)
ok
byes people, I got to study computing application alr..
really busy..
haishhhhhh.. sigh~

all the best for those who are still examing haha:)
God Bless and take care you all:)
thank you readers:)
-kiwi gal~!


Tuesday, June 1, 2010
This is my story...

I am so glad I didnt miss my bus again

but I was disappointed cos I kinda spent alot of money

I dont know why I always feel hungry:(

oh no, if I continue eating, I will grow fat..



I was happy that Business Finance test was over and finally over

I cant take it!!!

whatever I studied didnt come out

the teacher cheated our feelings:(

I know I am going to fail very badly this time

my ans are like the same as not doing the paper at all

first time first paper first module that I will fail

its going to be a single digit..

yup yup!!

well, I am happy that it was over

I dont really care abt the marks cos I also dont know why

hahahhahahahahahahahhahahha...

well I feel more relaxed now



ok

I AM GOING TO SAVE MONEY

AND I HAVE TO SAVE LOTS AND LOTS!!!

TO THE MAXX..

and be a big eater at home haha

ok tmr theres going to be a business statistics remedial

oh no, but no choice



I hope I am starting to like "it"

I am not referring to business stats but something else

ok

wishes here:

wishing all the best for those students who are still in the midst of their exams

wishing everyone to have good health

wishing everyone to have an elastic mouth so that they can SMILE widely

hahahahahhaha

okok, got to go and do some casegrader

wish me all the best to the success.. thanks:)

byes

-melinda