The ballerina

Thursday, June 30, 2011

This is my story...

sorry, pls respect my privacy
but kind to think of it, its useless saying it here
becos i wont even have the guts to tell you
i am not a direct person
so put me in ur shoes before you say smth
if not my dear friend(s) will start to nag or scold me and i will start to feel guilty becos of you
i claimed it was my fault but you kept saying it was you urself who were in the wrong
so be it if you really mean it..
den you should know whats to be done and what shouldnt
sorry if i said too much

netball is later

i want to watch homerun or the INCREDIBLES as my aunt bought the dvd
not planning to do homework tonight :)
will be studying on saturday like OH FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!

today is a happy day for me SO FARRR!!!
AS I INDEED BEAT YOU DOWN!
YOU WERE SO HORRIBLY BEATEN awwww
but thank you becos i am treating you as my motivation to *****
muahahhaha!
you dont have to get it anyway!

haagen daz is awesome~!
and i miss eating cereal
sigh~
childhood life<3
-kiwi

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

This is my story...

OMG I FOUND A PEACE CUP!!!!
AND IT COSTS $73!!! OMG
OMG
OMG

PEACE IS GETTING EVERYWHERE!!!!!!
WHY WHEN I LOVE PEACE, PEACE JUST COMES TO ME!!!!!
HAPPY KIWI

This is my story...

I skipped school by accident!
crap!
got to think of an excuse which I alr thought of
since this module is abt Understanding Relationship, my excuse will be becos my parents quarrelled and I cant leave hse
sigh, hope the lecturer wont question further
as I knew it, today will be a crappy day and going to school later at 12, now is 1039am
yup yup!!
i will be telling my dad abt this, dont worry
crap!!!
my friend missed called me 6 times :O

kk, got to do my service marketing tutorial now and study
its ok, first lesson will sure talk crap i guess?
hahahah
hope so~
-kiwi

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

This is my story...

omg, seriously childish you know!
firstly, it was quite irritating of you to really distract not only me but the ppl ard you and still saying other ppl being distracting!
arent you contradicting urself?
i meant.. just dont even ....

secondly, you talked to me rudely abt smth which you are responsible for
it was ur own problem for not coming on that day, why do you make it as if its my fault?

thirdly, you didnt even call or tell or let me know when you wanted to get smth
den when i kind-heartedly waited for you, even said XXXXX XXX XXX XX?
wth?!

fourth, you showed and expressed ur jealousy just becos . .... ... .... .. .......
you should really think abt urself in order for ppl to accept you and not complaining or gossiping abt other ppl when you urself didnt even look at what you did or act

fifth, i got to admit it was my fault that i didnt study hard enough due to my tight schedule
not even a word of encouragement but
joining the joke doesnt really work at all times and unfortunately you joined in at the wrong time and that really pissed me off
seriously
I am looking forward to next other ***** and going to BEAT YOU DOWN!
I DONT CARE HOW TIRED I WILL BE BUT I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO BEAT YOU DOWN!

six, what the "whatever" are you doing? thats really childish you know? blocking my way? pls mann! if i exert a larger force and you fall down how? and you will be angry abt me for doing that or whatsoever
safety comes first dear~
so pls stop it and you are a leader somemore, know ur limits and be disciplined!

what is this? you mean even the 1st ... XX ****** you cant even let me have a peace of mind? pls spare me!

but i felt much better after i shared with my friends
sorry that i gossiped abt you (sincerely and really) but its not the first time happening from you alr =X

its wrong of me to gossip.. argh sigh
tempting me to gossip and venting my anger

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tmr is wednesday, SO NOT LOOKINF FORWARD TO IT!
wish me "luck" people
i know luck does not really exist which also means i know that tmr will be hopeless
so nothing will make a difference
WISH ME LUCK

hate the first week of school, how i wish its still holidays
i hope thursday will make my day although after that i will have netball
cant wait for friday as i will be meeting awesome ppl I HOPEEE!! PLS
but even if friday will be sucky, i still have saturday which i will get to see my awesome ppl again and sunday I will get to see and hear God!
kk, persevere and tolerate
these days will pass and the better and best has yet to come!

my aunt and uncle tgt with his wife came to "surprise" visit us today!
they were so awesome hahaha
she bought me this pair of slippers which i dont think its cheap haha
thanks Aunt and ur clothes as well
and thank you so much for everything, I hope my face will be better asap :)

Thank God I got a B for service marketing as I really did a last minute procrastination due to my tight schedule sigh
once bitten, twice shy I hope

i dont wear lipstick :P
-kiwi

Monday, June 27, 2011

This is my story...

omg, i didnt regret going to school for that one hour :)
the lecturer made my day :)
he said that we will receive our dt results on thursday!
the class kept asking qns and den silence
and i broke the awkward silence
i asked whats the highest score
and he replied 96 or 98
WOAH, WHO ON EARTH WILL SCORE SO HIGH FOR A MEMORISING BRAIN CRACKING TEST MANN! everybody also got a shocked!
i asked who
and he replied, maybe its you
hahahhahahahhaa everyone laughed

i love breaking awkward silence
hahahaha
i replied "teacher, dont action leh, give me high hopes for nothing haha"
but i think the class didnt hear the first part of my sentence as they were busy laughing
all these make me smile :)
love to make ppl smile, haa, making them laugh is even a better success for me
hopefully the my results will be fine as i am not looking forward to thursday =X

ok, class ended and I had alr clarified everything abt the project
so i really hope things will get done soon successfully
God Bless me and everybody :)
-kiwi

This is my story...

after telling you and reminding you, you still didnt do it!
OMG, how am I suppose to even trust you to do stuffs?
we are somehow facing the same thing and I am on the verge of giving up on this alr
are you going to let me face this ALONE?
we are in the same team and the rest are not even contributing at all
you are the only friend I can rely on this
pls do, i dont want to face this myself
becos it would be selfish of all of you to let me face this alone
and i cant even give up becos i dont have a choice
Dear God, i need the sense of tolerance and patience
may this semester pass fast and go :)

why must I always be the one telling you ppl what to do?
am I a leader? i dont want to be unless i dont have a choice but on this contrary, i do have a choice and that is why i dont want to
I am an ordinary person and its fine with me alr
Dear Heavenly Father, I know this is a test you put for me in my life
but before I even have this thought, I would want to ask why
why do I have to ans qns repeatedly despite the fact that they alr have the info i gave them but they just didnt bother to check again?
why do i have to bear these responsibility when I dont even have the rights to?
why cant i bring myself to scold ppl? but obviously this is a no no, i hate to sour friendships. why why and why?
but I am willingly to accept it becos I want to pass this test of URS :)

I am scared to go back to "that place"
why cant ppl just live in harmony and praise and thank God for their existence?
I am just a student and have no authority to speak
only sighing and thats all
I am living in wherever it favours me
its great to explore the world and thank God for living but deep in my heart, theres a place I would want to be in/at, right?
am I even welcomed to "that place"?

bearing alot responsibilities are beyond my limits
do i have a choice? yes i do, but somehow NO!
no choice! got to do it and bear it!

sometimes, i really want to graduate fast and find a home for myself and get independent

today, i will be attending school for only an hour~
-kiwi

Sunday, June 26, 2011

This is my story...

OMG!!! WE DID IT!
WE ACCOMPLISHED IT!
THE MISSION IS OVER!!!!
OMG!! I SERIOUSLY CANT BELIEVE WE EVEN END IT!
END IT ON THE SAME TIMING SOMEMORE!!!
OMG
FATED TO MEET YOU MANN! HAHAHA
we both indeed serve as a motivation to each other
we knew it and we act it accordingly!
OMG, FREAKING HAPPY!
best friends ah!

whats with the word "shagged" instead of using the word "tired" ?
I made a friend
her name is sihui and I think shes cute despite the fact that shes older than me haha
I am starting to really appreciate my life and myself
I love being me and being uniquely special in this world
thank God!

I am waiting now for sue to send me her report so that I can continue to finish up the proposal
argh
hectic and I am really really very tired
for the first time, really couldnt forgive myself as I ALMOST slept during the sermon
OMG, HOW COULD I
but i didnt though, went to the toilet for a while

went to the hortpark with the elderlys today
saw many types of butterflies :):):)
cool~
theres a type of butterfly called Blue Bottle hahaha
cool name right?

ate 18th Chef today and the whole dg treated my lunch !!!
i felt quite bad
nothing special today happen so I am still going to pay them back
hopefully soon~

and and and tmr i got to again send 50 smses to the netballers informing abt their training this thursday
so not looking forward to it but i got to live it with no other choices
not playing as well as my toe is still not healing as fast as wished :P

omg things are not turning fine and well
why is everyboidy asking me abt their project roles and stuff?
argh!
I thought more like I should be the one asking?
now I am really having headaches
nvm whatever it is, i just hope things will be done asap....
boo....

I love my hair
hehe :P

today while trying to sleep at 6 plus in the evening
dad came to grandma's hse holding a blue water bottle and said "mummy gave this to you"
wow, like for the first time my mum actually gave me smth?
PLS LA, THAT WATER BOTTLE WAS ALR MINE FOR LIKE DONT KNOW HOW MANY MONTHS
AND I WAS THE ONE WHO BROUGHT IT BACK HOME SO IT WAS PRACTICALLY MINE ALL ALONG
omg
so joke pls
after i told my dad, he just couldnt stop laughing
aiyo
kk gtg now
bye people
so not looking forward to school tmr
-kiwi

Saturday, June 25, 2011

This is my story...

had a great a fun time chilling in 18th chef for 5 hrs!
with joanna and nicholas
miss italian foooood ttm
ppl were filming a show
the person told us to act naturally hahahahah
fuuny!!!!

its a suria show that will be released ard august
catch me!!
hahha just kidding
the actor somemore said we were doing fine
ahah
wt
hahahha super joke!

i paid for fries!
cant believe i am treating in this crisis of my life
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA
but still, I could afford
yup yup!!

~always loving 18th Chef~

Friday, June 24, 2011

This is my story...

haha
actually, I do have expectations for guys
JUST THAT I DIDNT KNOW!!!
OMG, HOW COULD I!?!?!?!??!
I only realised when something happened and just telling myself
"i dont like , i like, i hate, i detest, i love, i want to.........."
hahaha, what a funny personality I have found in myself

basically, I dont believe in simplicity
the last time me, I felt that simplicity = me
wake up in the morning, eat breakfast, go school, lunch, make friends, go home, eat, do work, and SLEEP
and the cycle of these just continues day by day
simplicity~

observe the world and look at the ppl ard you
they are just like you but behaving differently

i feel that this is where we learnt and start learning
I am still young..
and have more things to look forward for beside ~love~
muahahhaha

live on well, be a good girl God and dad desires
thats just what dad and God wants
I will meet my perfect guy soon
time has yet to come
but with my expectations, i am sure how to eliminate and finally know and acknowledge who is the one God will be giving him for and to me :)

I sound so pathetic here but its a fact that we all are growing up :)
-Melinda is me

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

This is my story...

i dont know if you all are able to see this link but its a link from my cousin's fb!!!
she did all these herself!!!
super awesome!!!!
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.434608207931.224953.673972931&comments=1
they are fairy tales :)

argh, i dont get it why my bro loves macs to the max!!!!
although i do but eating it often will get sick and tired of it :(
oh wells, I am now left with one hectic and "OMG" project
really hope it will be done soon
didnt even have the time to study

now, i really hope i can have my ultimate fun before school officially starts so that I can regian back my motivation to study and to also do my quiet time

tmr is thursday and i wished it will be an awesome day :)
with fun and learning cool new stuffs :)
wish me best!
-kiwi

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

This is my story...

OMG OMG OMG!!!
FOREVER 21 and COTTON ON really made my day today!
i didnt buy although i really want to!
but i found smth which i have been trying so hard to explain!!!
and seriously all thanks to melody!!! she awesomely found a link which totally exactly did all the explanations to the skirt i wanted!

OMG!! yes this is the one!!!! imagine it toning in pink and another in blue
awesomely awesome!!!!
beach skirt!!!!!
something like this:

i found one in f21 today:

and and and pls give suggestions!!!!

should i buy both? or one type and which type?
i need support before the sales are over!!!!
and honestly pls tell me if the PEACE necklace suits me :)
thank you!
I loved them and the feeling remains til now 1030pm haha
and so before the feeling fades, or rather will it fade?
i dont know, should i?
its worth if i buy all
both tops are $10 each, skirt is $5, necklace is $10.

dad agreed unwillingly, bro was saying nice without looking at it -.-, grandma and melody agreed on both :)
and i know this blog post of mine is kind ~weird~ for today
hahahahhaa but be happy ahhahaha whatever
-kiwi

Monday, June 20, 2011

This is my story...

I AM SO HAPPY!!!
I FOUND MY EARRING!!
it was so kind enough to poke me in the morning when I was abt to wake up! hahaha
and I found it!
it was all along on my bed
luckily, I didnt buy a new pair
see, even my earrings are telling me to save money and my expenses hehe :P

my dad called up and said he was downstairs ard my grandma's block - coffeeshop area
my bro rushed down and left me alone at home
awwww... haha
but I managed to see my dad from downstairs!! haha
he purposely reverse his vehicle to say another goodbye!
so sweet and funny! haha

I am not looking forward to school
becos i dont feel like doing my assignments and stuff
and each week, all the days are packed hardly can i even get a nice nap or smth
but i do miss the people in school
sigh, my class didnt organise chalet, neither do Olenos
oh wells, i guess everybody is just busy like me?

hope and wish a perfect holiday will come soon!!

-awesome girl here

Sunday, June 19, 2011

This is my story...

I think I am thinking too much :(
sorry

This is my story...

today's worship was one of the best ever out of all those I been through before
I felt different!
totally different on this particular sunday, maybe partially becos its father's day
different hairstyle
different dressing - dress
different shoes
different feeling
everything was just so DIFFERENT!
AND OMG!! I MISS BLOGGING SO BADLY!

there is smth that I will be announcing soon but not now :)
but provided I tell my dad first before I blog abt it :)

today's worship and sermon were simply awesome!
and successful as well
managed to have a family lunch :)

dad loves my dressing but obviously love me more, I know right!
hahahahahahhaha
Happy Father's Day to you daddy!!!
I love you :)
thanks for being there when I needed you for advice or comfort :)
you can be my boyfriend alr HAHAHAH
just kidding!
last but not least, I really thank God for an AWESOMELY AWESOME with AWESOMENESS father like YOU!!!!!
:)

-kiwi

PS: met a new secret friend where I can confide my feelings to :)
omg, cant believe we are actually facing the exact same thing and on the same boat
I was really happy and grateful that you shared ur stories with me although we only had like 30 mins? hahahaha our part 2 shall come :) !!!!

This is my story...

I feel and felt cheated :'(

Saturday, June 18, 2011

This is my story...

I guess this story just ends like this...
now that I truly know who you really are...
go ahead and live ur life...
dont ever come back becos I wont be available for you...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

This is my story...

Thursday:
had a massive shopping OOOOO
went to 3 places which were, vivo first, followed by bugis and den ion
woah, the feeling was just like working as i did had backache
but it was worth going out
den rushed here and there and headed to church for a bible study :)
oh wells, day was long but it will be boring if i describe it here hehe :P

Friday:
maisie so joke, we were supposed to meet at harbourfront mrt
but before that i realised my bus was directly behind hers haha
i sms her and she still continue walking after the both of us alight
when i tapped and called her name, she said "i thought you were my sister"
we went to sentosa beach for sun tanning and I had sun burnt on both of my shoulders
argh, i have been typing this paragraph thrice and nothing just appears in my blog so sorry, i dont feel like wasting time
movie xmen which was awesome, den dinner with jo and nich and mel
den went for another on super 8 den home
this is my friday

Saturday:how can 111 be appeared as 241?
its so totally different -.-
I wished I could sleep more~

Sunday:
someone is sick and so silly still want to meet friends -.-
hahaha, didnt or rather never had a time to torture itself
oh wells, since you want to chnage topic, i shall not be overeacting or sensitive LORH
ur life, so let God save you then
hahahaha
-kiwi

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

This is my story...

ytd, I got to rush my BPE report as novell wanted to meet me earlier
supposingly at 5pm but due to the slow~y bus, reached at 530pm :P
haha....
gosh, I really miss her leh! and she braided her hair hahaha, so cool!
for $20!! quite ex but its nice
we went to get her yogurt and shared some interesting stories about each other haha
heart talk~ i meant haha..
novell is really a good friend to share secrets with :)
:$
hehe :P

I told her I need to buy a ring! and she replied f21!
haha expected~ sigh
didnt know why i didnt want to shop but only wanted to see rings haha
and I chose this:

ok, it doesnt appear nice here but its nice when you wear it :)
when i picked it, sue was shocked when novell said that "she chose it herself"
hahaha, SO NOT ME PLS but i like :)
maybe this ring is not photogenic? ahhahaa

kk, moving on?

met sue, miss her too!!
novell decided not to watch movie as she thinks we shld catch up more
and so, these two girls brought me to chinatown to this special shop which sells everything for $16.95
cos i told them, as long as its below $20, to me is considered cheap :)
had a hard time choosing and got nothing as i felt that nothing suits me.. oh wells
den i suggested to go to bugis and they agreed!
omg, super happy cos we are kinda like travelling everywhere and shop bits and pieces here haha

before that, we went to eat at a korean stall :)
I love to use the chopsticks
wooooooo
i love to eat the rice, i dont like kimchi haha

went to bugis!
bought a friendship band, red, white and black :)
omg bugis is a paradise!
we all bought high waist shorts!!!!
OMG, OMG OMG!! sue was like telling me, hey get get, it looks nice :)
i think so too!! haha
I know right!

den we went to walk and walk and walk
saw alot of things that I wanted to get but cant get anymore tops alr haha
so, just seeing, but dont get! haha
and and and, i bought this super cute ring again!!!!!!
freaking nice and awesomely cool~

its PEACE~!, i got a PEACE shirt and now a PEACE ring, whats next?
earrings? shoes? bag? hair(but i dont know how)? hahaha
I love PEACE~!
hmmm, shld create another slogan and it will be
AWESOMELY PEACEFUL or PEACEFULLY AWESOME?
ahhh, i dont know hahahahhahaha

after that, we all went home
took same bus as sue :)
my bus buddy haha

really had a great time out mann!!!!
I am starting to love myself more
although i cant say that I am perfectly born or perfectly characterised but its me that what I am now and will be :)
-ME is ME

This is my story...

now, it makes me realised that you are my alarm clock :)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

This is my story...

me starting to like musical boxes
and I have 2 :)

Awesome is my special word!
and panda's too!!
OOOOOOO K ~! weird!

later going to meet sue and novell and maybe theodore at vivocity
dont know what we will be watching.. hehe :P

PEACE~!
-kiwi

This is my story...

http://www.gotquestions.org/Christian-dating-service.html

http://www.gotquestions.org/difference-dating-courting.html

sigh:( I am sorry :'(

next supper pls~

Monday, June 6, 2011

This is my story...

opps, almost forgot abt you~~~ haha

sweet ice peach tea~
our "nows" and "todays" haha
=)

This is my story...

tired from work
happy happy me
simplicity just cant get out of my life
omg so excited!!!!!

tuesday: meeting up with novell, sue ppl
wednesday: facial and rest my toe (i hurt it again and now both toes are bleeding so yup!)
thursday: meeting melody at 11am and going to do an orchard trip
friday: meeting maisie IN THE BEACH!!!!
saturday: do work and projects time
sunday: self-meditation? hahahha
monday to wednesday : muahahahhaha hectic and meeting someone special tooo!!! hahaha O.O
thursday : school field trip
friday: meeting nich and ppl at marina to fly kite at the barrage
my schedule shall stop for a while, this ends at 17th june
den the rest of the day shall update soon
-rab hehe :P

Saturday, June 4, 2011

This is my story...

good morning ppl, got to rush a report and go back to anchorpoint to exchange smth hopefully, it will be success
and after that, go to somewhere INTERESTING haha :P

yup yup!!
time now is 1048am
set alarm at 10am
woke up at 935am and found my bro in my room and realised another half hour to sleep
it was raining, and he was so sweet but tooo sweet to close the window all the way, leaving no air to come in and out
hot :(
hahahaha

I feel weird as I am starting to dream of weird and random people OUT OF NO WHERE
i am serious hahahha
creepy dreams~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pit7RS4mPI0

hehe :P I am so slow to even know this song and how nice it was :P

okok, my journey shall start right now
woots~!
-kiwi

This is my story...

I like this bag!!!!!

i still feel that the blue should be darker and the yellow should be maroon

the skirt, not top!!! hahaha $19

cool~

Friday, June 3, 2011

This is my story...

sigh, teenagers know how to have fun and also know how to make their parents worry and at the same time breaking people's heart.... SIGH
no offense
ppl that I know became what they previously arent what they suppose to be
actually, theres no one who can be who they "ARE SUPPOSE TO BE"
the path is ur choice, you have the responsibility to take care of it
IP man said "我们选的路是自己走的", right? :)
although they arent really my friends, maybe friends' friends but still...
maybe I am too over caring

today after lunch, heading to the lift and saw my dad's car downstairs and so assumed he was eating at the coffee shop near my grandma's hse
honestly, i put family before school
wanted to pay a visit to my dad
but I am kinda late so i just went to the bus stop straight with an sms to my dad saying that I am going to school haha
when I was at the bus stop, after a while, my dad drove pass (quite far away), and wind down the window and raised his hand out wearing a pair of sunglasses haha
i immediately smiled and really laughed out loud but i felt no shamed cos the person who waved at me even when he was driving is very precious and important to me :)
I guessed my dad felt no shame too
thought he would send me to sch but oh wells, he got to go so YUP!
daddy, although i know you dont read my blog despite persuading you pathetically last year but just want to say that "I LOVE YOU" :)

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OMG, I DREAMT OF YOU THIS MORNING!!!!!
my honour plss haha!
gosh, i really got a shocked when I woke up like omg omg omg
you were squatting at the busstop crying desperately, and i immediately went over and asked if you were ok and followed you home
it was awkward between us but i wasnt feeling that way OMG
OMG, den ur house was a chocolate and sweet factory and the other side was like slides EVERYWHERE!!!!! you know playground slides, high and low ones
omg, i climbed to the wrong one-blocked by a wall, you climbed to the correct one
more like a maze
and when I turned back, i saw 2 of my fairfield friends OMG
haha, i woke up at 1030am cos i set that alarm and i know i will be super tired

talking about tired, i had learnt smth today
never ever sleep in the bus
i almost missed my stop today while heading to school
only when i heard alot of footsteps and decided to open my eyes and i saw my sch
:O
i felt embarassed as there were ppl looking
as in they saw me sleeping, den waking up and next alighting the bus =X

today is officially the last day of school
i didnt feel like going home
i remembered last time during secondary school, my friends and i will celebrate blah
and so i went to anchorpoint and bought stuffs
cant stop smiling when i was heading home in the bus
haha
thinking of hilarious things that happened during primary school and also what i bought

i have spare time hahah so happy
i am starting to like tribal stuffs hahh
oh
i saw this cute bag while browsing

AND AND AND
I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU I SHOW YOU

NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA and i bought this butterfly earrings forrrr.......

guess for how much? i wont tell you.. haha jk
my grandma guessed $2 and $15, anymore answers?
well, I bought it for $1 hahaha
worth it to the maxx right?
i even asked the counter person for confirmation of the price haha JOKE!

today has been great, as for the tests, whatever it is, I will just leave it to God
sorry for this long post but too many things are happening in our lives
I just got to note them DOWN HERE, yes RIGHT HERE! at melindalovesbrownies
ok, I am crapping

i wish everyone all the best in their tests for those who are in the midst of it :)
and take care people :)
smile always~!
-kiwi

Thursday, June 2, 2011

This is my story...

can i blog again? haha what a question
I was almost late for test today
waiting for the bus for like 20 over mins, no choice
and ppl are cutting the grass, making the insects crawling here and there
well, since today's test is over, got to eat twisties for a mini celebration for myself and everything!
and sleep

when I stepped into class, everyone was there but i was glad i wasnt late
immediately the teacher called my name
i was blurred
oooo, he was taking attendance, glad i made it on time somehow
finished the paper in 30 mins i guesss... i dont know
a guy from micah's class finished it in 20 mins time
likka OMG!
crazy!
I hate to memorise but i love to do memorising test
cos as you write everything out, you feel relieved
that big huge load in ur brain is drained out hahahaha
thank God for today

teacher knows my effort :)

didnt eat macs but still, my dad owes me muahahhaha
goodnight ppl, gonna celebrate it!
and watch american's next top model :)
woots~!
I am finally free to have my own leisure!!!
omg
like no tired or being busy
although I am still but going to just take a mini break
ok, i blog too much abt it
bye people
smile always
-kiwi

This is my story...

"Everyone's pretending.
Some time you just have to pretend like you didn't see anything;
Some time you just have to act like you didn't know anything;
Some time you will have to give in to everything, to be happy.
But at the end of the day, who is truly happy?
What is it that gives us the will to smile as if nothing's happen? What gives people the power to be ignorant? They have a choice, yet they chose to be "clueless" when they know everything. They'd rather be stupid or naive for they think it'll actually help. They don't know if it's gonna be worth it, we did it anyway."

someone I respect alot wrote this :)

This is my story...

OMG OMG OMG, I AM SUPER HAPPY!!!!!!
YES ITS FINALLY OVER BUT NOT REALLY OVER BUT STILL HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
sorry people, I know I havent been blogging for likka WOOTS~!

haha, but anyway, now exams are over but it doesnt mean that I am free
projects and projects with some ppl................ yup yup!!
so lots of things to do!
but I am just happy that I can have the time to blog again

many things happened and many things changed
changed my life too
oh wells, Boaz said "life sucks, just move on"
hmmm, i wont say that life sucks but it suck in an awesome way that makes us people stronger, agree? so if I say life sucks, it does not literally suck but it suck in beneficial way :):):)

yeah, be joyful!
for God says so HAHA :P

haven been eating fast food for months and going to eat later
dad treating me soon
going to eat with friends too
so its fastfood X3

something which i felt very bad for myself
i feel hypocritical
sigh~
I should stop this like seriously
very evil :'(
utter disappointment
-bad kiwi