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The Ballerina
The Ballerina
About me

I am the melinda~poo! in Fairfield.
I am the kiwi gal~! in Ngee Ann.
I am the lover and admirer of the BEACH!
I love the country Italy, Venice.
I wish and hope I will be able to make a trip there soon :)


Sophia Han
My speech
"You will never know only when you try!!" -melinda~poo! "Make others happy before you:)" -kiwi gal~!
"Forever and Always.."

My Gender
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Male
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AWESOME LIFE

o Dancing
o Singing
o Acting..
o Designing + Drawing :O
o Posing???
o Laughing (YES)
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Monday, February 28, 2011
This is my story...

Its the last day of this month and tmr its MARCH!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
well, although its march, theres always happiness and sorrows.. yup!
but all I know is that sorrow comes before happiness, so I will be happy :)

I cant study ITL anymore
its really killing me
I want to work, rest, do what I want
memorising the 6 chapters are really killing me
I cant read anymore now
when I look at it, my mind will immediately go to somewhere else
how? I really cant wait for it to be over
I just want to finish the paper and really relax
my life is complicated enough for me alr
and it can be even more complicated

forgive me readers, reading my complains... sigh
really wish me all the best yea~
and those friends of mine, all the best and do your BEST ok

Aaron, I miss you
I felt that I had changed back to a bad girl alr
I need to talk to you more in order for me to get back to the "O^O BEST~! >P<" kiwi gal~!
and maintain it for long...... serious
hahahahahhahahhaa, pls update yeah!

and yes ppl, one more day and it will be over
come on, stupid ITL, really!!!!!!!!!!!
-kiwi gal~!


Sunday, February 27, 2011
This is my story...

I cant study :(
its hard and my friends are feeling the same way too ...

today, went to IKEA to eat with my dg grp
and I ate the kids meal ahhaha, so cute- i meant the plate hahah
and cool~
and they started asking me why I ate so little
so I said cos I am on diet, too fat alr
and they lol and said my weighing machine is spoilt
HAHA, NO LOH
not spoilt, and i found out smth, which was I lost 2 kg!!! OMG
SO HAPPY~!
haha...

after that
couldnt resist the temptation to go cotton on,and so was rachel
we went and I found the dont know what jacket I was talking abt!!!! cool~

I want longer legs!!!
and I realised smth abt my eyes
they are changing, changing to the same
last time, when I looked into the mirror, one of my eyes is single lid and the other one is double lid
I wanted both single lid cos my bro has that and his eyes are like O to the M to the W or G
now, both becoming to double lid and I prefer this than to both single HAHA
-kiwi gal~!


Saturday, February 26, 2011
This is my story...

woo... OMG memorising things are really a headache to me
dont just read but understand!
thank you andy.. haha I managed to finish it though
got to do a bit of recap later and continuing on chapter 4 tmr

ok, got to eat dinner now

GO! GO!! GO!!!
-kiwi gal~!


Friday, February 25, 2011
This is my story...

hi people, its me again here
finally got over with the maths paper!!!! YEAH!!!
cant wait to fight with ITL
cant wait to work.. hopefully I can find one haha
today's maths was neck cracking haha becos I tilted my head while doing it.. for 2hrs

waited for my bus for 33mins today.. super long
I got to be in school at 200pm and it was alr 145pm
there was a china woman, I think she also waited for super long, ard 45mins I guess :O
yeah, no choice, took a cab in the end
I arrived just in time!

the examiner was hilarious, he has different expressions when he does things ahah
chace's new haircut soooo cute hahahah
and yet he said it was sarcarsm.. no loh, its true
melinda doesnt lies!

OMG
I found smth new
sorry if I am jumping into conclusion
i dont know if its really true and i dare not ask you
firstly, you said you love this girl and told me clearly that you will focus on ur work career and let things take its course but seeing ur info, you are somehow attached?
I dont know what you told me was true or not
are you cheating urself or you are just saying it truthfully? but ur blog wasnt
what you told me motivates me to "let nature takes its course" , "focus on work and rely on God's plan" but you are acting in another way
is it a one sided love? pls say no cos the feeling is just horrible..
I somehow felt cheated
you said it so nicely and grown up but behaved in another way???
I trusted and respected you so much and found out abt this makes me..
dont know who to trust or rely on this motivation anymore :(
sorry if i said too much
cos somehow I still dont know if its true but it seems true alr... sigh

I dont know
I love secondary school times and hated it after that
WHY?
why do we make choices without thinking of its conquences?
haiyo

nvm, I shld be happy
kiwi happy

tmr will be studying ITL
GO! GO!! GO!!!
-kiwi gal~!


Thursday, February 24, 2011
This is my story...

woah!! I found out smth so surprising today!! like a total hahahah
oh wells
I dont feel like studying
partially becos this com is on?

hmmm
everyone is getting into a r/s
especially last year.. like my friend chain or my friends' friends
hiashhhhhh... quite scared and concern for them though
ok, I feel so dumb talking abt this like this

ok, as some of you all may know, tmr is the MATHS paper!!!!
woots~! which also means, one more paper to go after that
which also means, march is coming
which which which also means, holidays are coming
I am going to do alot of stuff
having many thoughts abt it alr and hope things will go well
I am going to save money like crazy
cos really needed
and I might be doing a photobook
like a book abt ME!
how i grow up since young and confessions made inside
yup yup!!
cool right? I hope maybe I can get to do it!

alright! sad people be happy and happy people be happier :)
kiwi loves you
-kiwi gal~!

study hard, I miss you :)


Wednesday, February 23, 2011
This is my story...

stop it and just keep quiet
you have been nagging since 13.31pm til now 16.16pm
wt.... seriously!
you said it wasnt ur business at first
you said you stood on both sides but you dont even seem to be on mine
I told you repeatedly times and don know how many times alr
the same thing over and over again
and you were still repeating them over and over again
you said you know how I feel.. you really do?
you said you know what you were talking abt.. you really do?
you said you know you were talking too much.. do you really do?
when I told you its enough, you kicked ur legs like a small kid
who are you?
reading the ten commandments to me even when I dont know you respect them or not
seriously! things are alr too worst to be worsen AND YOU KNOW ABT IT
why do you still want to add fuel to the fire
I AM SERIOUSLY REALLY TOTALLY DEADLY GUILTY ALR
what more do you want?
complacent!
telling you ENOUGH made me feel that I am against everyone and making me feel that I am indeed a bad person, why?
why do you still want to talk abt it when you said it was the past
I dont know what you want!
sorry!
you thought you knew alot and too much alr
you wont know how i feel AT ALL
I have no one now who fully supports me
I know I dont deserve but since you think it was my fault den just seriously KEEP quiet
and enough!
I couldnt control myself ytd and you know it
you thought it was for show? how could you?
you slammed the door, boast to me you prayed for me
I prayed for you too!!!
kept saying"now, listen.. listen ok, this is ....."
STOP IT SERIOUSLY
I politely explained things to you that it takes time and you said you know, understood
SO JUST DONT TALK ABT IT ANYMORE!
why do you still want to act smart
argh! enough!

thank you after for 3hrs, you made me smile :)

yeah! didnt memorise chapter 6 and got 70% woots~!
cos for this is the chapter, was the first chapter i started
for this chapter, didnt really listen in class, so when I read it, it was so interesting HAHA!

ok, my lips are super dry like crazy :O
its hard to live with it
and today went to visit this physician, another one
and was told that my ankle will recover at least 6 months !!!! oh no!
but no choice, got to leave with it, nothing wrong with the bone
this month, I spent too much alr
not me, I meant ppl who paid things for me
for my ankle and face.. omg
aiyo
sigh

hey grape, how are you doing?
and blueberry, you must be mugging hahahaha!
all fruits of the world, kiwi power here
thank you so much joanna... really needed that ytd although nothing was told
study hard ok? hahahaha
-kiwi gal~!


Tuesday, February 22, 2011
This is my story...

OMG.. after I prayed again at the stairs
started holding that stack of chapter 2 papers to memorise
all the words (black) turned RED!!!
I FREAKED OUT!
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME OR MY EYES?
AM I POSSESSED? OR AM I JUST TIRED OR IS IT JUST A NORMAL THING FOR A HUMAN WHO READS TOO MUCH?
I am sure!
it was red, all red
I kept blinking my eyes and still red
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
this kind of red
I drank water and finally saw black words
ok, creepy but I do not have the time to find out or think
my mind was crazy today
either too full to contain anything or what
i dont know
I tried my best to memorise alr :(
tired
still feeling very tired

going to do maths later
and really pray that tmr I will be able to memorise things again for chapter 3 and hopefully 6 :(
didnt manage to memorise chapter 4
hmm
goodbye world and hopefully my leg recovers soon :)

woke up at 430pm O.O
eyes cant be hyper

auntie, the envelope thing, its actually nothing much
its a small problem.. solved alr :) thanks for ur concern ahaha <3
-kiwi gal~!


Monday, February 21, 2011
This is my story...

Hi world, I dont think I am feeling well
I am having headache even after a nap :(
study was cool today
I decided not to study at home but at a staircase :D
-BUTT PAIN
the wind was big
before I studied, I prayed to God that no one will come into the stairs
but it makes sense also, no one will come to the stairs at 32th storey hehe

sorry, I still cant be not angry with you
more of disaapointed
nicholas and jo said smth which I felt that made sense ytd
things could be better if I really explained to you
but I wont until I have found the envelope
I tell you!
until I have found the envelope den I will go home if not, I will move out myself
I know this is a big fuss I am creating but the envelope represents a friendship that I want to treasure
you are not treasuring me, so why should I treasure you? :P:P:P
argh
I hate this contradicting feeling
if I do this, is it even glorifying God?
ok, maybe I will just make things unspoken
the most important thing is that I just want to know where the envelope go to?
stop running away the fact!

I always felt tired easily OH NO
how? I studied only chapter 1 of ITL
cos I couldnt take it studying another chapter... seriously headache!
head pain
but I forced myself to do it.. sorry sophia den halfway I decided not to do it
it might cos brain damage and now I am taking a strong medicine for my face
so I dont want to spoil my body and also not forgetting my ankle :(
sigh, this year's life is really tough
but I am going to pull through and show YOU that I am stronger than you
I can complain here but not on earth :)
slept for 2 hrs
woke up and still having headache
I guess I shld bathe and continue doing another chapter ITL
WISH ME BEST~!

God thank you so much for today
You answered my prayer and gave me nice results when I took the review exercises
I got 90% for chapter 1 and 5 of ITL
others I have not taken
there are 6 chapters in total and all needs memorising skills
I believe I can do it
if I fail, PRAY!

Trust and rely on God fully~!
-melinda~poo!

yes! I miss the melinda~poo! spirit! got to be happy always and think on the bright side :)


Saturday, February 19, 2011
This is my story...

I dont wish to talk abt ytd :(
this morning, I finished the last antibiotic SO HAPPY!!!
I SHALL SHOW YOU MY HARD WORK AND ENDURANCE FOR THE PAST 60 PLUS DAYS


haha, people, arent you all proud of me?
hmmm!
I went to visit the doctor again today and the doctor prescribed me another form of antibiotics called ISOTRETINOIN
:(
its super strong and have side effects :O
so I got to try my best to keep myself healthy
ppl, I really hope and pray that you all can pray for me
I was afraid that I might die after consuming it, really!
got to take one once a day
and I got to consume it for 6 months!!!! :O
imagine.. until september I guess.. oh no!
but no choice also
and its not cheap at all
aiyo! again!
hahah
I spent 2hrs and 30mins, doing revision on chapter 6 of ITL
thank you grandma and aunty, you especially grandma, motivated me alot after what recently happened <3
ok, ppl.. I cant have late nights anymore and got to sleep now..
bye bye
-kiwi gal~!
Dear God, I pray that this motivation will last long :)
I will save money
I will just keep quiet next time =x



Thursday, February 17, 2011
This is my story...

omg, I dont know why I cant study... oh no how?

is it becos theres a laptop in front of me? I guess so
even if i remove it, I wont be able to concentrate
argh, stupid exams, always come at the wrong time
no choice, I dont know why, I feel like doing smth which is related to not spending time wisely and stuff
oh no
how? I cant dont care anymore....
I got to chiong tonight no matter what
sorry face, I disappoint you again
omg, where did that hardworking spirit go to?

I want to shop!
but I want my face to get better?
and got to save $90 first! which I guess going to take me 3 weeks (Y)

3 more days of schooling
first day is ECONS test
second day will be maths exam
third will be ITL exam which is the most headache one
how how how?


I am really damn scared and cant study
crap!
oh well, as what I said, I wont be doing as well as last semester
as long as I promote and dont retake exams, I am thankful enough oh no oh no
how?

aaron, where are you?
I really need motivation from you
ever since we lose contact due to alot of projects and stuff, I am starting to slack like crazy
I dont want to break the promise between O^O BEST~! >P<

I am sorry... tonight, I dont care alr
I am really going to throw everything to netball and take away all distractions I may have
oh no
I really wasted alot of time doing stupid stuff
stress!!!!!!
oh no, seriously, I know I dont deserve to be prayed but pls pray if you have the time to
I need motivation and mood to study, dont care tired or what
sorry ppl... argh!


btw, I found this unglam photo of me
this is during my sec 4 SYF dance competition called Quilt Cover
we took it before the make up and hairstyling haha

oh crap! ok, I will try again! I am going to study study study!!!!
-kiwi power pls!!!


This is my story...

sigh, first thing in the morning and I saw you :(
its a sad thing
really!
my dad told me alot and I cant tell you as its hard
how to let you know by not breaking ur heart?
its never ever going to work
he told me to pray for you but time and again things just shows up
you really change but I understand
we are like separated you know? less time being tgt and stuff
sigh, so sorry.. its really sad, miss those times and I dont know if those times will be back
after everything, you will become hurt and dont want to face the world
or rather, during still, you maybe just treat me as a normal passerby or a friend to cling on to ?
I know you dont mean it but .... sigh
sorry to say, I have been trying to get over it alr
I am doing my very very utmost best
and I really want to know everything thats happening which you didnt tell me or explain
yes, the feeling is nice, I know but still.... sigh
sorry, really sorry, I know I am in no position to say abt this but just really want you to be safe and happy
are you sure this is the right path for you?
I have no comments

hmmm... today is thursday and I finally have no other cared but to go netball
omg, I cant take it! I really have to go!

ok, got to study now people... exams are coming

btw, I got a B for my WP.. OMG
sigh but kind to think of it, this is what I deserve
I think I wont be doing as well as last semester, yup!
also, dont know why I just dont feeling like studying and want holidays super badly to come :(
-melinda~poo!


Wednesday, February 16, 2011
This is my story...

last night, it was a "terror" to me.. OMG
I dont know why suddenly I took out the "essay" to read
I dont know why suddenly I took out my SS notebook to read the 131 reasons
omg
I think the feeling is tempting me to get back
is it?
I dont know :O
but that was sec3 and sec4
I still remembered those times ahahhaaha
I read and kept saying "oh yeah yeah! haha"
making myself excited.. oh no, how?
Jo, you got to find the first two pages of the essay, got to, they are important to me!
pls try ur best ok? :) thank you

today theres no school and I am studying at home
later got to go for facial
and tmr got to go for netball training, I guess I will be playing GK haha
hmmm

looks like valentines was tragic to most of my friends... sigh... feel bad for them but I cant help
only God knows, right?
yes!

and I watch the video abt the girl who got cheated by her bf with another girl on valentine's day
super sad but I dont know if its true abt it
sigh

ok, got to study.. now
I LOVE BROWNIEs...
melinda~poo! is back, not kiwi gal~! for the time being alright?
cereal~
-melinda~poo!


Tuesday, February 15, 2011
This is my story...

Happy Birthday to you, Kae Shin, Siew Rong and the people haha

its tuesday and I tied a bun to schoolas my pony tail is like a bit screwed :P
met sue and yixuan at atrium to do maths
I am starting to have problems with maths alr :O
so will be asking the teacher later
hmmm
this will be the last week of school
last netball training also :(

this is the second tuesday I am gathering at atrium
and for the past 2 times, I saw this couple (indian) always tgt with a chinese guy friend
and they are like "tan lian ai" in front of the guy =X
its likka oh my word pls
why are you doing this in front of someone?
as in wont you feel awkward or smth?
or worse, your might even make the guy feel that he is a loser as he doesnt have a partner
its like ... ... I dont know
its a "shaking head" sigh...

ytd was Valentine's Day and I really envy Huimin
OMG, her bf waited for her outside our classroom with a bouquet of roses!!!
wow, so sweeeeet~
and she super joke
she said she will be going to some dont know what restaurant to eat and if she dont turn up for school tmr, it means FOOD POISIONING haahhaha

now we are listening to http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkHJ2-zoSB4&feature=relmfu as sue requested hahaha
and she said its f***ing nice HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
funny leh she!

I love being tired
I am happy and thankful for GOD putting me in or on earth

started from PWS kindergarden
fairfield methodist primary school : 1G, 2A, 3B, 4B, 5D, 6D
CCA: red cross
fairfield methodist secondary school: 1B, 2A, 3B, 4B (never get a C class)
CCA: fairfield dance
ngee ann poly: Logistics Management (school of business -engineering)
CCA: netball

hmmm, I wonder what will happen next?
God, I want many friends!!!!!
haha.. I want a voice, a graceful one
but before all thesem I should request, I should do my part first to obey and serve You<3
Dearest God, can you be my bf? HAHAHAHAHHA
simple request, so that I need not find someone so difficult that got to glorify You
I can just glorfy you just by being with you (Y)
enjoy abundance of food and blessings?
OK, PPL, I THINK I AM TALKING NONSENSE, SERIOUSLY
finding someone to be with and glorify God is not easy
finding someone right takes TIME
yes, God, you be my temporarily bf den .....
haha yes

going to the physian again for a foot massage again
I am happy that I overcomed the capsules consumption (Y)
thank God for everything
-kiwi gal~!


Monday, February 14, 2011
This is my story...

Happy Valentine's Day!!! <3
I am feeling so bored today
feeling nauseous and weak this morning
luckily I met Win Jill in the bus so we talked and I felt much better
she gave me her water too!! so nice~!

I am tired and wont want to be tired anymore
I got to be hardworking alr
bye ppl
-kiwi gal~!


Sunday, February 13, 2011
This is my story...

Tmr is valentine's day
oh wells, I am just going to treat it like a normal day

and I am super pissed right now
its like "hao xing mei hao bao"
and "shen zai fu zhong bu zi fu"
so what if you are rich? like I care?
felt insulted, felt being look down on, felt being bullied also
YEAH LA, MY SCHOOL EVERYDAY HOLIDAY ONE LA
if you think that my school always holiday, you might as well also dont ask since you alr know the ans
and so what if you ask? you wont gain anything

bullying the elders and the youngsters, where is ur moral value?
if you dont treasure the ppl ard you, den when they passed away, dont say you regret!
I have been tolerating alr.. so what if you are smarter than me?
so what if you are richer than me? SO WHAT?
becos of how you treated me and the ppl ard me, I HATE RICH PPL!
seriously! CHILDISH

and I wanted to help you cos I understand you were just hiding ur troubles only
as theres no one you can turn to
I helped you and you even said things like you didnt expect me to do it, you said that it could be too impossible that tmr will rain.. OMG, sarcasm, I have that in my dictionary
its hurting you know
I felt what I helped was nothing

and you also kept thinking you are so smart, complacent, I told you alr
but you think you were just playing as a nice person, yes you are but too much alr
I am alr angry and you know that, sorry to say, dont provoke me.. but cant be blame, you are still young and have many things to learn

I am so tired and having peer pressure soon, you still say that I am lazy to do stuffs (not putting my jacket into the washing machine)
what if I said I was helping you, helping you to save water , since you said washing clothes are tiring and you are sick!?!!??!??!
do you even know i was hurt or suffering internally? if you dont know, stop assuming you are always right
and I didnt say I am a clean girl
I didnt say at all, stop jumping into conclusions
and you finally made me teared

ppl reading this post.. what have I done wrong? which part am I wrong?
so many ppl are hurting me and I alr had enough
what what what?!?!??!

stay positive +++
only God knows what happen and how I feel best!

sorry people, I got to do work now
sigh
life is getting tougher each day
I wonder why didnt I experience this during sec sch but now :(

I wrote a long prayer to God today in my note book :)
ok, smile!!!
hmm, I wrote what I got to say to Him and finally everything, yeah!
felt more worth now
sorry God that I neglected you
I will motivate myself to honour, serve and obey you!
I will be patient and I will try
-kiwi gal~!

PS: people reading this post are not allowed to question what happen or spread abt this unless I allow you to or you are my close friend.. sorry and thank you


Saturday, February 12, 2011
This is my story...

I love Mr Ganesan!
http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=1354237736
haha, I really miss my school times
I miss sec school, really!!!
those moments when I am crazy, when I am emotional, when I am blur, when my friends without fail always stood up for me, when I am stress, when I dance, when I do my dnt project, when I made friends with the canteen uncle and the bookshop auntie, when we make teachers having headaches.. haha
everything!
those times when I am really crazy haha
I miss being childish HAHA

I cant study on saturdays :(
-kiwi gal~!


Friday, February 11, 2011
This is my story...

this is the second post for today :)

I discovered alot of things while travelling back home from school
someone told me this
"it was raining
imagine the top view of a car ok?
top view of a car = the earth where we live

the raindrops falls and landed on top of the car = we live in a tempting world
the raindrops represents the temptations we face each day, coming to us non stop
the drops of water on the car represents our problems or obstacles we face
for those who fall into temptation, they ended up forming puddles of water (starting from a raindrop to a puddle of water, creating big trouble, and also leading to many problems or pulling ppl into the picture etc)
as their problem gets bigger, the puddle of water starts to roll or flow ard, causing the other puddles of water to form tgt
and when we refused to repent, we ended up rolling DOWN from the car, leading to the pathway to hell
as a puddle of water rolls down, there are still some drops of water left on the car
these could be the ppl who decided to repent and seek for forgiveness. they in turn, stayed where they are and evaporate to the sky = repent wholeheartedly and you will go heaven"

cool~
hahahahahahaha
I thought alot in the bus today
my life? the ppl ard me? everything

thank God today
when the bus was driving
behind me, I suddenly heard a loud BANG!
I thought it was a bird shooter but no one would open the fire in a rainy day, right?
ok, it was either a lightning striked a tree and it BANGed on the road or smth
really thank God whatever it was, I am alive and everyone in the bus was fine
Although I couldnt see what was behind of the bus but from reflection I saw a big thing smashed against the ground. and I guessed no one was hurt also cos the sound was banged flat on the floor, nothing crashed was heard. thank God

James seah smiled at me today hehe... haha woots~!

WP test is finally over yes... I really hope that I wont take it again, yeah!
sleep sleep sleep!!!
-kiwi gal~!

YOU ARE WEIRD!


This is my story...

OMG, I feel stupid again
and its always only me
this is like I think the 2nd time alr
argh!
the previous time, I ended up going home with zipeng
haha.. and now??? :(
I came school early and realised that theres no maths class
and both of the times are maths lesson... wtj

netball was really tempting!! I hate to watch, my hands and legs are feeling itchy alr
I really want to play :(
next week willl be the last week we are going to have netball training
and I hope I can play, maybe just play GK or smth else...
but be crazy!!!!!
woots~!
NO MORE DANCESPORTS!

ytd's test was super screwed, not only becos of my ankle but also becos of the whole class which didnt practise at all

ahahaha, we all forgotten the steps

sigh, how to get A? hahhahahahha

I cant eat potato chips anymore, if not I will grow another pimple :(
so sad

after school, I will be going to see the chinese physician again
hopefully for the last time cos its really unbearable
but I really do hope that my leg can recover fast

sigh...


oh, today while travelling, suddenly a though came into my mine

feel like going to bugis to shop hahahaha

its been so long ever since I really go out and have fun

but I feel that when my face recovers den I can shop

cos thats when its really worth dressing up urself

some ppl I see in my school
they are really fashionable but.......... you get what I mean right

ok, no offense, just take me as an example
for eg, if I really dress super nice and highly fashionable, I may look nice in terms of dressing up only
if my complexion is drop dead, den I can consider that really pretty and well-dressed

no point dressing up so well if you dont have the looks right?
unless, ur inner side is good, but it takes time for ppl to know you

I really pity these ppl... sigh :(
something like this??? haha, a sleevless white top and wearing this sleeveless jacket over, and maybe a pair of shorts but not this colour.. ahahaha, carrying a sling bag? the one andy you gave it to me? and tie a bun.. or adding a ribbon or flower on ur hair? oh oh oh, and shoes, but silver one? thinking of brown but its so not me.. maybe a simple kind but not slippers! hahahah smth like this.. argh.. wow, my description is "fantastic!"

cant find a specific description... but yeah! I know can alr ahahhaha




:)

-kiwi gal~!


I dont know, if I shld dress this way, any comments, feel free to tag by
maybe this I will only dress this way when my face gets better..


Thursday, February 10, 2011
This is my story...

I guess I wont be blogging tonight so I am blogging now
its 1256pm now
and I still have lots to study abt WP for the test tmr
whats the difference between understanding and memorizing???

I am still really tired
and there are lots to do
sigh, I will really chiong tonight, dont care
might not be sleeping
I know this is last min but I want to feel a sense of accomplishment
ok only for one night
anyone misses me, can drop me a call or a sms hahaahah JK

den I will sleep all the way on friday, dont disturb me ok
hahahahaha
ok gtg bye people
-kiwi gal~!


Wednesday, February 9, 2011
This is my story...

today is wednesday
I finally found a seat in the bus.. haha!
I cant balance in buses.. I will just fall
my leg was lika white egg

Chace asked if I needed a wheelchair.. HAHA

aiyo, I lazy to blog now

face got better alr
got to eat 12 capsules a day... huat la!

got to study WP
all the best ppl

I miss 4JS and Random 6 + "dont how many" hahaha

tmr will be having dance test so yeah!
hope I can "guo guan"
and netball, crap, got to blow whistle again!
sian!
I want to play :(
-kiwi gal~!


Tuesday, February 8, 2011
This is my story...

heard from Sue that Taylor Swift's concert will be held tmr haha
I dont even know how she looks like
and now den I know why Micah said he saw Taylor Swift at orchard... JOKE RIGHT!?!?

today while walking to atrium to meet sue, Melvin called me
he freaking awesome friend mann!
really deserved a hug from me~!
without ulterior motive, he really cared abt what happened to me :)
super touched ttm
although he kept joking ard and stuff but could really see that he cared for me
some ppl may seemed to care alot for you as they really wanted to know what happened
but some for the wrong intention yeah!
so touched he even used that small little time to let me share bits and pieces with him
and surprisingly he knows Sue
so when sue arrived, he told me and said that my story will be continued soon ahhaha
nice friend mann!
thank you melvin<3

maths class was rushing like crazy
hahaha.. busy ttm also!

after school, I went to the Quan Xu Dao for a foot massage
I thought they would more like crack my leg here and there and things will be fine
but instead, they pressed all the way to my bone
omg
luckily, beside me was a pole so that I could grab on it
omg, really unbearable since I have been tolerating for the past 10 -15mins until I couldnt anymore
I starting crying, tears started falling like a fountain
the person even apologised to me, I felt so bad
I didnt mean to cry, if I was stronger than perhaps she would not feel that guilty :(
she didnt dare to "xia shou" cos she knew that I was cooling and tolerating the pain
yup!! the whole thing was abt 20-30mins, I guess..

medicine was given and NOW I GOT TO SWALLOW 6 CAPSULES TWICE A DAY!!!
omg, pls God, I really need a smooth throat
swallowing one is killing me everyday alr, now jump to 6?
maybe next time when I old, I will be sick so I got to start training to swallow medicine???

now, my leg is bandaged AGAIN and I walked like a cripple AGAIN
omg! sigh, cant play netball alr, and this thursday will be having dance test, crap!
somemore got to tap on the ground.. oh no!
pls bless me...
got to study rules of netball again in case I forget and blow whistle at the right time
got to train
omg so many things to do again
I am forever busy
I really need to relax
but I am grateful to be what I am now :)
-kiwi gal~!


Monday, February 7, 2011
This is my story...

hi people

daddy, I LOVE YOU!!!
thank you so much for everything
I gained and had learnt
what I think can make sense but might not be right at all
ALWAYS GO BACK TO THE BIBLE
LIVE BIBLICALLY
do not fall into temptation
if God really give you His blessings, you will only know til the end
but if you are blinded, not sure, love to do things in ur way, DO NOT ASSUME!
as things may just get worst
whatever it is, repent and follow God
serve God til the end of ur last breath
do it til what you can
DO NOT MAKE USE OF BIBLE STUDIES FOR OTHER REASONS COS IN THIS WAY, YOU ARE MAKING USE OF GOD!

start anew, KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT IS WRONG
make use of the time as you are living on earth to learn Christ's values
be Discipline and self controlled
live like Christ

Matthew 7:13
not that everyone does it, you got to do or have it
you got to work for it
seek for the Lord's kingdom first!
as for the rest, God will give them to you
we got to work for it and it is not easy
as the gates of heaven are narrow
as for the gates which are wide and broad, leads to destruction
again. Matthew 7:13

ytd, I saved someone haha!
he or she i dont know who, was trapped in the lift
so I called the hotline
and the friend was panicking outside, hoping that somehow the lift door will open
I was happy that I helped
yeah

hmm, today is a new start
yup yup!!
and I was so attentive in class, really

ok got many things to do so yeah!
and ppl who read the previous post, I delete alr and request for ur permissions not to question anything.. thank you unless you are really my close friend, knowing me inside out
thank you and sorry
-kiwi gal~!

GOD BLESS YOU!


Saturday, February 5, 2011
This is my story...

hello people, my bro says hi
he was so nice to me
he gave up the trip to DESARU just to accompany me at home :)
haha..
<3

finally I am done reading econs
the last 2 chapters were hard to understand.. sigh
its quite troublesome and pressurizing when you dont get what you want to get
yup yup!!

going to facial later.. in 3hrs 22mins and 31 secs of course hahaha

oh, my holidays starts at 26 Feb but my examination ends at 2nd march..
-kiwi gal~!


Friday, February 4, 2011
This is my story...

going for reunion dinner soon.. in 3hrs time !!!!
finally done with that crap omg
omg
omg, I couldnt take it!
but finally I am done hahahahaha.. dont tell you all what
ok, no choice for this short post..
bye
-kiwi gal~!


Wednesday, February 2, 2011
This is my story...

OMG, I FELT SO DUMB, DONT ASK ME WHY!
HAHAA, ONLY MELVIN KNOWS..... SHHHHHH!
its embarrassing!

ok, well.. I guess I shldnt talk abt today cos theres practically nothing to say abt this morning
omg hhahahahahha

so sorry

I know I never blog ytd aiyo

hmm, where shld I go today? I am super free
or shld I just study?
if i go, go where? bugis to get cheap shoes?
if i study, study what? econs? itl? wp?
OMG, SO MUCH TO STUDY?
ok, den I shld study hahahahaha
I have been slacking like crazy.. oh no!
yes, so I shld study
as for shoes, I shld wait until my leg heals completely den yeah :P

and I have been having weird dreams since last week
almost every day
first one was : I dreamnt of a long yellow mrt train and it just a level above ur head in the station
and when you go up, its like the changi airport pick up area?!?!?!?!?! WEIRD
others I forgot
ytd was I dreamt that I saw fireworks from my hse sky garden and it says
"2010, Happy lunar new year" ?!?!!??!?! ooooK? and i was with my bf, abt to break up :O hahahah WEIRD
today, or rather this morning, I dreamt I was in the QUAN XU DAO, some leg massager place, massaging my leg hahahah WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD
oh, before this leg thing, I dreamt that I was going to shift hse AGAIN? and the weird thing is that I am going to buy over MELODY'S HSE!!!! oh my word! ahhahaha
and as some of you know that melody's family does have late nights some times
and my dad was calling her hse at 10 plus and said that no one was replying cos the family was sleeping hahaha

and this morning, really smth weird happened! hiashhhhhh

anyway, whatever life is
Happy Chinese New Year :):):)
-kiwi gal~!

PS: sorry for english or typo or grammar error but I lazy to correct haha