The ballerina

Saturday, December 31, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : HEARTTALK
i had heart to heart talk with Eric today
it has been such a long long long time ever since we last met!
i guess it has been like 6 months
i was really speechless when i saw him today

today, i went to school and met Nigel, Ashley, Enqi and Lincoln to celebrate and surprise Bing Chen's birthday
he was in prep camp and stuff
Bing Chen is seriously an awesome friend, there for me and stuff :)
nice bro~ we had a buddy hug HAHA
and he fed all of us cake, DORAEMON CAKE!

played monopoly deal with ash, enqi lincoln and made a new friend named Amirul(ok its wrong spelling) and gavin (we knew but not so close and so its like a restarting of a new friendship)
other ppl were friendly as well, just saying hi and stuff

went to UDDERS or UTTERS? haha oh crap! i forgot!!
for some expensive ice cream!!
i always pick the basic taste, i dont really go for complicated or new taste and so i chose awesomely chocolate and cookies and cream
while talking..hehe, Eric was so nice to conserve my innocence haha
argh! guys!
when a guy likes a girl, it doesnt mean that she scored someone -.- HAHA

Eric was talking to me and stuff as we walked back to school
i didnt expect us to like settle down at a cosy bench and just talk
we just talked .... and talked until yeah, kinda late
for hours! haha i counted like 4 hrs spent with him today
really! and i shared my problems and he shared his problems as well
i can see that he was really sad, at that time, i really didnt know what to do but all i can do is to understand his story and feel for him
hahaha.. we were kinda direct to each other and i felt that this made us closer!
he dont really share this to others and the fact that i remembered i shared to him abt something that no one knows in me, yeah! like i never shared with this thing abt me to anyone except him before
or maybe another person but i cant remember...
we took a stroll in sch and he sent me to the bus stop
hahahaha he said that i wont get married hahaha

met Bing Chen as i was waiting for my second bus
am very tired!
thank you Eric and Bing Chen for like "sending" me home
and thank you Eric for today, i really missed you alot and was glad that we were able to update abt our lives to each other today :) thats good!

yeah~

goodnight ppl
will be going for appreciation night tmr
dinner in church
-Melinda

Hard to speak at her point of view
She was just afraid she may hurt you

Thursday, December 29, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I AM ALRIGHT MY FRIEND :)

TITLE : WENT TO SENTOSA WITH A DOLLAR

woah, how cool this title is.. well, i did it though
today was like one of my most enjoyable day
the fact that i haven been taking photos for so long and the fact that i haven been to Sentosa with my friends
its like the second time meeting my friends after my exams and everything
i miss them though and the times we usually spent tgt
there were many impromptu plans today
the fact that nich's mum was cleaning the hse and so we couldnt go to his hse to play the piano
skipped breakfast! came early as promised to Joanna :)
ATE SECRET RECIPE!! ok, the same meal though as before i even think of what to order, nich alr called the waitress
haha, nope! he wasnt inconsiderate but i was MESMERISED about his gift for me from shanghai!
OMG OMG OMG, THIS IS THE MOMENT I AM GOING TO SHAREEEE!
nich said he had something that i will love that he bought it from shanghai
i thought, hope its not KIWI!!! well it wasnt haha
something PEACE! i think my cupboard is like full of PEACE stuff but i dont think it mind collecting more.. hehe :P
this was what made me happy, screaming in vivo into tears of "i dont know how to describe the feeling" :

looks familiar?
when i saw this, i was like OMG OMG OMG NICHOLAS, YOU YOU YOU
"LAUGHTER" "AND TEARS OF JOY"
omg, no words can describe how happy i was! i mean this ie so ARGH!
NICHOLAS, YOU FREAKING MADE MY DAY!!! LIKE A WOAH... SHIT!
AHHHH, I LOVE YOU NICH! THANKS LA TO THE MAXY CORE! HAHAH
I BET I AM THE FIRST SINGAPOREAN GIRL TO GET THIS!
AWESOME AHHHH
BDFVJSNVSKIBSIVSNDFVLKVIKDSN VKDSBVIDVNDSVJDVODXVG
nich bought one for himself also
i told him that i watched this movie twice and he said "you want to watch thousand times, million times also can"
hahahaha I WILL WILL I CONFIRM WILL hahaha
and next was a PEACE shirt :

i may look weird but its the shirt that stood out though hehe :P
THANK YOU SO MUCH, FROM NICH, JO AND MEL
i think they bought it when i was having my. .. exams? HAHA
so nice of them, its like AWESOME AWESOMELY AWESOME AND PEACEFULLY PEACEFUL
WITH SO MUCH LOVE FROM MY HEART TO YOU ALL

by the way, after secret recipe, we decided to go to SENTOSA by walking instead of the monorail since all of us are like broke :(
and we took alot of pics hehe :P
(i will be posting those that i am not tagged in haha, i dont want to fill my blog with so many pics :O ok, maybe some cool ones haha )

we did the "ommm" pose and after we left that area, the bells on top RANG!! OMG!!

thats my "tai tai" sunglasses haha..

me and nich in the Alice in the wonderland dining table :)

we secretly and openly stepped in the area - NOT SUPPOSE TO

THIS IS SO FUNNY!! HAHA i told them to do it HAHA

i love eggs

~THINKING~

BUTTERFLY~!

out of random..

Queen of the Pokka Cardszz

today, i told nich, before this year end, we got to do some "ONCE IN A LIFE TIME THING" HAHA
some of them that i could recall were
- taking the jug of water from the Secret Recipe and pour it into our cups, it wasnt allow but the waitress was busy though and nich got caught the second time haha failed
- this one was to step into the Alice's dining table in the picture haha.. well after we left, kids and adults went in and got scolded by the security guards.. argh! bad influence by 4JS bad bad haha

we found a lost bag near the fountain area and gave it to the manager
inside contains of tripod stand and memory cards and stuff
jo was the kind hearted citizen
hahaha she said "never learn CME meh?"
HAHA and i replied "huh? Chinese Moral Education"
well, its Civil Moral Education!!!
HAHAHA wts, i forgot!

went to burger king for a chill
and decided to meet Mel cos she will be shopping with her sis in vivo
met her in Pull & Bear and went to uniqlo (entrance only - cos nich said uniqlo sells a design with 5 freaking colours HAHAHAHAHHAHA), went to cotton on and proved to jo the BIG DIFFERENCE between ah peh and cool teen guys checkerd shirt
nich was the model of course haha
and we went to BEST to find for piano, sigh, the cheapest is like $269
and we walked passed a tv which was playing the video of the You Are the Apple of my Eye
OMG, I SCREAMT! i dont know why but maybe partially or rather totally becos of nich's shanghai present haha!
and next we all went home :)
and i kept playing the music of NA XIE NIAN on my music player
i am going to force daddy to watch it haha

A chim chim statement from me to someone who is missing me :

You asked me if I loved you..
and I choked on my reply..
I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie..
but who am I to judge you on what you say or do..
I'm just beginning to see the real you..

tmr will be going out with Olenos :)
have a good night ppl :)
-Melinda

Monday, December 26, 2011

This is my story...

SPAM TITLES ...

TITLE : HOW TALL AM I?

omg emma, if you are 163cm? den how tall am i?
crap! i think i exceeded 165cm

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TITLE : HI MAISIE !!!
hi maisie, haha i woke up late but reached earlier than you hehe :P
i am so happy that i met maisie today
ATE KFC BUDDY MEAL! and chilled at starbucks and saw James and my colleague!
OMG too connected to the social network i guess :P
today was considered the most thirsty day
cos we had endless things to share
maisie, i realised that my problems are meant to be shared and the fact is that in the end i got to solve it myself
its up to me which path i decide to choose or take :(
its not going to be easy, you know
thank you for being such a wonderful listener

this was what i made for maisie's birthday present:
woah, ur present ahhh.... i took 4 hrs to make it since i am having my holidays

she was touched to the max haha
I love you Maisie :)

everything seems good until i begin the last story
my eyes are feeling hydrated

TITLE : A FRIEND FEELING BORED
thank you so much Bing Chen
Happy Birthday to you :) stay happy + healthy
I love you, Orange, as a friend
you are willing to be there for me when i couldnt find someone to pour out my sorrows and all
thank God for letting me know Olenos! and to know you, my dear friend :)
oh yes, plus Buddy package??? o.o HAHAHA
i shall blog abt ur principle :
:( a right guy never makes a girl cry
even if he did, he will be there to wipe it.

he is an awesome friend!
dont feel weak, dont feel negative
i am not as strong as you think i am or was
i cried almost for every small things

well, i was thinking, i think i am going to cry my heart out until one day i am sick and tired for crying for the same thing

TITLE : DADDY, I AM CALLING FOR YOU
you got be there for me, daddy!
i ever once exploded and told my dad
each time i asked you out for a heart talk, you got to leave here and there for ur wife's sake...
argh! i cant share my problems with ppl who have a partner alr is it?
no one to totally spend their full time with me
DEN I NEED A BOYFRIEND!
=X
he laughed haha but i was joking though
if only, my biological mum is still here, i dont mind having a hearttalk with both parents :)

thank you Melody
thank you Maisie
thank you Bing Chen
dad, you will be the next i will thank for :')

This is my story...

TITLE : THE FEELING OF BEING BULLIED :'(
i am feeling helpless, it seems like the world is not helping me
captain, pls pardon me for being childish here
my sms explode alr
and if you were kind enough to let me know that we got to pay for the netball shirt when sch reopens, you may have to tell me in advance and so i can sms that the training is cancelled and that they got to bring the money for the shirt
i cant sms them now, cos its really limited
and when i sms them so last minute, its like so argh!
i hate last minute stuff and so pls, next time tell me things in advance, dont bits and pieces
COS I DONT HAVE UNLIMITED SMSes
thank you

Sunday, December 25, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : AWESOME WORSHIP EVER !

GOOD MORNING!!
i got woken up by the alarm of NA XIE NIAN song haha
and as i jumped out of my bed, i raised up my right hand in the air haha
what a great morning to start!?
brushed my teeth, washed my face, dressed on with my blacky shoes
and this is the first time i felt that i looked awesome
sorry for being arrogant here but i dont know why, the feeling of being dressed up this way feels awesomely pretty with confidence
pretty as in not that I am pretty but the dressing and all matches all well

i was afraid that my grandma will comment bad stuff abt my shoes
as i stepped out of the room with a qn "hi people, see.. nice nice??"
haha more of the shoes la but she was like "hmmm, nice lorh"
HAHHAHAHA

was waiting for dad to come with a heart of confidence of singing the praises and worship later on
and as he droves his car, he stared at me haha, as he always does
as i got into the car, i asked a qn "presentable? can anot?"
he said "can can"
haha, i was so happy inside
i meant i always feel bad when my dad just dont feel that i dress presentable
but so far, nothing serious he mentioned HAHA
and as he started driving i asked him another qn "hey daddy, see my shoes.. nice nice?"
and his replied was "hey, yeah its nice"
OMG, i cant believed that my father actually likes it! i meant i thought his answer would be "huh, why like this one? *sigh* teenagers nowadays...."
but he didnt say that! he appreciated it
i asked another qn "you guess how much is this"
he said $40 - over my dead body like seriously unless its really something nice
$39.90 - nope, whats the diff
$35 - nope
$29 - neh
$17 - AIYO, where got so cheap haha
oh wells, when i announced $25, he was like hmmm
ok yeah, conclusion was : ITS WORTH THE PRICE!

I arrived to church early :)
as i sat with dad to talk for a while before he "dismissed" me to the stage to sing
woah, the feeling of walking with my shoes was awesome

And I need to say that WORSHIP WAS AWESOME!!
everything was smooth and perfectly sang, i meant FLAWLESS
although there might be flaws, definitely but i dont hear it from my microphone or others, not obvious at all.. I am like so proud of myself
and as we were praying, i was thinking maybe God wants His birthday to be awesome as well
as what Aunt Joanne said abt worshipping God is not on how good you dress or look or sing but its the heart that focused on God, yup.. I know but...
i was actually focusing on everything and indeed all turned out fine
PRAISE BE TO THE LORD!!
and actually before preparing for service, i discussed with my grp abt breathing
there was a song, super hard to sing, like a breathe for 2 draggy lines while we need 3 breathes for 2 lines
and so i researched in youtube ytd and sorted out the breathing part and i was so proud of myself that i went to research it cos no one did and the moment whereby everyone listens to you, you just feel that you did something good for God

during the infant and adult baptism together with confirmation, i was nearly touched to tears
the feeling and temptation to cry was so irresistible
haha oh wells, congratulations to those who got baptised!

by the way, before worship started, Noelyn passed me a christmas present
and after service, Joey passed me a card, thanks to you two
so sweet but i was feeling bad as i didnt prepare anything
ok, i will promise that i will prepare next year alright?
SORRY GIRLS
Grace gave me 2 packs of brownies, she woke up early in the morning to bake it
awww, likka sweet, thanks :)

as i walked down, i saw edward! and OMG, we hugged
it has been such a long time i saw him
wencong said that he didnt know that i sing -.-
hahaha edward was asking "eh wencong, you trying to be sarcastic?"
wencong diverted the topic to edward's boots - military army boots
its damn cool can? like i love his boots! so cool!
den when edward saw my shoes, he pointed and shouted "DR MARTS"
hahaha nope, its not dr marts, just some cheap booty shoes that look like dr marts
hahahah AWESOME MUCH right?
so proud of myself! its like ppl mistook it as a branded product when you bought it at a cheap cheap (6 times cheaper) price
thank you to Melody and Zipeng :)
I love this pair of shoes now :) hehe :P

dad shook melva and edward's hands, so cool! hahah
i was like "daddy, this is melva.. and this is edward"
they both "hi uncle"
HAHAHAHA....
and edward, melva and wencong were quarrelling where to eat
ed said 18TH CHEF! i supported that fully and wencong asked me "hey, you eating with us?"
hahah NO!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
pls la, 18th chef so nice why not right?
melva suggested his hse cos he said he had alot of fish there
wencong wanted a rich high classy restaurant and so ed was in a headache to control the both of them
i was just standing at a side and laughing

this morning, i bet with my bro 5 cents that my mum will ask abt my booty shoes
and she did and i alr prepared my story : my friend's uncle bought for her and it was not her size and happened that i was able to wear it and so my friend gave it to me
mum kept queit, which means GUO GUAN!
next thing to bet was, 10cents if mum wears jeans to church and she really did wore jeans
i felt so smart today haha!
after church, dad decided to bring all of us out for a dim sum lunch
oh pls, he owed me this for last year's and this year's birthday
it wasnt really dim sum but food was kinda nice but ex, not really worth
i was full like to the maxx!! i couldnt move and its like when you smell food, you just feel like vomitting.. yup yup!! its that bad!

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thank you Melody for being there for me when i needed someone
hahah, i dont mind blogging abt you here hehe
this girl ah, so sweet la! we shall talk soon, cos haven decide on the pants thing and stuff etc
I love you sis :)

going to meet maisie tmr :)
have whole lots to tell her :) and going to eat my last KFC of the year :)
hahah... hope time will pass slower, its like we only met thrice a year leh...
see you tmr!!

This is my story...

TITLE : MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD
The period of Advent is over as we celebrate Christmas today. Advent means "coming" and today the anticipation of His arrival comes to an end because the Saviour has come! On this day some two thousand years ago, God broke into our history through the birth of His Son Jesus Christ.
Five candles will be lighted :
The first candle is the candle of Light, Jesus, the Light of the world, has stepped down into our darkness.
The second candle is the candle of Peace. The Prince of Peace has come to dwell amongst us. He meditates peace between God and man.
The third candle is the candle of Joy. Joy can only be found in the presence of God. Joy to the world the Lord has come.
The fourth candle is the candle of Love. God loves us so much that He is willing to be borne into the world to live amongst us, to identify with our struggles, to serve us and ultimately to die on t6he cross for our sins.
The fifth candle is the Christ Candle. We light this candle to show that the waiting is over. The Saviour has been born! The central location of the Christ Candle reminds us that God becoming Man in the person of Jesus Christ is the heart of the season.
The colour White is used, representing purity. Christ is the sinless, spotless, pure Saviour. Those who receive Christ as Saviour. Those who receive Christ as Saviour are washed of their sins and made whiter than snow.

HI HI, people of the world
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!
HAHA, I didnt see santa though oh wells
hahahahha i am so sorry that i cant reply or sms you all abt the merry christmas wishes cos i got to save smses :(
but right here, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!
Happy Birthday to you, Jesus!!
I love you :)
tmr i am given the honour to sing for God, for His birthday!!
I am going to do my utmost best for His glory!!
going to wear my booty shoes!! exciteed!! i hope my mum wont scold =X
hehe, exciteed for tmr!!!
Jesus, wait for me!!
ok, its kinda late now so everybody sleep now
goodnight everyone and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY ONCE AGAIN
-Melinda

Friday, December 23, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : OH!! I FORGOT TO BLOG?

OMG when i first login to facebook, the most eye catching link was the music piece of NA XIE NIAN that Izac played on PIANOOOOO!!!!
OMG, but seriously, it wasnt easy at all cos the way i watched him play.. i was just stunned!! and really my heart melted
woah, if only my bf play this ..... OMG, I WILL BE SOOOOOOOO ~~~
YEAH!
although there were flaws here and there but i got to say that he is a super talented pianist.. the piece wasnt easy to play at all
and not forgetting 61 likes for it, and i guess there will be even more likes coming up
:)

and as i browsed through his piano videos, NOT STALK!
i found this cool song from Wang Yi Hom
its called the
心跳
click the word, leads you to the link
its such a nice song to be heard by a piano :)
you can play it while reading my blog :)
and thru this song, hahaha i know that guys hate to quarrel with girls, cos its kinda childish... i think so too but sometimes, you just cant let things be the way you dont want it to be...
Everything is just a learning process for us to conquer in order to be stronger :D

ytd i was making Maisie's super belated birthday present =X
i will post it after i gave it to her

MELVIN? WHERE YOU MIA TO?
when are you coming back?
this guy sms me 4 to 5 times just to tell me he is at airport, at plane, plane going to fly off, plane flew~
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
i promised to sms him before he left and I FORGOT!
:P

see this pic below :

to be honest, this is so so so me :(
it has been my secret avoiding weapon for years since primary 5
insensitive ppl will believe this when i said this... yeah~!
but i seldom use it now.. cos a bit pointless haha

upon going to Google, i saw this and i like it :

anyway, do any of you know where is the nicest place to chill and for a hearttalk?
besides starbucks, are there any other places?

will be going to church later for singing practice
i am so honoured and grateful to serve the Lord on his birthday
and by fact, today is my biological mum's birthday
Happy Birthday to you, Mummy!!
actually i wanted to visit you alone on my last working day before i go for work and before sch officially starts on the next day but i lost my way
i kept walking for hours and no choice, i got to go off for work alr
i bought some stuffs for you~
i got something to tell you and i dont mind sharing here :
Dear Mummy,
i dont know why do i feel this way. Heard from daddy, you cant sing well haha but i did not inherit this from you but my bro instead. I felt so blessed. I inherited the interest in drawing and dancing from you but i dont have time to draw my skills out and i haven been dancing for a long time. I got into netball due to the sporty offspring from daddy, and the musical obsessed interest for piano while daddy is guitar, as well as passion for singing. On that day when daddy brought me for Pastor Stephen Tong's speech, he shared with me that you were always the one who initiated to bring him there to listen to his speech. I asked him jokingly "so am i mummy's replacement?" He didnt answer me directly but i could sense that he indeed missed you alot. All the fruitful dates that you always go out with him to study God's word together and brought him up to become a faithful sunday school teacher. Woah, how awesome can you be? I cant even have the courage to change a guy's life like this. Daddy told me my actions and character reflects you and i felt sad becos it can be a good thing but I made him missed you once and again. I thank God that I AM YOUR DAUGHTER. My daddy describes you as a sweet, cute, innocent, pure, blur blur kind, loves to whine in a cute way (HAHA!), a bit hyperly enthusiastic and childish for things that you like(smth like this), thoughtful, cheerful etc. Kind to think of it, if you arent my mum, i want you to be my sister. You are such a beautiful woman not only on the outside but the inside. When I was primary 4, daddy told me he wants to bring me to some drama classes. He wanted me to learning acting cos he loves to act as well. But it didnt happen. Before I chose poly as my path, i told daddy to bring me to art classes because i dont want to let ur talent in me to go to waste. Daddy promised but it didnt happen. I dont like dances like cha cha, more hip hop or other jazz casual dance (too active like daddy i guess). Michael (my bro) got to learn art when he was ard 4 years old, i was kinda curious why didnt I have to go for art classes. What a cute family I am in. Daddy keeps blaming himself that he cant control this family as well as when you were around. Its kind of broken now :( but i promise to myself that i will continue ur character and do my best job as a Disciple Group Leader to lead bible studies as you did when you were my sunday school teacher when i was a toddler. You were so nice, encouraged my dad to join choir knowing he sings well, encouraged my dad to be a sunday school teacher knowing his courage to spread God's word. For you, I joined the support singing and willing to take up as a leader now. Mummy, can you even see what has ur daughter gone through? by the way, when i was money tight and hurt by a "friend", i picked myself up to face my life with God's guidance. Are you proud? :') I dont mind to be ur replacement as long as it makes my daddy happy. Daddy and I are very very close, we practically share about everything in our lives :) You wont be jealous right? haha :) dont worry, I will protect ur husband. and I love you mummy :)
-Sophia

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : ONE WEEK FOR PLAY, ONE WEEK FOR WORKING DAYS

I rmbred there was once during sec 4, i played this song to a guy who got C5 for his chinese.. to do my duty as an awesome friend
but without even thinking of the lyrics, i merely just let him hear it
kind to think of it now, its a little embarassing..
he said "oh my god, i am like so touched, haha.. thanks anyway"
this is the song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eV2N3Ud8f1A

"Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say,
And suddenly the moment's gone, and all your dreams are upside down, and you just want to change the way the world goes round, tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody, wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry,
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby,
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking, looking down the road you should be taking,
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let you go.

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together,
Back in your arms where I belong,
And now I've finally realized, it was forever that I've found,
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round, tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody, wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry,
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby,
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking, looking down the road you should be taking,
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let you go.

Don't even want to hear you say, that you know just how it feels,
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Oh and though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow,
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round, tell me

Have you ever loved and lost somebody, wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry,
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, baby,
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking, looking down the road you should be taking,
I should know, 'cause I loved and lost, the day I let you go

anyway, one thing i forgot to blog abt ytd was....
when i was on my way home in the bus, when the bus came to a particular bus stop, this gf boarded the bus and her bf on his own bicycle
and practically, from what i observed, he indirectly sent her home while riding on his bicycle when his gf is on the bus...
guess who won? of course the bus la HAHA
but that was kinda sweet, its like some drama whereby the guy is chasing after the bus for his girl.. hmm hmm

RANDOMZZ
- Vanissa said that the way i walked IS JUST SEXY :O
- class outing was cancelled
- something abt sue and i forgot

oh wells, my randoms are not really random except for the first one haha
i feel tired easily today
and beautician said that due to lack of sleep and water, my face is peeling and not radiant or smth
thanks to EBA - Electronic Business Application
thanks la thanks la, thanks to you, i slept so late
and its like a habit that i am sleeping late these few days
sigh, faceskin is sooooo smooth now haha, and i dont dare to touch it hehe :P

love my black shoes but i called it the female version of army boots
if i show you here, adults may think i am getting more and more wild
teens might think its trendy hmm, next time i will post the pics den :P
i dont dare to post it here honestly speaking ...
goodnight ppl
-Melinda

This is my story...

TITLE : I AMMA SO GONNA BLOGGGKER TODAY!

oh no, what happened to blogger?
only can add pictures and check spelling?
what abt the colours of the words? putting videos? the font size? etc?
oh wells
luckily, i learnt some html and so the title is bold HAHA

ok, today i overslept!
while waiting for a bus, a truck passed by and an indian leaned forward looked at me, i merely just looked and the next thing he did was raised his eye brows
OMG sicko guy, go away la, you come to sg to work or to flirt?
ahhaha, just kidding! i sound likka mama
and after a while, a van passed me, ITS MY DAD!! he didnt recognise me :P
I was almost an hour late for the outing with Vanessa, Melody and Joanna
i wanted to get Vanessa a present but cant find and no time to get as well
oh wells, met all of them at Sushi Tei and i didnt want to eat much
and so, i ordered 6 omelette sushi and my lunch was just $2
BRAVO!
and next after that, we went on a BIG BOAT that Joanna described, its like a library inside
woo~ so cool!
i found some cake and baking books, likka cool! haha woah
i guess i might need them soon...
i am just awaiting for a long long long holiday when i am sick and tired of being bored at home and really get up to do some cooking or baking or reading up love stories aww, so many cool girly stuffs i want to do :)

and as Vanessa and I went to find the missing melody, we stopped at this section whereby there were lots of pink coloured books for children and even fairy tales
omg! i missed those times i flipped through those books and so i was exploring
i like those that you can pull strips from the book and some pictures just pop up haha
even sticker books, and sound books - those you press and theres a sound that comes out
awwwww

Christmas is coming and still i dont even know
when jo asked me what did i get for my dad.. i felt so bad
cos i really didnt think of it
cos my parents dont really like to celebrate events like chinese new year, birthdays, christmas, deepavali so on and so forth
at most, my dad will organise a Malaysia trip -.-
so yeah, i didnt get anything for him :(
i doubt he will even celebrate it

and it was 232pm that Mel and i got to go sch
and so we did a long goodbye and left on our separate ways
van and jo said i am a stalker haha, cos i seemed to know alot of ppl's stuffs
not really true, if not i might sound like an encyclopedia
pro stalker~

took bus 61 with Mel and went to her sch first! hahaha
i ate a greeny SIM sweet, and we went to like 3 buildings to get her cert!
hahaha CONGRATS TO YOU MEL, YOU GRADUATED!! like so fast la haha
i haven graduate yet though.. soon soon!
and next walked a long distance to ard Ngee Ann to get the card activated for my captain!
thank you Shuli for all ur help and Melody and ur accompany
and so everything was considered settled... hoo!

next, Mel and I went to take a bus 151 to raffles town area at whitley road and got lost, we didnt know how to go to plaza sing from there
cos the directory said take 971e but this bus operates only in the morning -.-
and so we cross the over head bridge and took 105 to far east and transferred for bus 190 to dhoby ghaut mrt and TA DA!!
while waiting for 190, a guy appraoched mel and i to do a money saving survey, i did halfway until when it comes to filling in my particulars, mel said, eh bus come alr
haha, i kinda escaped the particulars part..
we reached and left half an hour more before movie starts
hahaha guess what movie? hehe
dont need to guess la, its the Your the Apple of my eye movie hehe :P
i was so exciteddd!! i kept jumping hahaha
ate KFC which was so oily first time in my life and mel's as well
i noticed the way we eat KFC were diff, we ordered the same - 2 pieces chicken
for me, i will eat the coleslaw and mash potato first den the chicken
and mel is the other way around, and she eats the potato and coleslaw tgt haha
so cool to observe humans
there were 2 ladies beside us, sharing abt how God is so powerful in their lives and all the miracles and things that they felt haha, quite funny~
so practically what i ate today was 6 sushi and 2 pieces chicken meal
quite good for the day :)

next was the MOVIE TIME!!!!
i hate it when i got to go to the toilet when i watch the movie but it was my second time and so i went to the toilet when the unimportant part was played
it was abt when the funds of the class got stolen or smth
hahaha, i was running in and out, i scared i will miss some part of the movie haha
Melody treated me the movie!! so nice of her although i felt quite bad
she said it was my christmas present haha
movie was awesomely nice and now i felt how sad the guy was, i felt like crying for him, its like so sad la but it was kinda his fault that he didnt have the guts to take initiative
oh wells, the girl still waiting waiting hahaha
Mel said that the girl looked like me HAHA
anyway, movie was super awesome as usual haha
nich haven watch yet, so maybe~~~ hahaha are you thinking what i am thinking? hehe :P

after movie, we went to take bus 7 to bugis to take a try to find for black shoes
hehe :P thank you Melody, she was so sweet to willingly follow me to see the black shoes
when we reached, i was a bit kan chiong cos i kept hearing all the sounds of the closing of shops and was afraid i wont be able to let mel see the shoes that i wanted
walking fast and finding hahah POP
found it and i showed mel
there were 2 designs that i like
one was like curvy and dotted patterns on it, another is somehow~ like a dr martens
although i kinda preferred the curvy one but zipeng and melody said that the other one was niceer
i tried on it and this pair of shoes can seriously matched with any dressing
woots~!
and i got it within less than 5 mins, mel said it was within 1 minute and 10 seconds
WOW~! haha, THANK YOU MEL for ur recommendation and finally i got a pair of black shoes
its kinda trendy now, oh wells
i am so happy, becos i finally bought some stuff like previously was the tribal sweater and now a pair of shoes hehe, shopping spirit!
i think i got it back but it depends as well haha
God, i dont want to grow or shrink in size, even my legs and hands
just stay where i am :)
one day, when i have excess cash, i will buy something from starbucks and from ritz apple strandle or smth you called haha
got to try awesome food!

went back home, sent mel to the train place and didnt miss the 61 bus hehe
i travelled alot today :)
i do appreciate it when mel takes the bus with me, its like she took it becos of my concession card :) thanks sis

by the way, as i promised to show you the photos of my costumes

I like this pic becos of the effects

I made this flower myself :)

do i look like a Jewish? Israelite?

i made this white flower balloon bracelet for Emma

the scarf was for fun but i didnt wear it in the end haha, i find this pic quite funny haha

hehe, nice? haha, i took an hour to choose my costume
ok, its late and i am so happy that i bought smth today as well as the movie :)
goodnight ppl
-Melinda

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : MATCHMAKING SESSION

a little time sharing abt a five minute matchmaking session LOL
matchmaker asked how tall i want my guy to me
:O shockedness to see THAT height right? hahaha
matchmaker found a "perfect" guy for me, as she self-declared it
his name is Owl :)
description of the guy was : rich, smart, sings, dances, handsome . . . . . . . . .

hahah, hmmm...
dear matchmaker,
expectations to be met :
- loves singing and sings well, playing musical instrument (for me is piano)
- loves italian food, jap food also can(definitely not true but at least appreciate it)
- loves me
HAHA, OMG.. i am crapping!!!
aiyah, ok lorh, matchmaker said SEE FATE!

Monday, December 19, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : RIVER FLOWS INTO YOU ~

teng teng teng teng teng teng teng deng..
de de deng de deng de deng teng teng deng deng deng deng deng deng

hahaha, enough of the piano sound notes
GOSH! I SHLD SAY a FRUITFUL outing with nich and jo
not becos its a monday, not any number related stuff except for me tapping my ezlink card on the number 3 of the mrt access machine, but partially i ate 18th chef, the song of NA XIE NIAN played when i arrived to the sch bus stop ( yes la, yong bao ni can?) haha, and the main reason was becos i finally got to touch a piano, play a piano and the feeling was awesome
i wasnt even a little impatient despite the several mistakes i repeatedly made, which also means YES I MISS PIANO ALOT ALOT

THANK YOU NICH!!! SO SO SO MUCH! this guy patiently taught me every single thing despite me being a stubborn student hahaha, kinda dumb but yeah
thank you, but to me i felt that i learnt it quite fast alr
a success
hahahaha
nich took half a year to learn it so its kinda impossible if i learnt it within a day

nich and jo read my mind, they knew i wanted a piano
nich said "eh sophia, we buy you a piano for ur christmas day present"
i was nodding my head like crazy but come on, i dont think my dad will allow even if its my friends' money
argh!!!
i really hope he dont mind, if not what you want me to expect to get for christmas?
santa claus, my present is that i want my wish to be fulfilled for now? which is the piano, which is kinda impossible
this the first time i am betting on Santa, oh wells
if its not fulfilled, den i will turn my bet to rudolph den haha
***whinesss***

ended up drank a bowl of potato carrot soup
i dont really like carrot, argh! hahah sucky rabbit
and ended up me playing a loopyhole music piece of diff songs and nich singing
and also ended up nich playing and me singing songs of praises and worship
really had the temptation to take a video like this but neh haha

i love today cos i finally got to touch a piano and master some skills
daddy, pls la, this time round not you pay leh, is my friends pay so its ok
we always have gift exchange :)
-Melinda

eh? its 19th dec!!! which means self declared HOLIDAY!!!
and woah next week maisie's booking me hehe :P
this whole week not free alr :(
and i got work to do so leave it for next week as well
so this week is holiday outing week, and next week is study week den
sigh!!!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : THE FEELING OF NOT BEING PAMPERED ANYMORE
TITLE : ENJOY UR SINGLEHOOD
TITLE : THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT CAN BE EXPLAINED BUT NOT EXPLANABLE

i dont know why but there are so many titles that i always thought of while travelling
anyway, i shall blog abt ytd
argh! ok
erm ytd which was a saturday :
i went out with Olenos haha (1/25) to eat at the tanjong pagar area for some korean delicacies
i told myself this will definitely be the first and last time there, not that its not good or what but the waiting time can reach up til an hour, air con not working as well
well, there were lots of food to eat and cook
meat meat meat, sigh, i prefer JAP FOOD PLS
oh wells, kinda force myself to eat beef, i dont like beef, and i dont know why
bacon is nice nice nice and oily yeek!

anyway, thats just all and yeah went home
super tired
and did to be a gentle~woman for once
oh wells...
but its good to have a taste of how guys feel when they had that responsibility haha

today :
i am so sleepy today but i didnt fall asleep during service
hehe, apparently, there wasnt message so yeah
had yz and the most embarrassing moment when they played the skit video that was recorded
i appeared in all parts hahah, which was good to me! yeah! i heard laughter as well
ahhhhhh, nice la but embarrassing
the pic when linus gave me the flower with my hands covered my mouth, they added a word "AWWWW..."
and when i changed mood, they added "NOT"
jhahahah and the recorded part got played
ahhhh OMG OMG OMG!!
melvin you totally missed it la, ur part got played out hahaha
i felt so cool, cool people, brothers in Christ, cos melva and melvin's part got played
like so cool, we studied tgt, enthu tgt, outshine tgt
i like i like this bonding, i want more ppl to participate in church more often in service ok?!!
i met my primary 6 girls today and they were so SHY! hahaha
they are amanda, athlea and megan haha
yeah! first place in yz camp and got a $40 swensen voucher, was thinking of sharing with other grps since they got swensens as well just that lesser money HAHA

this is my skit, hahaha spot me
YZ CAMP moments and skit
and from there, i realised, i have fat legs ahhahaha
ok la, dont see my legs ok? dont be pervertic!
as i watched this video, tears filled in my eyes
i miss camp, i dont wish it to end!
:'(
touched~!

went to meet friend for some outing stuffffffffffffff after church
had one not-so-nice donut and pearl-less blueberry green tea for breakfast,
4 siew mai and 1 char siew bao for lunch and watermelon for lunch
and frolicks with colourful sweet cereal as toppings for dinner
i did it!
today can be called as the DIET day, good!
went to 313 and nothing nice to shop
went to cinileisure, nothing as well
flea was kinda failed due to the rain
plaza singapura was just getting my friend's food which was fries and nothing
cathay for frolicks and OMG !!!! the movie Your the Apple of my Eye is still there!!!! i want to watch it again!!! pls someone or who? but if cant den ok lorh :(
next destination was Promo, flea is not my type i guess
after promo was a place called the PEACE CENTRE - awesomely cool la!
bugis next and shop like SIAO
no la, i found the shoes i wanted but still considering, envelope bag as well but i want to wait for my clothes to come before i buy so yeah, see fate!
i bought a tribal sweater today!! so happy, my friend helped me choose hehe :P
bought it for $10
next went to bugis junction and thats all for today and went home
super and awesomely tired
it has been a century ever since i bought smth that is made of cloth ahah
legs were super tired

WARNING : whoever that dares to step on my rubi shoes, i am really gonna .....
girls are ok but guys really, especially my bro!
JUST DONT STEP OK? I BOUGHT IT WITH SO MUCH LOVE YOU KNOW, AND MY GRANDMA WASHED IT ALR :( melody is witness! now out of stock alr so cant buy anymore, so dont step alr ok? :(

qns to ask and things to say :
how do you expect me to share to you abt my love life story when you are the one in love with me? its no fair

as you grow older, you realised you are/got to be handling most of ur troubles and chaotic things urself, friends are busy and got their own things to do and so sometimes, it may be disappointing how much you want them to be there but still as you notice the days go by, you found out that you managed most of ur troubles urself before sharing them to ur friends

Saturday, December 17, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : PUPPET CARNIVAL PART TWO

hi hey ho!
firstly i got say a BIG sorry to andy
yeah! sorry

secondly, i am excitteeed for later to bring joy to the kids
and with my awesome dressing and hairstyle
woots~!

thirdly, i am going to make lots lots and lots of balloons

fourth, i will be meeting pancy and friends to have a feast of Korean delicacies!!!

fifth, i dont know why but i miss my dad!

ok enough of the numbers, i am off to church
see all of you all sooooooooooooon

Friday, December 16, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : YOU ALL SHLD KNOW I PRACTICALLY BLOG ABT EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE

i need to blog abt ytd cos ytd, i was watching tv while blogging so i practically didnt know what i typed, oh wells
when i reached church, i was lost.. felt lost!
and so i was with hannah and helped her and stuff
we were talking and even abt Italian and Jap delicacies
i love these two types of food :) hehe :P
den we went to MPH, room for the carnival performance
and i saw Cyrus, in a Jewish costume haha
i was laughing and opps, too loud and he was pointing at me like "hey, dont laugh"
hahahha so funny, saw vera, cara, joshua, min wei and her bro(who always loves to say hi to me randomly), jared and his bro, and so many others
i was like WOAH, its like a reunion
we all are serving the Lord once again and thats good!
like a family, and this motivates me to be more involved in church which is a good thing and i love it!
and now, i kinda understand why girls break up with guys when guys said that they got to go church or what haha, sigh, girls got to be understanding at times though
time for God > time for gf
(Y)

i watched the performance, sat between hannah and hanan
haha i missed her so much and my hanan told me that my grp won the first in yz camp!!
and also got a $40 voucher for SWENSENS
AWESOME PIECE OF SHIT!
OMG i was so proud and happy and today Gaius asked me how are we going to split the cost
performance start :
haha cyrus stepped in with his gift, act like the some gifter for the baby Jesus
haha, and he was doing the action like abt to give me the gift
haha woah, like as if we are close friends hehe :P
and when he was singing, i was looking at him, i meant his singing was awesome and so as hannah, i meant another hannah
haha and when he looked at me while singing, i was nodding ym head and he started smiling
OH CRAP! we hurried looked away cos i was afraid he will laugh or smth and screw up the singing hahaha
but its a good feeling when a performer is looking at you while performing
hehe, puppets were cool, great job Earnest!
I LOVE TO SPENT TIME WITH GOD AND ALSO WITH CHURCH FRIENDS even if we arent close or what
as long as there are areas that i can help :)

and today, i came early and so i decided to wait for rachel at the mrt
we got to choose Jewish dresses to wear
omg! WEIRD but i liked what i chose though hehe :P
will post the pics soon when rachel upload and i shall show you the variety or clothings here first :

FEMALE COSTUMES ARE THE FOLLOWING :

THESE ARE THE MALE COSTUMES :

HAHA, and i bet you all are wondering what kind of costume i will be in right? haha
shall see soon :)
i promise although i will look weird but yeah, will show for the sake of showing haha

today's balloon scrupture was awesomely fun!
Yili was teaching me how to make the balloons into all kinds of things
i had learnt sword (two types but i suck at one), giraffe, BUTTERFLY, flower (BIG and still trying to learn small)
it was so fun and Yili and rachel were laughing at me cos i couldnt twist the balloon parts cos MY FINGERS AND HANDS ARE TOO SMALL, VERY SMALL
OH hahaha, sad but i am just born like this haha
but as long as i keep trying and dont give up, i feel so honoured to bring joy to kids :)
tmr i will be making all these as mentioned and try heart shape
it was so hard to tie the balloon but i get it how to do it alr
THANK YOU SO MUCH YILI!
he wont be coming tmr so it will be a big loss oh wells, luckily he taught me some today if not tmr die for sure
and his dad got to go for wedding stuff for a while, rach has sch meeting and so i will be all alone
nvm, its fun and i will try my best with all i can :)

and after that will be going out with a little part of Olenos haha
going to have a farewell buffet for Pancy as she will be leaving
if there are extra balloons, i will want to make flowers for them, dont care if guys or what haha :P
if i know how to make the small one, still working on it
i know how to make the big one hehe :P
so fun! i love to spent time like this :) :) :)
cant wait for the pics to be uploaded

excitteeeeeddd for tmr hehe!
yeah!
my hands and fingers are aching due to tieing of balloons?
when i went back home, i was thinking abt my fingers, my SMALL fingers haha
from birth til now
from holding milk bottle, to holding crayons to holding pens to playing piano to holding trays, and now to hold balloons and also so many things haha
woah, our hands can do so much things and went thru so much with us :)

kk got to sleep now
byes people :)
love that my holidays are worth spending with God and God's people :)
(Y) good job Melinda!
-Melinda

i am sad and troubled
well i dont know how to start this sorrow but i felt that you changed?
all of you changed
i am afraid and scared, its like even if its through one thing, i got so affected
i dont know who i am mixing with now
dont ask me who who who, which clique, i dont want to say

Thursday, December 15, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : I AM SO TIRED

I was so tired this morning
oh yup! i studied till 4am
oh yesh!!! and i woke up with a headache sigh!
nothing can go into my brain and i was still so scared
sigh
this was the first time this module made me feel so stress
i was studying in the bus and really couldnt take it
each time i see the paper, i cant stop tearing
its super scary, i was feeling super scared
my dad was so sweet to call me ytd night to tell me that i can do it
melvin as well, thank you you two
and so i sms them before i go for the exam
my PEACE ring broke! damn! super angry
for once, i thought my luck was gone

this is the first time i brought a pack of tissue for exam
just in case that i cry during the exam
but nope, i didnt
it was manageable~
at first i meant
the first two parts i am confident in passing but the last part really killed many ppl
alot of students left early, i wonder if they really did studied or didnt bother
the feeling was nervous and afraid
when i comes to the memorising part, my mind was total blank
its like whats the advantage of this...
the first qn that came into my mind was "huh, this one have advantage meh?"
OMG, i really freaked out, kept jumping qns
but i did my best alr, now its up to God
i did a 5 mins prayer before the test ended
its over so lets celebrate shall we?

haha, i got booked for tmr and saturday! so yeah~
i want to watch the Apple of my eye!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok holidays done

i felt that we had drifted apart ever since i left for camp
this statement is too obvious but just letting you know if you happen to read this
i was quite surprise how come you didnt text me abt today
its weird.. *shoulders up*

got to go for church alr
-Melinda

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : ONCE AND FOR ALL

sigh, i finally completed all 7 chapters WITH DOUBTS
ok, i dont think i will be sleeping tonight
tmr will be the test and yeah
do it once and for all with my life
everyone is mugging like crazy and that makes me so scared
i am scared
like i am scared i am the only who doesnt know how to do the paper or so on
sigh, so ur qns might be "so why are you here blogging?"
oh wells, in order to score well, i wont be here alr
i need to blog
no one knows my sorrow and my situation

first thing that i will be doing after tmr's test will be go back home and study the piano notes
nich has agreed to lend me his piano
and the fact that if i cant go his hse, i can go to my church to practice and play it
i really need one to play
mel's one got sold away for snow white's sake
oh wells~ HAHAHA

sorry to say
we are all God's children
if you want to make friends, let ppl have a good impression of you instead of commenting abt smth which is so rude and offensive
i know you are joking but the thing is that i dont even know you, neither do my bro
so yeah! just watch what you are saying
yup and sorry

dad has been bringing bro out everyday ... i am envious
everyone is so free
and my time will come soon
in a few more hrs time
argh!

tmr i wont be free after test
got to rush to church for some help out
friday and saturday i will be free until early afternoon, after that got to rush to church for the carnival activity
yes, so booking anyone? haha
sunday i will be free on the afternoon
monday and tuesday will be piano time + 18th chef
this is roughly the plan that i want to happen
nich, read this!
wednesday will be class overnight outing until thursday
thursday there will be netball and my captain still haven get her student card! DAMN!
so far like this, i hate it
ngee ann , pls dont cheat my money, i used my pay to pay for it ok!
$20 to me is alot!

okok, i hate to see time pass
got to go and study
argh! i hate this subject alot
i dont want to see you ever again
going to chiong like crazy all the way tonight so yeah
wish me all the BESTEST BEST OK?
since all of ur are on holidays
wait for me also hahahaha
-Melinda

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

This is my story...

SEE THE HAPPY FACES OF GOD'S CHILDREN!!

I LOVE THIS PHOTO AWESOME MUCH!!

spot me? haha

This is my story...

I SPY.. WITH MY LITTLE EYE..

I spy, with my little eye..
something round,
something with lines,
something smooth inside,
something worth keeping

not enough description?

something that i love to treasure
something that comes in all kinds of roundy shapes
something ... something ...
something that when you hold it close to your ear, you can hear the sound of waves crashing against the seashore ~

Dear 19th december,
when are you coming to visit me?
its so tempting to work back in the hotel becos i want money
sigh
i got to admit that i kinda find shopping boring alr but still i am still curious to see whats in stock HAHA
oh wells~
MEL, have you save enough money?

today, i cried
HAHAH what a way to start my day
i meant its like study until cry
it sucks
all my friends are free, some are even waiting for me to be free in order to consider themselves to be in a holiday
sigh, sorry friends!
i dont like this feeling as well
my mind were full of all stories and time was so selfish to pass so fast
in fact, it went too fast
can you imagine, i spent 2 hrs on 2 pages
to me, thats really rubbish and ridiculous

i was so happy when i saw mel's post on the wall
and the fact that i finally appeared here and on facebook
i want to go out to shop
i want to go out and watch movies
i want to really go out and have fun, just like the a'level students :(

just now after dinner, i was sending my dad home and i told him this
"dad, i might not be able to score well for this module because it really have too much things to study and i wont be able to ace it, so i will try my best now to pass alright?"
he indirectly accpeted my explanation but deep inside, i really could feel that i might fail this module
but i dont want to always say the same thing to my dad like "forgive me if i fail"
i meant, i may feel secured but how would my dad feel? demoralise i guess
so i told myself i wont fail and wont want to think abt it
i will just, do what i can
its really impossbile to get everything into ur head
and i can bet with my whole life that what i studied, only 50% will come out
God, i went for Your camp, and now i am having difficulties in studying this module
i need help!
through the camp, melva really motivated me alot
when i saw his powerpoint slides that he got to study and all those weird names, i was like what made him continue to study with so much concentration and so on
and mine were just papers with english words, boring but his focus was so much better than mine
a girl in my class also motivated me which made me expect more from myself this time
but each time i told myself to study harder and score well, i did it except for this module
sigh..
i need break, need some sleep, need dim sum meals, and i need a piano
and i need MONEY!

none of my classmates are online, i guess they are all mugging like crazy
lecturers, sometimes you just got to spare a thought for those who dont really have a good memorising memory, cos i might be one of them

oh crap! did i type too much?
haha previous post was the longest in this blog ever, yup! biggest record! and i used 2hrs to type all that

i like sue's baseball jacket
OH YEAH! you know sue wanted to buy me an iphone
hahaha but i think she was joking la
woah if it really happens hahaha, like so classy but not good also cos you wont know how many smses you spent..
when i was in camp, alot of ppl were amazed abt my lollipop haha
thank you auntie, without you, sometimes i cant lift my head up high
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

and i miss camp!
so much! how i wish i can stay there like forever
living with all ur church friends like a family
like you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang!
and like having message and sharing every day, so cool!
and and and i saw the ECLIPSE!!!!
on saturday!! it was so beautiful, thank God cos its my first time
omg, so nice, i didnt want to move but just staring at it mann!
haha

ok, i will continue my random talking some other time
its time to study though~
pary for me if you can
i need concentration and motivation and interest in the module
-Melinda

Melody, i want to play ur piano can? thats if no one is at home
den we can go find black shoes alr hahah
and i want to try white glittery nails!!!
ok? u there? haha

Sunday, December 11, 2011

This is my story...

TITLE : YZ CAMP!! SHARE SHARE SHARE !!!

i am going to share abt my wonderful and unregrettable experience during yz camp!
honestly, speaking, if i share this in front of you, i will cry
it almost happened when i shared with my dad
okokk
the theme for the yz camp was : Show and Tell

day 1 : after school and after the two tests, i was waiting for my dad at the school gate
na xie nian song played and ahah OK BACKTOMAINPOINT!
i rushed all the packing and when i reach the presbyterian school, the sch was super awesomely cool, the blocks were named after names in the bible : Moses block, Joshua Block, Ruth block etc haha AWESOME!
finally, dad accompanied me up to the room at 4th floor where everyone was there worshipping.. time was around 730pm
when my dad left, i decided to seat on the only seat left at the back, surprisingly, the person beside me was Wen Cong, at least someone i know and i felt safe, no awkwardness
my mind was still in alot of confusion and still panting like crazy
message shared and likka woah
went to my respective grp after msg for discussion
i really want to thank God that Gaius was in my grp becos he led the discussion and to me, he is like the main leader so, i am just a leader helping to his needs and everything
my grp ppl are new - expected which is a good thing becos this will make me open up topics and stuff, i was social :)
next was supper, i didnt eat dinner so Shona followed me to get cup noodles, and so as Joey
Shona was in my grp, ok my grp ppl were : Gaius, Shona, Chelsea (came on day 2), Paul, Linus, Emma, Felicia, Daphany, Hanan, Jared, Parry, Michelle
my grp name was named after an evangelist - Jim Elliot, who got speared in the end, cut short his history!!
Jared was damn funny and the thing that Gaius told me abt our grp's victory when i wasnt there - first to reach the camp place in the morning
but due to some error, we were second but still, i was so proud
Vera was screaming when she saw me, jumping like a mouse, hahah she was so happy when she saw me "OMG SOPHIAAAAA,. I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU CAME HAHAHAHA"
it means alot to me even if its just a sentence
met Melvin and Melva hahaha (awesome friends)
and the fact that we all had tests and exams coming, we 3 decided to study at night tgt
we were studying at the canteen and with Clarence who couldnt sleep
had a heart talk with Melvin and felt so great, it not only brought us closer but have a thinking that we all along are alr close kind of thing YEAH
ahhaha, Melva couldnt concentrate cos we were talking but i did studied!
thank you Melvin, you are honestly the best brother in Christ! awesome friend in my life
we went back up to our bunks at 2am plus becos Melva studied too much!! haha
nights guys :)

day 2 :
i woke up on time hehe
it was freezing cold and i couldnt sleep becos i dont have a sleeping bag cos my hse only had one so i gave it to my brother for his sleep, floor was freaking hard hahah
brushed teeth and wash up and etc
had worship and activities
task assigned :
go out of the sch to take 3 pics related to the following topics :
1) Singapore
2) Inconsiderate Behaviour
3) God's creation
and using all 3 pics to create and perform a skid (or skit - spelling !?!?!?)
to be honest, okok i say this first, dont get it wrong if some of my sentences are like trying to say that i am leader or outstanding or outshine becos i am not showing off, nor am i being arrogant, just doing my part to enjoy and make others enjoy the camp and stuff, so i am not boasting or acting big
ok, back to the story, Gaius was MIAing and so no choice, i took lead for the grp for the assigned task, not really easy cos we got to think of story line and decide which pics we plan to take
we only had 45 minutes to explore outside but i decided to spend 10 mins for discussion and the rest just taking pics ok
Gaius didnt follow us to take pics cos he fully supported the spear idea and so he stayed in sch to do the spear haha
so this is our story line, pls laugh cos its crappy, i was editing it with Hanan and stuff ok! this is it!

Theres a foreigner named Gym Elliot(Linus), just came to Singapore and dropped off at Changi Airport (1st pics taken was the Changi Airport mrt map, representing "Singapore"). One day, Elliot was going to work as an evangelist to his working area and so he was waiting for a taxi, taxi came and he was eating his breakfast, couldnt find dustbin and so he threw wrapper on the floor before getting into the taxi (2nd pic was litter - representing "Inconsiderate behaviour). Taxi fares were expensive and happened that it was his gf's birthday and he had no money to buy flowers for her. *pardon me to interrupt, supposingly, Jared was suppose to be the gf but Gaius chose me so i got a shock cos i dont know what to do and yeah, oh wells* And so, he merely plucked a flower from the ground and prepare to give his gf. (flower was the 3rd pic - represnting God's creation). someone said the flower was from ground, gf got angry and sued him to court, lawyer (Gaius haha) punished him for the inconsideration acts and ppl spear him
hahaha not realistic but the idea is there and so it led to alot of laughter and stuff, we did a tribal dance even hahaha, choreographed by Gaius
Gaius is a talented pianist! really and also a drummer !
OMG! ok and so we did practice and stuff

ok, and so when it was our grp to perform, i felt that i was an important person!
i meant really, as i said, not boasting here
i was preparing at the backstage and even my grp members giving me eye contact and waiting for my signal before coming onto stage
i didnt even have the time to think that this was my first time contributing a major leadership role in camp but just do it and make sure everything went smooth
ok and so, after linus took the taxi, and plucked the flower, i actually came out at the wrong timing but haha i felt that i did an awesome acting!
God performed it through me, really!
ok, so i slowly stroll onstage, looking elsewhere, playing with my hair and tidying up my clothings and went up to linus "hello, my boyfriend", covered my mouth - acting shy
hahahaha, i heard laughter from the crowd (Y) awesome number 1
linus showed me the flower and when i was abt to touch it, Paul came out and said "NO! he plucked this from the ground"
and from my happy shy face, became anger! i dont know what came into me, i got possessed?
i shouted "WHAT! FROM THE GROUND!? YOU PLUCKED FROM THE GROUND!? YOU STILL DARE TO GIVE ME? I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU! I WANT TO SUE YOU TO COURT!"
with actions and movements, yzers were silent and after my scolding, everybody cheered for me, clapped for me
you know guys, hey! i was so touched that moment you know.. 2 years in this church, its not easy to make close friends who can be there to cheer for you always, and by through this act, PPL CHEERED FOR ME, CLAPPED FOR ME, SHOUTED FOR ME!
my heart was flying, i felt that i really did a 100% achievement
i felt so welcome into this church even more, like a part of them so so much
and my acting! omg!?!?! okok den we ended with a tribal dance which was meant for laughter haha, everyone laughed and yeah (Y)
i got to say when i went back to my seat, i saw alot of ppl looking at me with impressed faces
after this, michael my bro came up to me and said "eh , you can go mediacorp alr"
Ken Wei talked to me (i dont really know him, ok practically, i dont even know him) "hey sophia, ur acting was damn good, woah, like reallt damn good, you acted so well"
Grace : hey sophia, omg, your acting damn nice leh, so pro leh, cos i saw u at backstage laughing den suddenly can so fast change to anger, woah, ur acting damn good and nice
Vera : woah, today i saw an angry Sophia
OH MY GOD! I AM CALLING YOU GOD! ppl, i have been waiting for this compliments for years, not saying that i want to but i do love acting as well
feeling was like ok, dance, ppl praise me for dancing well, sing, ppl praise me for singing well but drama and acting? i dont even have the opportunity to play my role in a skid and wanting to entertain ppl
and so with all these compliments, i really was thankful that God allowed me to shine and show my talent to the ppl in camp
thanks dad, cos i inherited this from you, my dad also said i could act well cos yeah
only thing i scared was i will laugh before i act, haha
but this was my first outshine that i did in yz that made me feel that the grp needs me, that i am an important person inside

after the skid was games and activities
and becos as a leader, i let my grp play haha
sigh not captain's ball
games were fun, but under the scorching sun
Paul is damn good in frisbee!!! pro,hui meng also haha
i also helped my grp ppl to refill water bottles hehe

ok next come the massive water bomb games
we got to get someone to wrap him or her with newspaper
and the least wet person, the grp wins
melvin and my grp alliance
den after which, melva asked me for alliance
shit, cos every grp attacking melva's grp so i cant agree but cant reject
aiyah, you shld all know i suck like this so i replied "erm at the later part, if you still survive"
i instructed my grp what to do and stuff and strategies
Jared is pro! good!
and Linus haha so poor thing, he got smashed by a big water bomb from a cute little boy who was my crush, Edwin!
hahaha i made friends with him ahah he is so cute hahh, and now we are friends
LAME! but haha he talks to me at random times though~
suddenly, melva's grp bombed us, ok to be honest, i was angry and so no choice i told my grp to attack his grp! dont care!
but even before that fake alliance, KEN WEI!!
WOAH KEN WEI
SERIOUSLY KEN WEI
AND STILLL K-E-N W-E-I
ahahhahaha ok, la not so bad but he was the first one to attack my grp and he was from MELVIN'S GRP!
hey, whats with the alliance? i was kinda angry and so i told my grp to attack melvin's one, no choice
when he was making his way to my grp, i was shouting and explaining that we were alliance, he dont belive still throw throw ans throw somemore throw so many HAHA

wencong smashed damn hard
i was the main one, protecting my newspaper statue (Hanan) haha
got wet like crazy!
after this round, melva said i betray him but oh wells, come on, ur grp member threw it at my grp haha when he knew it, he was like "is it?"
hahah and so i pinky fingers with the guy that threw and him that we will alliance and surprsingly, every grp planned to attack melva's grp, and his grp still won HAHA
congrats, my friend :)
final round, melva, huimeng and my grp combined
so its like 2 big grps of 3 sub each competing each other
hahaha so we all got to protect our mascots under cardboards and cardboards
hahaha, i was in between joey and melva haha - main protectors of the front
ok, after clearing the mess, bathed and dinner and message

i sat beside Cyrus cos no more seats, woah, the row of seats were like Liqun, Yien, Cyrus, Yili, like i was sitting with important ppl haah
and i forgot to bring my bible, left it in the bunk and so cyrus shared with me :)
discussion time and we got to share, it was good under Gaius's guidance
afterwhich was supper, and Melva asked if i was going to study
yup! so meeting place was at canteen, and also tgt with Melvin who claims to be tired but i motivated him to study HAHA!
study study study! Melvin kept talking to me, i felt bad for Melva cos he was reallt concentrating until melvin changed seat and michelle came to study as well
after Melvin and Michelle went off, Melva and I had a hearttalk also haha but just abt sch only, not really heart talk, he owes me a story thats why!
yeah, so cool to hear his stories ahha but i love his way of thinking
he thinks freaking positively in life that we all shld learnt and this is how we grow, well sorry for the direct translation, i still felt so bad
hehe, he ordered mac and dipped a bbq fries for me, awww, meal from dad
thanks thanks, appreciate much
studied still 215am, and went up and nights!

day 3 :
alarm rings but i lazy to wake up hehe
ok washed up and stuff
and i led devotion
to be honest, its like leading bible study
so yeah, thank God and was so proud of myself that i did a great job, with a little of Chelsea's contribution
and i realise when i shared after evryone's sharing, there were ppl who enjoyed and even jotting down notes ! for that moment, tears filled in my heart, i know what i said was really from God although i didnt pray for wisdom of words before the leading of devotion but i am definitely sure those words were from God but right now, i forgot what i said haha, seriously but somehow can a little.. Praise be to the Lord, i taught a girl Felica how to pray today like what we learnt, and applicaiton in life
i meant, when i asked "hmm, who wants to pray?"
silence ----
hahaha, and so picking ppl or rathering volunteering urself are choices that you can choose, her prayer was nice try, and i commented "hmm, thats like a cute and innocent prayer~"
HAHA! thank God for words of wisdom.. this was my outshine number 2

next, worship breakfast and stuff
Linus finally completed his Black knight joke, super 101% lame oh seriously haha
our task was named as STREET-E, meaning street evangelism!
yup! went to orchard , my grp was far east plaza and so what we did was to pair in grps of 2.. find someone for eg
"hi, can you spare a few mins with us?" intoruction and ask them "what is life to you?" our camp tee shirt was LIFE IS _________. so the ppl got to give a word to fill in the blank
hahaha so yeah, and sharing this message that "God created this world, and humans arent perfect, and so we sinning and therefore rebellin against him, and so God sent His only son, Jesus, to die on the cross for us to save us and make our lives complete"
after msg, a candy will be given to them :) a christmas candy with lines of green, red and white and a slip of paper attached to it, explaining the meanings of the colours

i hate rejection! it really makes my blood boil like crazy
i paired with Hanan, and we met this sarcastic lady
Hanan asked "do you know who created this world?"
she answered "transformers"
!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WTS
ok fine hahah but thanks ! we did laugh but yeah! come on la
ok we approached this couple and i asked her "hi, is it alright if you spare a few mins with us? we just want to ask you a quesiton"
lady : alright, ask
me : ok what is ur view of life? whats life to you
she answered : hmm, well, life is just like a bitter-sweet candy
*WOAH, out of all the ppl i asked, her answer was the most special one
and i asked "why do you say so?"
and by hearing from her answer, it made me asked her a direct qn : are you a chrsitian?
well, shes a catholic and i replied "oh thats great!"
messgae shared to her and this was what she said "oh wow, thank you so much, can i give you two a hug?"
O.O WHAT? WHAT?> I STUNNED?
"errr....... ooo o o oo k~"
haha *hug*
this was my first unforgettable moment of street evangelism!
AWESOME!
and even Hanan, i was so proud of her, being a sec 1, she told me that she wanted to pray when i announced that we left with 3 candies
and so, we prayed in ORCHARD! AHHA behind a car for "awkwardness" reason
and she led in prayer, i praised her, so so so proud of her!
cos during morning devotion, i chose her to pray and she said NO
no to prayer to me is - never heard before and its a bold and direct rejection ans
so from hearing her prayer, the motivation was there and within less than 10 mins, 3 candies were distributed! thank God for answering our prayer
Gaius was surprised that we finished so fast
went back to sch and pastoer Edwin request us to share our experiences
he even shared abt hugging thing but didnt mention me and yz was amazed
Gaius asked me to go up stage to share with him
to be honest, i can tell you, going up to stage to share and somemore requested by a leader although i am one,IS A HUGE HONOUR THAT I WAS WILLING TO ACCEPT WHOLEHEARTEDLY
the honour and chance to share, this was my outshine number 3
thank God for everything
when i was sharing, everyone was amazed ahha, and i saw Melvin at the back, having this face of like woah, i am so proud of my sister's sharing with the yz ppl
and so, i felt so proud of myself
its like my role in my grp is so important that we all cant bear to part
i got to leave at 7pm, i told Gaius
and everyone couldnt bear to let me go, i was really moved and touched
really felt like staying but when i was abt to tell my dad if i can stay, he said he was alr at the main gate waiting for me
Grace and Shona helped me packed my bag, thanks girls :)
and ppl asking me why i got to leave like this
and ppl saying huh, why cant stay, play games, den our grp so little leaders alr
and Melvin said "woah pangsei la huh" ahah chillaz la gangster HAHA

before i left, walking...
cyrus shouted "hey yz, say bye to Michael and Sophia"
""" BBBBBBBBBB YYYYYYYYYYYY EEEEEEEEEEEE~~~"
HAHAHA bye yzers, touched to the max
Cyrus and Melvin escorted me to my dad's car
woah! and yup!! intro intro!! melvin and my dad finally got to see each other, becos both of them are interested in each other ahaha, as in like Melvin was to see my dad and know him cos he said my dad was fierce and my dad wants to see what Melvin look like haha
both guys shook my dad's hand and that was when i parted from the yz camp
sad, i miss all of them so much! how i wish i didnt have that tests so i could stay all the way!
dad treated us macs and i shared with him all stories
he was likka proud yeah!

thank God for this camp!
i will regret if that day i made that decision not to go for it
it was indeed a worth going and learning camp
where i finally got to feel and realised that i outshined tgt with the yzers brothers and sisters
where i got to feel so welcomed when i was being cheered or got applaused on.. so much
where ppl asking me why cant i stay longer?
so many memorable sentences that you wish to hear more and keep it in ur heart

and studying buddies like melva and melvin, thank you guys
it really create a close bonding between us and i am looking forward to more conversation with you guys, really awesome friends from the bottom of my heart
thank for making me laugh and making this camp like a stress relieving hangout
thank you all so much, everything
my grp Elliot all ur contributions and cute laughter and enjoyment
it made me feel good that i was doing ym job as a leader to not only lead but care for each and everyone of you
thank you Yi En so so so much for ur help, i catn do much but to thank you
Melvin also, really thank you alot from the bottom of my heart
Cyrus and Joel for organising the camp smoothly
Gaius for trusting me and composing the camp song -- you are awesome!
Shona for helping to lead at times
ppl which i made new friends with
i indeed had so much fun with you guys in camp
a camp that i will never forget and will treasure moments of heartalks and time spent in my heart
i love you all yzers
new friends made and friends levelling up to close friends, secret friends and awesome friends
thank you
brothers and sisters in Christ! thank you all so much
i love you all once again

sorry for blogging super long .. i bet this is the longest post i posted but i hope you all can feel how i felt
awesome feeling in life
how i wished my dad was there when i acted
-Melinda

time to study is tmr
melva, are you going to study tonight? haha too hardcore alr