The ballerina

Monday, April 30, 2012

This is my story...

But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand

He did! He did hold my hand today :D
today when supervisor asked me to do the task whereby the one i made the huge mistake,
i panicked immediately!
the next thing i did was "God, help me."
and i did it slowly, make sure everything was correct before i enter and enter
YAEEE!!!! OMG I DID IT!

shi ok de worh! HAHAHAHAHA

and he praised me :) thank you!

attached to Uncle Patrick for a while

woah i had no idea how on earth i even lost the OJT mann!

its so ridiculous, even kelvin's one was lost!

time passed so fast and it was lunch

i told myself that i have to eat :)

so cool!

I ate chicken!

and went blogshopping using eileen's ipad

hahaha i tempted her to shop!

and yunxiang still using his defensive way of saying abt our God

oh come on! i dont want to make you lose ur pride if i can just shoot you back with just a sentence

but i know you are joking la!

i love to distribute payslip, i dont know why!

i just love it, i think this is more suitable for me as a job HAHA!

really enjoy searching for documents :)

next went with terence to the port area and he drove us ard the area until i fell asleep in the car haha

he didnt know until he asked if i know who is BEATLES

hahahahha OF COURSE I KNOW!! MY HUSBAND THERE HOW CAN I NOT KNOW

PAUL MCARTNEY HAHAHA

i think wrong spelling, anyway yeah

i was happy that i managed to laugh and make my supervisor laugh

jeff was so funny he said "na xie nian..... wo men yi qi........ shang .... de..... ke!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

WOAH PLS I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING MANN!

ganeson needed that translation den i dont know how to say

i was too excited until i translated "your the apple of my eye, den jeff said your the banana of my eye"

and he thought i had some dirty thoughts

pls la, i could have use the word "orange" if i was much calm!

hahahahah

great day at work today

kor kor protected me!

was soooooo touched, sooooo happy and smiling away

such a blissful feeling when you know you are doing things fine and still someone is willing to be there for you :)

THANK YOU!

so proud of kenny today!

he is the pro mann!

one person doing three person's job WOAH SIA LA

HAHAHAHA

YOU SURVIVED!

hahahahahahhaahhahahahaha

panda did not wear specs today

act handsome only lorh ahhahahaha

Choo asked me how come i didnt add him and i told him

"huh, cannot find leh~"

*LAUGHTERS* hahahahha

THANK GOD FOR TODAY :)

Sunday, April 29, 2012

This is my story...

God answered my prayer!!

OMG today is considered the AWESOME sunday i ever had so far in my life
the sermon that continuously made me tear NON STOP
the songs and praises that made my tears to flood my face
this is too awesome
the troubles that i am facing, God made a way for me to see it better
I AM SO TOUCHED!
THANK YOU PASTOR KIEN SENG!
today's topic was abt Man of Sorrows :)
and yes, i am one of them who is currently experiencing all these
and can you imagine how powerful the message touched my heart?
its like my tear could flow out just by hearing one sentence
thats how powerful it was
and as the pastor led the prayer, woah my tears were like tsunami mann!!!
dont know why i cried so much but yeah i am certain that God has provided a way for me to stay positive and to continuously rely and depend on Him :)
but honestly, i did kept tearing the night before
its like once i think abt it, i could not control my emotions alr

i was happy that my dad had the same feeling as me in wanting to go to the beach
i need to share with him my problems
a story which when i haven even begin, i can just cry
i am so weak!
and he talked so much abt it and all.. i am grateful to have a good listener today
thank you daddy! i love you :)

i will be strong and pull through and move on
i am trying to practice optimism :)

this is one song i would love to share in my blog
it is very encouraging and also it reminds me of my formal mother as well
well, its her favourite song, read the lyrics, it really speaks through my heart :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWKZVbG9egQ

I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.
Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the mountains touch the sky.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.
I don't know about tomorrow;
It may bring me poverty.
But the one who feeds the sparrow,
Is the one who stands by me.
And the path that is my portion
May be through the flame or flood;
But His presence goes before me
And I'm covered with His blood.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand

AHHAA SO YEAH! THIS IS THE SONG, IF DONT UNDERSTAND I CAN SING FOR YOU haha!

This is my story...

my brother asked me "jie jie, how to have PEACE?"
hahhaa PEACE? o.o

i got forced to wake up :(
ate brunch with grandma and brother at 2pm
sorry my sleeping fault! woke up at 2pm

taught my brother maths WITHOUT RELEASING ANY ANGER
GOSH! THANK GOD MANN! I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF
able to control, able to also make him enjoy and laugh, able to make him understand everything
i felt the best sister for once!
THANK GOD!

after that, put on my cool clothings and headed off to bugis to meet zipeng
YEAH I KNOW RIGHT!? again!
yeah got to shop cos my office flats were spoilt and i need to get some clothings too
spent quite well today
and bought earrings too!! hehe, i got what i lost :P

and and we headed to some restaurant for dinner, cos of one for one
hahaha hungry much and i had spagehtti chicken cocktail with mushroom sauce
sigh, all my life, i tried on pasta and spagehtti, this dish was quite disappointing
had milk tea as beverage

ok la here it is :

UR SLICE FISH SOUP!

UR 7ATH STOREY

UR TRAFFIC LIGHT STORY

UR PEARL CENTRE EXPERIENCE!!!!!

UR WASTED OUTRAM PARK MRT TRIP

UR FRIED RICE

UR "BITTER"CANE

UR SINCERITY

HAHAHAHHAHA

This is my story...

KOI cum Old Chang Kee cum SUGARCANE !!!

OMG WASNT IT AN AWESOME FRIDAY?
firstly in the morning, I SAW DESMOND!!!! alighting at haw par villa bus stop!!!
OMG OMG OMG X 31!!!!
I WAS SO HAPPY
ok guys, i know by saying this i am weird or what BUT i really got to say that i do respect desmond alot alot
not just that he is an awesome friend but also he is like super deeply rooted to God
really! and i remembered last time in school, he did shared his testimony which made me see like how God changed his life
he is really a role model we shld all learn from really!
i shld get a husband like him, hahaa not say him but someone same character and believe as him!
and so, i was like "hhhhhh desmond!" and he was shock to see me "HEY SOPHIA!"
and we cracked a little convo and gave each other a hug as he got to go school and all
I MISS FAIRFIELD!!!!

ok, moving on....
in the morning, hahah work was more lively as usual OPPS!
ok, sat in Kenny's car to clementi mall to get Old Chang Keeeeeeee!!!!
YAE!! SO EXCITED! but i did not have a choice as Kelvin wanted to draw SO MUCH and i got to help kenny to carry some stuffs so yeah!
anyway, hahah kenny was the driver but it was LEE SENG who treated all of the log ppl
OMG SO NICE OF HIM RIGHT? ahahhaha yeah! so happy that he kept his promise!
Jeff is the next to treat lorh, according to what lee seng said
anyway if you guys forgot, lee seng was the one who i said he is "cute" damn it! hahaha and the one who said that i cant cut cake -.-
ok lame much! hahahahaah anyway, hahaha yeah i love today!
and KENNY TREATED ME KOI
hahaha this is so much of a advantage following a driver HAHA!

honey green tea~

this was such a good opportunity for me to try out every single thing of Old Chang Kee hahahahah
and den all managers came down and all took the food HAHAHA so funny but i love this kind of feeling, its like a BIG FAMILY hahaha
joy (AM) so cute la, she couldnt find her food HAHAHA
and i took some for eileen and yunxiang as well ahha like waitress mann! but i feel that we shld share this blissful happiness ard :)
and she was so touched when i brought food to her department area hahaha

and as work was going to end, all fridays end early and everyone from log were chasing US OUT! hahaha
they wanted us to go back early
before that, jeff called me across his table, forgot what we were talking and as we were talking and all
suddenly there was just one rubberband which flew across his head and landed on my table
and that scenario was like SUPER EPICALLY FUNNY
guess whose the culprit? HAHAHAHA LEE SENG LA
WOAH he act cute only, hahahhahah no wonder so naughty! HAHAHA I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD and jeff did not have any idea what on earth was going on hahahaha

sat in Kenny's car with kelvin as there wasnt any shuttle bus on early time
and so i was going to meet Zipeng at pearl centre and Kenny sent me there!
so touched mann!!! hahahahha
THANK YOU KENNY!!! haha see, once again i am thanking you
as i said lorh, i will keep on thanking you HAHAHA
thank you again ahaha OK STOP!

anyway, i was kinda late to meet zipeng so i decided to treat him
woah how can a girl treat a guy? ME LORH!!! who else?
hahah and so he brought me to a jap buffet restaurant and the ambience was cool much
the ceiling was covered by umbrellas and the food was super filling mann
i wanted to take many many pictures of it but my phone died halfway so these were as much as i could take
and damn! did not eat 7 chawanmushi ahha ONLY 2
cos we were so excited to try new stuff until we dont even have space for consecutives chawanmushi
hahaha i started my dinner with a word "ITADAKIMASU~!"
HAHHA YEH! enjoy~

see that CHAWANMUSHI!!!!!!!!

THIS IS EGG IS SUPER AWESOME

BOILED OUTSIDE BUT WATERY INSIDE!!!!!! YUMMY!

POTATO!!! OISHI MAX!

AWESOME DAY WALKING FROM PEARL CENTRE TO SOMERSET!!!!

Friday, April 27, 2012

This is my story...

From NETBALL Vice cap to Ex Vice cap to GUEST-OF-HONOUR of NETBALL

thanks, what a big promotion!! anyway before i move on and talk abt netball, i will be talking abt my day in work first

well, i was feeling very heavy today as i went to work
telling my dad what happen can make me tear again
i was late! cos of traffic jam and all
took the SAME BUS AS LEE SENG hahaha
yae and he sat beside me, hahaha kidding la
and he was talking abt my status and all hahahaha :):):)
enough?

went up immediately and i told my supervisor "come, i takeover" :)
he gave me a smile and walked off, good sign?
anyway, i was so relieved that i could find alot of payslips today and FAST ENOUGH before the staff even find or sign their name
i was so proud of myself, giving the staffs instructions and they all were so obedient to listen to me and follow what i say
and when i gave instructions, they all gave me a smile and follow
the feeling was so shiok lorh HAHAHA
one even chatted with me and all until he almost trip over the chair and almost fell down ahhaha
funny can?
one came up to chat with us, cos his status was standby haha!

went down and all blah
totally did not have the mood to joke during lunch.. sigh
and eileen asked where was kk and kenny haha the Ks haha
but i didnt have the mood to entertain her, so sorry
they sent us to 4th floor and we had small little chats whereby i started to crack a joke and everyone laughed HAHA
thank God i was back to normal
it took me the whole morning
talking to operators makes me feel better, really!
can disturb them also, haha no la my meaning of disturb means like talking to them, joke and laugh ahha

everything went fine and i was so thankful to God abt it
hahah i took lee seng's biscuit, he always giggle when he sees me
and imran started to pronounce "Sophia~sophia~" HAHAHA
HELLO IMRAN SIMON!
and kenny playing his "netball" ahaha pls la, its volleyball with that action of urs ahhaaha joke leh you

some random staff from second level said "HELLO" to me :O

went to school for NETBALL
saw felicia (ah pa) and kelly running haha OMG they saw me and shouted my name
hugged me with their stinky perspiration haha
AHHHHHHH fadilah was the first to spot me and i saw shuli (vice president last time, now is president) ahha, me leh? i step down cos of internship lorh HAHA
her hair was super cool, she braided her fringe.. when she upload her pic den i show it here
ok not so obvious but yeah, i dont know why but i think i look weird
she named this picture as : Sophiaaaaaaaaaa

haha it was meant to appear unglam lorh ahaha

i knew it that she is going to take picture but no time alr so i said nvm, just take HAHA

and they announced that i was the EX VICE CAPTAIN woah so old can?
haha i acted big, very fun to disturb ppl haha
there were some political problems inside and i was glad that i kinda smoothen it
i told both my new cap and vice cap : you two better lead during the next training, really! your all have the rights to do it, so standout in the recrea team, if not i appoint ur as leaders for what?"
but i said in a friendly way so they understand but still was angry due to the political issue
i was stuck in the middle so after i comfort one side, i went to another side to talk and all
i didnt make it obvious but i also said "so next training, i let them gao tim! ahha, if not i appoint them for that position for what?"
HAHAHA and yeah ... SETTLED! woah felt so cool
and during the game, the new batch of netballers were playing and all
vice cap was in charge of blowing the whistle and she wanted me to follow her and all ahhaa
and i dont know why, so fun to disturb ppl
i suddenly shouted "CALL FOR THE BALL!!" and a girl ran passed me and shouted "HERE!" - meaning she called for the ball haahahah and i shouted "GOOD!" hahaha
cap said i was super idiotic HAHA!
and i was so glad that i was able to mix ard with the freshies, they dont even know who i was but after knowing i still treated everyone the same but not under my leadership anymore..
and so many of them were willing to talk to me and all despite all of my jokes
Netball was fun mann!!!!!!
they all said they miss seeing my Ballerina netball catch HAHAHA! dancing netballer!
Marissa (captain) and Olivia (vice cap) gave me a big hugged before i left and asked me to come again next week
I WILL I WILL I WILL!!! CONFIRM AND PROMISED!

miss going to school :') but i felt so welcomed in school today

haha supervisor is on leave tmr and i am not going to talk abt this any further
and all my friends are going on cruise!!!
sigh much! i am left all alone ON LAND haha becos i cant go also la

excited for work tmr
hahah LEE SENG treating me, Kenny as driver and Imran not working HAHA so sad lorh, cant share the content
hahahaha so cool!
and going for a japanese feast! woo hoo~
EXCITEED~~~
haiyo, so many ppl booking my fridays ahaha
where is my melody and joanna? ur better ask me out ! hahah nich, dont worry too much, i know you miss me right? haha i am just working opposite ur hse!!!! hahaha yeah!
and where is grapey boy Aaron ? and eric??? AHAHHA GOSH!
OLENOS!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO KENNY!!! good morning, eat peanut kueh is it? HAHA!
congratulations to you cos you drove safely to work! HAHA!
SEE YOU LATER :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

This is my story...

In life, we ought to practice optimism

in this way, not only we are able to be strong to move on but to also help others move on :)

Sophia Melinda Han - FORZAS~!

This is my story...

I cant stop crying :'( I dont believe I am that inefficient

I am going to blog abt every single thing that i do today
every single feeling i felt abt today
it was indeed a sucky day which i want to remember so much

it was such a beautiful morning as i stepped into my dad's car, the first thing i heard was *whistle*
OK! ranting to my dad abt daily stuffs and all, reach work early as i need to distribute pay slips for the operators
omg, can you believe? i feel like tearing now as i type this?
this suck!
morning started all well as yes of course i did nothing wrong and ppl there were like having fun chats with me
lunch was even better as i get to share blogs that i go to, with eileen, asking her if i shld buy this or that

afternoon came and i said to myself that its time to be there! its time to really get down to some work
my job was easy.. operators will come to you, just station urself at the table, they will show you their pass - IC number , ask them to sign, find their pay slip for them
problem came when i realised that i could not find one of their pay slip
and i was alone handling one terminal, it was busy much, my queue was super long
so if i cant find just one payslip, its going to be a problem and all
i called my supervisor and told kelvin to talk to him as i continue to find and also searching for other payslips for other staffs..
well, the response was ITS IMPOSSIBLE not to have, which means everything is there alr
i checked for 3 to 4 times, nothing! really nothing!
and its not becos i take this task lightly but i really did had so much confidence that i couldnt find
and so, my supervisor came up and i know i am kinda troubling him but really! its not there

sorry to say but things just got worse, he wanted to split the job which is even more complicated
i got to tell him what number to find and all, and its definitely stress to check in front of someone whose position is higher than you but i dont even have time to care so much
JUST SEARCHING
before he came up, 3 operators' slips werent found and i was very sure that i couldnt find if not i wont even ask the operators to go down and look for my supervisor
before asking them to go down, i even told them "ok wait, i double check for you, if really dont have, go down to log office"
NOTHING FOUND..

the last solution was that he wanted to combine all same numbers tgt
its going to be more tough , i meant easier but if you suggested it at that point of time,its just going to be complicated and all
kenny came up to help and check..
this is so ..................... BAD!
really really bad, i got to let him see how inefficient i was when i had no clear idea why i couldnt find the respective payslip..
he even got to help me you know? what is this? i just felt i was too much alr...
sorry kenny, its not that i dont want you to help but you see,
ppl prove to others wrong, i prove to others right
ppl prove to others that can do it, i prove to others i am nothing but trouble

my supervisor, upon combining, found those that i couldnt find
how can this be? i cant believe this! if it was really my fault den it means i cock eye or what, i searched for them three to four times, how can this happen?
and he was like using his joke to curse me or so
i felt so... i dont know why this got to happen to me
he went down, and after sorting and sorting, i was glad i wasnt angry
but what made me could not accept was what he said before he came up to check what happen
it was too hurtful that i got to swallow this pain into my heart, for a long time
its too unbearable... i could have just break down ANYTIME!

i dont care! i was indeed angry but as maybe some of you know, i said many times that my anger wont last, as it just leads to tears and sadness, so theres no way i can be angry, but to cry
ok, i dont care and went down to log office and can you imagine i even left my bag upstairs?
stress i guess, i went up and almost felt like crying in the room since no ones there, sigh but have camera so i went to the toilet to tell myself that i am going to get down into this!
firstly, i know its kinda wrong to say this but i felt that i wasnt at fault
secondly, it just unbelievable that after combining ,the payslip could be found instead
thirdly, i hate to keep having that sentence repeating in my mind
i went down and settled everything , after that i went into the problem
like some police investigation REALLY! becos i need to fight for my rights? i did not sort anything wrong and i am 100% sure abt it, even if i made a mistake, it couldnt be that bad until i could not find for 4 operators' payslip
and while sorting on the previous day, i did not lift up any payslip or what, just shifting
so two possibilities, is either i was blind to skip that number (but still impossible becos i scan thru more than two times in front of the operators) OR the payslip was alr jumble up before my supervisor pass to me
and when he found the payslips, they were in a section, in a chunk, so its after combine den he found out
and kelvin even told me that his side also had some jumble up but they were in a chunk so not really a problem..

i wrote down the numbers and all, recall back what happened and what i did, REALLY NOTHING
REALLY COULDNT FIND! I CAN BET MY LIFE WITH IT!
until when my supervisor walked passed and asked me to put the box into a cabinet after i sort, he saw what i wrote and asked me what happen
i kinda folded the paper and said nothing becos if i show him, its like shooting him in the face
if he thinks i am juts trying to push the blame to him, he is wrong! i am not, but i just want to say that i had no clear idea why i couldnt find it, and becos of this, it just made everyone thinks that i am a lousy intern
but he kept pestering me wanting to know what am i trying to do, i told him
everything from head to toe that i did not jumble up any paper and its so weird how come i could not find them and all
he understood what i was trying to say, i even draw a picture for him to see, this was how serious i was becos i cant accept this ridiculous thing
its like distributing payslip, how can i be so lousy in this? if i alr am inefficient on this, how i even survive in the hotel right?
hotel is i assigned ppl to work, they follow my instructions and i cant even do this in PSA
so i got to clear my name
after i settled those that found, i went to the toilet to talk to God and teared.. why is this happening to me AGAIN?
you mean i cant even do such a simple thing? den whats the talent in me?
i was super scared for my future
i sms my dad what happen and abt my decision in getting a job and all
his reply just made me ....... yeah, can happen anytime

after i clarified everything with him, he explained to me that he didnt scold me, although he scolded ppl before but what he expects is to see ppl learning
he was right! he didnt scold me but becos of this, he thought that it was my fault that i did not sort things right which i dont even have an inkling on whats happening and why
he said that he is scared of the feeling even after scolding ppl
i told him, "no, i know you did not scold me, just that i was wondering why i couldnt find it, cos i clearly remember i did not jumble them up"
i really dont know and i am not pushing the blame
i really couldnt find, not that i am inefficient for this task
my face was just gone, i bet he kinda shouted out that sentence in front of everyone
and as i clarify everything, i could feel that my eyes were teary

i am not seeking for empathy or what, and yes thank you colleagues as you all know but still continue to treat me the same
i went back home before i even reach my building, i started to cry! cry! at the stairs, i couldnt take this anymore
i found the other side of me, i really went overboard
although yes, clarifying and clearing my name was the right thing to do when you arent at fault, whats the worse was when you dont know what happen to why you cant find
but i felt guilty in standing up for myself
i dont think i shld have done that, perhaps just let him accuse me for all he wants and all
sigh, i dont know why
i couldnt stop crying and tearing, its really bad
even after my name was cleared but still, i feel sorry for my supervisor, that i shldnt have said all those
i was indeed angry that i got to investigate abt this but yeah
sigh, mixing feeling dont know what to do

sorry ppl.. i know this is very long

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

This is my story...

i thought i was once alive but in fact, i was suppose to remain dead

i really cant wait for this day to end :'(

- 11:11am

TA-DA!!!

HIHI this is my new wallpaper !!

sounds a little offensive, dont you all think so?

oh wells~! this was what i was suppose to say this morning but who knows what happens next

sigh, yeah a bigger mistake, worse than ytd

ytd's thing was alright, all correct but today was worse really!

i hate to feel that way, that fear i dont wish to keep in me anymore

but when i approached lee seng to ask him what are the consequences and all

yeah i was really preparing myself to face it

and next kenny came to try to know what happen to solve it, asking jeff and all

like all helping me, i was so touched! thanks guys BUT i still got to tell the supervisor abt this

its all abt integrity and i dont want to abuse my integrity

in the end, salvaging it may help to solve but it doesnt calm my heart AT ALL

TOTALLY N-O! NO!

i dont even have time to cool down and i got to rush to meet terence to go to the port area

can you imagine this? the worse feeling ever was when you dont even have time to cool urself down and when you tried to share it with someone and the person practically dont even CARE? i was like really ..........! nvm! i dont wish to emphasize abt this but pls, if i was you, i will at least say smth..

after port area cleared, i went back to office, i couldnt take it any longer

went to the toilet and asked God why the second time? first is alr freaking me out and why second time

but it was partially my fault that i kinda neglected God, relying too much on my faith and all

i prayed and hope that nothing like this will happen again!

NO MORE! and that i will be super careful next time!

although i prayed, not saying no use but i sitll felt the same

upon knowing that kenny helped me to check the information, i still feel as worse as before

WHAT CHANGE ? :)

i was super sad, didnt feel like moving, talking not even laughing, didnt feel like having lunch

i decided to create a literature poem using kelvin's laptop

and i anyhow type things like "hunger is not a game but a food game instead"

den kelvin said "roses are red " blah blah blah

kelvin told me to type something more chim and hard to udnerstand and SUDDENLY.... *TING*

i dont know why but i typed this "Jesus said : I am the Bread of life, he who comes to Me will not be hungry, he who believes in Me, shall never be thirsty"

kelvin was like "what? God is Bread? how can? we eat God meh?" HAHAHA he also asked "bread to eat in order to stop hunger i understand but why not water for thirst?" HAHA

and this was how it started for that CHANGE to spread some gospel to him

i introduced him some encouraging verses and even explaining why christians this and that, showing him the ten commandments and all

he also took the effort in making sure that he understands everything i said

and you readers know something? as i shared the word of God to him, whatever happen in the moring totally got erased off my mind

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW AMAZING THIS CHANGE BECOME?

i had no idea how it happen but i was certainly sure that God was with me, helping me :')

i am so touched as this flash back through my mind

just by sharing something from the bible for ard an hour can make me feel as if nothing bad happen

i really thank God for this :)

and i somemore asked if he wants something even more chim, he said ok

den i started to type "Jesus said : I am the door ...."

HAHAHAHAH den his first reaction was "DOOR !?!?!??!" hahahahah so lol lorh

haha although i felt so much better, i still didnt eat lunch

dont know, i dont feel like eating and the weird thing was that i wasnt feeling hungry until ard 4plus

so just munched on some biscuits and all

thank you all colleagues, you all made me laughed and made my day really!

much compliments received today :)

hahahah and GANESON shop in cotton on HAHAHHAHAA

during lunch, eileen was also trying to spread gospel to yun xiang who seems super defensive
well can see that he was trying to shoot back and all but by talking unrealistic stuff HAHAHAHA
i ask you all "does God have a shadow?"
what does shadow means? is it the dark side of someone? if yes, does it mean God has a dark side?
HAHAHA these are his questions
but ahah who say shadow means the dark side of someone, more like God created the sun in order for us to see our beautiful woo la la shadow right?
if God has a dark side, haha den he is not god alr what
GOD IS PERFECT, NEVER FLAWLESS, NO DARK SIDE AT ALL
hahahahahah shooting back!
he kept shooting until eileen almost vommited blood hahah quite funny

being praised for what i wore, how i classify, how i helped
thank you :)
tmr going to do a MEGA job ahhaha!
i believe i can do it, WITH GOD'S STRENGTH!

for once, i am alive again :)

Monday, April 23, 2012

This is my story...

Today is just the day of my luck

gosh, i received so much compliments today and i dont want to lose any of it with just a stupid freaking mistake
something simple and easy to be accomplished
something not worth to panick about
sigh, PSA is scary

the bible says "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God."

so yes, follow this and calm down

to be honest, my heart had been panicking since morning until now

and tmr is either my death day or my lucky day

and i shld follow this

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own"

yeah, sigh.. how i know that today will be our nasty day!

thank you kenny for ur "yougart" HAHA its jelly actually and its spelled as YOGURT hahaha

this afternoon, went to conduct a briefing with kenny

hahha it was barely 10 mins lorh

hahahaha kenny kept asking if i could brief

wooah WO BU GAN DANG can? HAHAHA

i received a rabbit tissue paper from an operator today HAHAHA

rabbits are knowledgeable.. really?

today, woah i didnt know operators so violent

crowding around the log office, when the list comes out, all snatching here and there

even snatch until the paper can tear

woah i laugh like siao HAHAHA pls la

have some orderly values hahaha

thank you brother for being there for me

i feel so much better now :)

love playing draw something with my brother

tmr going to school to hand in china form, and i dont get any subsidies

pls la, i am not from rich family can? but no choice hehe :P

thursday going back to school to play NETBALL

ahhhhhh SO EXCITEDDD~!

and and and i am chatting with ym ex-colleague now

i dont know why she suddenly talked to me ahhaa

it has been like for 11 months since we last see each other

woah its like long lost friends all coming back to me

heehee happy meeee!!!

friday going to eat JAP FOOD!

hahaha when i told kelvin, he thought i said i going to eat JACKFRUIT hahaha OMG Purlease!

going to the operation area with terence and kelvin tmr
sigh, i am running out of clothes to wear ahhahahaz
i dont want to wear helmet tmr pls :)

This is my story...

Sunday : I see myself in you, just that you were stronger than me :)

its unusual that i will feel so awake during service given the fact that i slept late the night before HEHE
well done Vince! although we arent close but in the same bible study grp! i was glad to see you serving in support singing on stage :)
the sermon was good! too good!
i dont even have time to copy down and write down my thoughts
damn!
if only i brought a laptop to church and not missing any single info that comes out from the pastos's mouth

yz was next - youth zone!!!
and i felt that i did something so great, with Grace :)
as mentioned that Vaihbav and Daphnie are leaving to India due to their dad's career and all, i long ago alr suggested to prepare a card for each of them and everyone has to write their wishes there but, i thought got to wait for the pastor to agree and so... NOTHING WAS DONE SO FAR
Cara was going to buy cake and i told Grace abt it and so, we the cool girls went to the church office and get some coloured papers and markers and all
den went to the yz room to get as much people as we can to write the wishes
YAEEEE!!! SO HAPPY! I DID SOMETHING GREAT!
although i dont know them well but upon hearing their testimonies in church and all, i just could not help but to tear sadly..
they were new comers and of a sudden got to leave the church, i totally can understand that sucky feeling, especially leaving a church that you wish you could build friendships there
and ppl reading this, pls keep them and their family in prayers
although they will be going to india but they have not found a suitable place to stay and school to attend so pls keep them in prayers :)

yz was fun overall
yeah! Melvin came to visit with his shirt MUAHAHHA
we did some dancing songs and all, learning sign languages
its like training urself how to use sing languages to teach children abt Christianity SO COOL RIGHT?

hi melva :)

next, i received a sms from kenny that he and imran were going to buy mirror in IKEA
OMG !!!! i so wanted to go cos i love to shop for furnitures BUT hehe i cant go cos i had lunch with my parents... but in the end, i was glad to hear that the mirrors kenny bought were the ones i really expected him to get
cool right? great minds do think alike YO!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

This is my story...

Its a great feeling when someone tells you that he/she likes the way you live ur life

i started rushing my day since morning
gosh! i was supposed to get up from bed at 9am and meet pastor edwin, melva and melvin at 11am
slept til 10plus and luckily pastor edwin was like meet up at 12 noon haha
can sleep more...

drank only a cup of tea and went out
gosh! i dont even have the time to think of what to wear.. so i anyhow today HAHHA
met melva at long john silver and he was talking to a stranger OMG
they were talking abt christianity HAHAHA OMG!
SO COOL! but girls better not take this kind of challenge, its scary!

melvin came! and we headed off to the bus to take bus 970 as pastor edwin wanted to meet us IN THE BUS ok cool! and so we were chatting and all, chnaged bus and reached National Junior College
wow!! its so cool and i was so looking forward to the Haunted House but neh
no one finds it fun, like paying money to scare urself that kind of thing
hahaha that was what i exactly said last time but dont know why i was so excited for it

met emma and vera HAHAH VERA SO CUTE
she was holding a camera and screaming away~~~ hahaha take picture take picture ahha LOST
saw Owen but i was too busy as alot of ppl were talking to me AHHHHH
Hi Owen! :)
can you imagine one yakun ice milo is like $4 hahah so ex lorh
anyway, breakfast for today was 2 scoops of chocolate ice cream on cone
i dont know why, i dont like to try other flavours of icecream even if they are new
i forever eat chocolate ice cream, if dont have, its cookies and cream for 2nd choice, if not something else which i think it lookes edible hahaha
my ice cream theory is THAT simple!

next we went to take photos, there is a photo taking studio at funfair! i am shocked and happy
its really like studio, even saw a little girl trying to pose like a model HAHAHA WOAH this is awesomely cool~
and we got to choose photos that we want ahhaha i purposely choose those that i look presentable one, not unglam ones ahahhahahahaha
joey came to join us..
next went to emma's booth, she was in charged of an archery game
i want throw ball one!!!!! but like dont have, and i shot in one arrow only ahhaa
good enough! haha cos i heard cheers for me lehh ahhaha so happy, but it wasnt easy at all
hole so small, arrow so big, how to shoot mann?

next went to have a lunchtime and met Jorrence OMG
MY COLLEAGUE FROM RITZ CARLTON hahahaa
he recognised me hahahah so happy!!!!!!!!!! for once, i felt that my connection is wide, and it is wide
really! not lying, i found out that two ppl who worked in PSA both were from my churches
one from the previous one and another from the current one and the one from my previous church respects my dad alot, knows my dad quite well
small world right?

pastor edwin left halfway and we went to a big room as melva wanted to dye his hair BLUE
he wants to be like TOP, the rapper from BIGBANG haha
i saw nail polished hahaha but none of the colours was to my preference and waiting time was long
they even have hair braids, hair spray, painting on faces and so much
i went to do the indian hand thing hahah so cool

i requested to add a PEACE sign beside it, can see? haha the person dont know how to draw, even i took the "cream" and drew it myself den she was like "oh yarh horh" ahha JOKE LEH! den she helped me do but not obvious... its ok :)

and we left for YAM
went to a room to play piano and i didnt know melvin could play
when it came to my turn to play and i played woah the shiok feeling again
melvin asked how come i quitted ? and that i shld continue to play piano
i know right! i shld have and i really regretted quitting becos the teacher was not understanding enough
she always thinks that i am lazy to learn when actually i was really feeling stressful and tired
and that was when i was primary one
and i played with two thailand kids, they were so cute!!!

went back home and had guo tiao mian, just as i ordered this morning and my sweet sweet grandma was so nice to cook it for me
everyday eat food in PSA can really die hahaha and i do miss my grandma's cook
and so when i saw the food in front of me, i was SOOOOO HAPPY YOU KNOW!!?!??! hahahahhaa
and so i took a picture of it and my grandma was like, "like this also need to take picture, very bo liao leh"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

i had cravings for HONEYSTARS man! AND MACS AND KFC

This is my story...

T . G . I . F

friday was a good day and i had this for breakfast HAHAH KENNY!!!

i wore a white long sleeve top and eileen said i really really looked good in it haha

its not office wear but really sometimes i feel when i wear it, its like as if i am going to sleep

and she likes my bun alot, i asked if i shld let my hair down and she said "no no, keep it this way, i like, its actually very nice leh"

HAHAHAH yae!

I TIED A BUN as i will be wearing a helmet and go up to a crane with Kenny and Kelvin

hahahaha yeah! like jap girl, hahah i said samoika to imran hahaha
jap girl speaking in thai! weird much!

the view was so nice as we took the lift up

its a BIG equipment worth of 10 million leh

for one crane itself so yeah

i was brave lorh, kenny said so haha you are just like walking on a holey pathway

had a chat with the operators as well and they were really nice ppl :)

went back and hurry survey some operators and all

I named it as "Speak your Friday" and yumei (AM) said it was a good name for this project

went for early lunch, i wasnt hungry at all

only ate eggybread, hasbrown, a piece of chicken HAHA

kenny came and bought the same thing also, 3 egg bread ahahhaa

and next got to rush upstairs for managing the giving out of vouchers for the workers

its like a bonus payday for everyone

and pls la, i am a girl who needs face

if i am there doing nothing, it really means nothing to me lorh

sorry to say but i meant i treat every single thing i do as a learning part so yeah

not scolding, just saying what i felt

thank you kenny for being there, i dont even know its ur job too hahahaa

and when it was only the both of us managing the crowd haha woah, i started to know what to do alr

really!

AND KENNY SAVED ME!!! omg super touched mann! but really, i almost got into trouble man, not my fault but just some yeah.... omg scary much! thanks kenny :)

at first, my supervisor told me to go down the row and asked the operators to lean against the wall

i gave him the face "are you kidding me", i was like"huh"

its my natural reaction abt why is it me that i have to do this

but i didnt have a choice and so i did it, woah i can tell you readers, i almost did it until i want to cry

its not easy at all

all guys' eyes staring at you, from left and right side

i am just like a small little girl walking down two rows of guys, taller, older and talking louder than me

the feeling was really uncomfortable that i couldnt take it

some did listen to me but the more i do it, the more scary it was

he somemore asked me to do it again "try la try try" and i hestitated... scary much! so not my job..

there was even an operator who asked me to open up his letter for him

i told him that i couldnt do it because this is something personal and confidential but he insisted

like as if i was his lucky lady that kind, so if i open, it brings him luck -.-

now i understand how children feels when their parents depend on them for gambling

after work, went for beautician and i finally found a way to reject her from buying her products

come on la, i where got so rich to buy ur stuff

if not i dont have to work in ritz hotel alr, somemore said "oh since you having internship, you can use ur pay to pay lorh"

pls la! i wont even want to do that AT ALL! and i am serious abt this, that was such a big suggestion

and i can say that if i do, the amt of money i pay for my parents is less than the amt of money i pay you lorh

so yeah, sorry but FAT HOPE!

anyway, she got rejected so yeah.. sorry!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

This is my story...

hehe yeah!
i had so much things to do and i am so happy becos of this

the feeling is damn shiok woh ho!

and this morning i got the honour to sit at my supervisor's table

woah!!!! high position area leh

i was sitting in between two muscular guards and doing a main task

it was so hard to breathe and i was like sighing and breathing out loud

lee seng hehe the cute father, asked me how come i breathed so loud

hahaha

i replied : its so hard to breathe here

he asked : is it becos beside you have two guys den you cant breathe?

OH PURLEASE hahahahaha the feeling is so different cos yeah you kinda felt that the whole office is under ur control and whats more was that i was doing a main task so yeah OF COURSE STRESS LA!

and before i finish, the maverick's cousin - terence (AM) called us out to check the tv tgt hahaha

3 ppl fixing a tv, i didnt even do anything

but i like, like you haven finish something and you had smth else to attend haha cool much!

likka busy woman today and i am loving it

and when i came back, kk went back to his table, which means i got to go back lorh ahah

work undone but its good! it means that i may get to sit at his table tmr too!!!! HAHAHAHA YEAH!

everyone is talking abt the PSA logo contest

grrrrrrrrr

and next met lina upstairs.. hahah now i know how she got her nails so pretty alr HAHAHA

ok anyway, we will be doing the noticeboard sooooon!

and more like i am the one consolidating it lorh

its actually a simpl job but den it became so complicated and no one really bothers to study abt it

den someone got to do it right? me lorh

hahahah

honoured la, i took it easy :)

yeah i passed my patience test today! win win me!

and i ate alot of biscuits today

soooo hungry!

AND not forgetting abt lunching

and gosh honestly, if you want to ask smth related to me, dont ask in front of me la

i need face, so do my friends as well hahaha sigh! A BIG SIGH!

hehehe and and and KENNY TREATED ME LUNCH

he bought 6 peanut kueh altgt cos its buy 5 get one free

what logic right ? but yeah .... I KNOW RIGHT!

he so nice!!!!! ahhha i was so happy den i took the plastic bag and was like "YAE!!!!" hahahha

THANK YOU KENNY ! kerry? LOL

and kk came to eat, by the way he was the supervisor that gave up seat for me

hahahhahhah! he carried an umbrella and told us to use it cos its going to rain

OMG VERY TOUCHING LEH although it was mini rain

and guess what when he going back it started to rain like heavy ahha and i told kelvin to stop and walk over to share umbrella with him

he said thank you :)

i like to do all these, it brings a good feeling :)

and i walked over to visit eileen to ask her to follow me upstairs to find ah beng for a cup of milo

hehe yeah! milo :) and ah beng was so funny! he laughter can really make me and eileen laugh out loud

THANK YOU EILEEN :)

today there was an operator who came into the LOG office and kk was trying to pull out his pen from his pocket and he cant pull out and the whole picture of it was super funny, i cant help but to laugh and the operator suddenly stared at me and asked if i wanted to hear him sing a song to me

the song was called "wo sui ran hen chou dan wo hen wen rou" smth like this

although i may not have the looks but i am a generous person

i dont know ur generation la! and he started acting like he has a microphone and holding the microphone stand like a rocker and sing

HAHAHAHA WOAH I LAUGHED LIKE SIAO CAN?

thanks thanks for singing for me, very much appreciated! HAHAHHAA LOL LEH YOU

and suddenly the three guys sitting at the non shift table started talking abt looks and all

when i walked pass, they were like "eh sophia wear ur shades leh, so cute!"

HHAHAHA GOSH! EMBARASSED MUCH, now everyone knows i wear shades

hehe they said shades made alot of changes to someone

and kk took my phone and showed jeff

i was too shy , blushing away mann hahaha dont know what to say

he said you see, its like you know ...

and he started his description of how i wore the shades, how i pose with the shades using my hand, how i smiled and all

its called "can lan de siao rong" hahaha

he said "like a small girl wearing shades smiling in a ..... way"

gosh! how on earth you managed to describe so much

its just this picture :

And ytd he asked "OMG WHO IS IT BEHIND YOU?"

i was abt to say ah piao but hahah i just laughed and said nothing

felicia was sitting beside a fan ahhaha

and my supervisor said that i look like a hong kong star HUR HUR!

jeff asked how come girls wear BIG shades ahhaha, well i cant find small ones

and he was like what you want to cover on ur face ahah

tmr will be going up the crane again!!!! YAE

I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDD~!

with kenny and kelvin :)

had a fun time discussing abt the noticeboard with Jim

i managed to make him laugh out loud by saying a sentence

hahah yae!

my job is to make ppl smile and laugh their day off mann!!!!!

i am a happy girl, so shld you all be too :) --- :D --- :P