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The Ballerina
The Ballerina
About me

I am the melinda~poo! in Fairfield.
I am the kiwi gal~! in Ngee Ann.
I am the lover and admirer of the BEACH!
I love the country Italy, Venice.
I wish and hope I will be able to make a trip there soon :)

Sophia Han
My speech
"You will never know only when you try!!" -melinda~poo! "Make others happy before you:)" -kiwi gal~!
"Forever and Always.."

My Gender
LOL

Male
Female


AWESOME LIFE

o Dancing
o Singing
o Acting..
o Designing + Drawing :O
o Posing???
o Laughing (YES)
x Love ♥

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My Friends
xoxo

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Wilson
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Desiree
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Mark Wee
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Vera
Lynn
Joey
Kexin
Royston



Monday, May 30, 2011
This is my story...

I am going to work hard for whatever it takes and beat you down to get back what I previously paid for!


Saturday, May 28, 2011
This is my story...

I am too tired to study
besides, I haven even print out what I am going to study..
guess I just got to chiong all the way on monday and dont care anymore
I wasnt procrastinating just to clear this misunderstanding
everyday is rushing and packed for me
neglected my friends too much, sigh~

my grandma was watching pokemon with me just now during dinner haha
i was asking her if she wants to watch as there wasnt any nice programs, den she said ok haha

tired tired is all I can say and i am going to sing for worship tmr

kk, goodnight people
too tired to recall what I wanted to say
-kiwi


Friday, May 27, 2011
This is my story...

i cant study :(
really cant resist to having my leisure

and good news!!!!
my idea blueprint grp, one of the 2 girls sms me and said the video we took on wednesday was gone becos her friend reformatted her hp
wow, seriously
good job and well done
I shall see if I will retain next year mann!
GREAT job!

okok, dont care abt anything, try to study ok?
wow sounds like i am talking to myself haha but yup i am =X
haha okok,people :)
ciao~


This is my story...

I remembered the first most craziest guy I ever fell for was a left hander HAHA
randomness but yeah!

fairy tale story starts with "Once upon a time"
a bible starts with "In the beginning"
fairy tale story ends with "and they live happily ever after. The end"
a bible ends with "Amen"

hmmm, do people change?
most of ur answers might be "of course la" or "likka duh~!" haha
sound so like me but ahhaa...
if someone tells you that he/she loves you for WHO YOU ARE or WHO YOU REALLY ARE?!
wow, to be honest, this sentence really meant the whole world to me
but normally guys will be the ones saying it, to melt the girls heart haha
who you are = all along through everything in ur life, you are still the same!

so, do people change??

but kind to think of it, if everybody is saying this in this generation, this sentence wont carry anymore values
which I personally feel that its happening right now
hmmmm, guys guys guys, got to trouble you all to think of another sentence which carries more values and meaning than that for your gfs haha JUST KIDDING!!

what abt "you mean the world to me"? not the whole world? haha :P
but i think its alr out-dated unless the girl or guy hasnt heard of this before hehe
hmmm
sometimes when I travel and see couples and married couples and people
its really interesting to see how they behave, the differences and everything
love watching people, not stalking but observing :):):)
-kiwi


This is my story...





its size 37-38
only for $15!!!!


Thursday, May 26, 2011
This is my story...

i got to blog now 650pm as i got to go church later for worship practice
busy!
I am feeling tired
my sweet sweet grandma never fails to buy twisties for me haha :P

i was suppose to read chapter 6 and 8 for distribution and transportation but ended up just underlining the info without reading
too tired and boring but will read it up in june holidays so yeah!

i have a question here:
is it true that guys differentiate dating and marriage?
hmmmmmm.. i asked one of my guy friend and he told me
for most guys, dating and marriage is 2 different things!! :O
really? but i feel that dating leads to marriage.
if dont marry, what for date? you mean flirt? i dont know
just a question to ponder abt
it may not be all guys or maybe some girls also feel that way..

today in the bus, there was this cute little boy who didnt know how to tap ez-link card haha, so funny yet cute

finished the 2nd set!!!! no need to understand this haha, just want to blog here to relieve myself :)
-kiwi


Wednesday, May 25, 2011
This is my story...

it will just be impossible for me to hate netball but.......... as you can read as below
hating netball is like hating dance, singing, drawing, hating myself
but this is my life right now :(

i think my dad can be my boyfriend
he is like what some girls say abt their bf, "over-protective" ???
hahahaha

wonder what are camps for? school camps? activity camps? haha
get to know more ppl? anymore? have fun? den? getting popular?
den den den? having courtships? friendships and "friendships"? RELATIONSHIPS?
haha get it?
i though of this before and didnt know my dad also thought the same :)
he disallowed me to go for a business camp which include singing, dancing, everything
you see, its the same..
netball equals to all these... sigh, i am missing out alot of fun in order to protect myself? but its true
play safe :)


This is my story...

not everything is going well this week... sigh
guess, i still got to move on and pull through and I will can must should do it!
i dont wish to talk abt it every single day as everyday never fails to give me surprisingly failures and stress

just talk abt today alright?
today is a wednesday which I always look forward to during primary school and secondary school but now is a total different for me!
today, i arranged my Idea Blueprint grp to meet up in sch to do project
one of them which I needed her cant make it
one of them is a guy which i dont want to mention name haha :P you know who you are since you volunteer to read my blog?!?!?!?!?!
two of them are girls, forever tgtness~!
they asked what shld they bring.. sigh, make me sound like i am in charge of this
they didnt attend class last week den sorry to say but troubled me to sms them abt everything when they just listen and do as told
this module is just a pass or fail module, wonder why we got to commit so much for it
so stress, i still have yet to do alot of my work

the girl who cant make it, i told her to email me, and she email to the wrong address as i didnt get it and becos of this, i wasted alot of sms :'(
i really feel like crying, excuse me, this phone is not a magician who gave it to me but is from my aunt and uncle and they paid everything
one tell me netball, one tell me class project, another tell me this and that, becos of an email, waste 5-6 sms, sigh, its really hard to believe!
and now she is telling me no reception for her internet.. aiyah, i give up alr laaa
i hate this module! alot alot alot and really alot
and now sad to really say this, i am starting to dislike netball :'(
:'( = really feel like crying but no time to even cry haa
move on la babe!

hopefully, we can get it done by today and everything will go as planned!!!
pls people... we all live differently but make things easier for each other ok?
sigh, becos of this, i complained so much... sorry blog :(
haha, readers pls be ready for the next upcoming series of the problems in my life
support by logging in this website and cast ur votes in my tagboard!
ok, i am crazy now
bye people :P
-haish kiwi


Tuesday, May 24, 2011
This is my story...

everytime i come to my blog and wonder what i shld type
kept forgetting what i wanted to blog
sigh

okok, if you turn the clock one hour back from now
my mood was terrible =X
i really hate admin stuff, ok, not hate but dislike which doesnt really make much difference, okokok, get to the main point!
i meant yeah! really, no offense but i join this CCA is to enjoy and give myself a chance to play smth which i have been craving for years and now perhaps i committed too much until i got to be in charge of this and argh, i cant take it any longer
sms really is limited to me now as i got to announce to 50 ppl abt it, any changes will cost me another 50 smses and altgt 100
humans do make mistakes!

each time i mass sms, there will bound to be some ppl telling me oh, i quit alr
or erm, i am not in this CCA -.-
okok!!!! sigh~ NOTHING TO SAY FURTHER
or somehow in the middle of no where, there will also bound to be some ppl smssing me oh, i changed my number, not using this one , not using that one!!!
OKOKOK!!! PAPERWORK UPDATES FOR ME TO DO ALR!!!
each time training, there will also bound to be some ppl, having black faces, giving a tired or bored expression, ok, i admit, i am not a good entertainer as compared to other ppl but still, we all are trying our best!
i have my own things to handle which totally rely on God instead of myself, give me a break!
but kind to think of it, I always think that God has a reason for putting me into a position i dont like, thats the purpose of living haha awesome!
so yeah, that thinking made me feel much better

e-learning is hectic, as i cant study NO TIME AT ALL
today went to sch, for what?!?!? to waste time, good job right?
i know right! thanks... gosh, who am I talking to now?
morning lesson, i brought the wrong notes... crap! me bad, cant be blame
afternoon, got to go for some interviewing sessions with a compnay called evergreen so spent $1.70 on lunch :'(
just to let you readers know, even 50 cents is important to me now, yup yup!!
and when the interview thingy starts, we were supposed to ask qns
and the person was just not answering the students qns, i didnt even ask as i dare not to and time just ends like this... okok
i wasted the whole day
and the worst was i am staying in my grandma's hse and my hse is just a few distance away, i need to go home to print out my notes so that i can study and memorise
dad came for dinner and said that mum wasnt in a good mood, so its better for me not to go home to print but to print tmr!!!!!
:O:O
aiyo, whats this man?? even my mum can affect me studies, so joke pls!

so much things to do also, sigh!!!!
i am just going to chiong like crazy, and dont care even if i feel tired or not

sorry pastor, i know you taught us to rest but the thing is that i had no time to even take a break
my breaks are long enough alr
at least i can blog, NO ! took out time to blog!
yes!
okok, people i got to go!!!!
sigh sigh sigh
i miss blogging nonsense

sorry if i have english errors here and there! argh no time to check but i will still do hahahaha

PS: SUE SUE SUE, promised to bring me to flea!!!! omg, so excited but dont know when so dont be so happy and hopeful first hahahahaha finally she want to shop with me and this time i got to buy smth cos the first time i didnt , so yeah haha
-kiwi (is back)


This is my story...

hi people, sorry for not blogging for a while
just got to say that I am feeling very tired and busy
exhausted ttm
yeah!
long days for me now and everything

sunday:
it was the youth adults leading worship and my "best friend" was there
melody, dont laugh
I have 2 special friends in church haha
and one of them loves to do or have unglam faces HAHAHA
okok anyway, yeah really miss yz yz yz !!!! youth zoners haha
haha, i miss melva's jokes, haven been talking to these people for a while
the reflecting qns were really REFLECTING yeah~
sigh, life has to go on..

kk, have lots to do and will be having 2 test (all memorising) next week!
GO! GO!! GO!!!
-biwifly


Friday, May 20, 2011
This is my story...

cant blog ytd cos it just makes me worry as I shared what happened to my bible study grp ppl
I had bible study ytd at 7pm.. yeah
we were suppose to share abt something(s) tragic that happened this week
oh wells, zipeng, since you want ur name to appear in my blog, i will grant you
I shared abt what happened, and what happened on wednesday and yup!
not being sarcastic but honest here!

I thought I would tear as i nearly did when listening to Noelyn's story
I miss all of them, like crazy, so long haven been seeing constance for a long time!!!
and she baked skones, i knw its wrong spelling but yeah, like some cupcake-puff thing
nice nice nice! noelyn bought mashmelo, desiree bought KOI if i wasnt wrong, vera bought cake-bread
yeah, I brought nothing but tissue paper haha
only the 5 of us
becos of my story, we ended late ahhh sorry ppl
I was glad that I was brave and didnt cry, I shared
and they were speechless, shocked horrified everything etc

vera was the judge, and she judged Noelyn's tragic story to be 7/10
haha, she didnt judge mine but in my opinion, the score will be 11/10
yeah~
I told them that I believe God will help me through, I will pull through, God is always with me, although things are really complicated but still, somehow things will be settled in a "way" but they are still feeling worried for me
at this age of 18, to them we are still young and constance was afraid I wont be able to handle it alone
but i know its not easy but God will provide a way, REALLY!!
I know I may sound like as if my faith is too exaggerating but I believe I can
it wont be easy
its only like this
:)
if I had more time, they might understand more of the story.....

well this was what happened ytd night
I dont wish to share the story again
everytime i share, it just brings me down and cant study keep worrying
and makes me stress, keeping eating twisties which is not good for the night
sigh~
oh and constance was telling me not to sigh
for once, i sighed so much during bible study =X

Vera's flying off this sunday to oh no i forgot argh haha
wilson flying off to korea hahaha, at first I thought to find BIGBang but nehh

ok theres alot to do next week :
-22th (sunday) : read up on dt and try to do notes for it JYJYJYJYJYJYJYJJY TTM OK, SOPHIA YOU CAN DO IT!
I KNOW ITS ALOT OF WORK. FOR GOD FOR GOD!!! OK
-23th : memorise chapter 1 of dt, do e-learning at night
-24th : go school whole day, do e-learning at night
-25th : memorise chapter 2 of dt, do e-learning at night
-26th : memorise chapter 3 of dt, do e-learning at night and practise worship songs try ur best!
-27th : revise what you had memorised, ensure everything done for e-elearning and practise songs
-28th : wish abigail happy birthday, go for the hectic activity, rush to church for practise SLEEP
-29th : have a nap and revise dt for 30th's test!!!!
OK HOOOOO~!
I CAN DO IT MANN!

argh cant blog too much, got to study now and sleep for tmr's hectic day! yes! melinda's power is here!
-biwifly


Thursday, May 19, 2011
This is my story...

got B for service marketing


This is my story...



people people people
can I have ur attention???
I am helping Melvin to advertise this
these are watches from korea and they are selling each for $8
so if any of you are interested, pls let me know by tagging a note at/in the tagboard on the left of my blog :) thanks
he need replies by next wednesday so pls do let me know if you are interested
haahhaha :) nice nice nice!!!


This is my story...

woke up at 9am and had a breakfastly-lunch
yeah!
okok, time to set off and blah blah blah
AND OMG
OMG
OMG OMG
OMG
I DID IT!!!!!!

ok, bought 2 tops also but not using that special money
was using the money gave by my aunt so yeah~!
one of the tops is $5 and wanted it like since March
glad its still available :):):)
was studying on the garden plaza haha
hot weather!

bought a pack of tissue for $1 :)
met melody at sim OMG, SO AMAZING!
den went to class
while going to canteen to get a drink! money
saw bing chen, dray, gavin den aaron and enqi
OOOO K ! hahha

was super attentive in dnt class!
clarified my doubts alr :)
it was really on my awesome mood that made me feel so attentive in class :)

haha, thank God for everything man! was praying in the toilet HAHA
so much to blog!

I was so happy that I made full use of my concession, like SERIOUSLY HAHA
imagine i didnt apply for it, my transportation cost will be like >$40 within 3 weeks

got to go for bible study later
gosh, I missed like 2 of it alr, due to netball and another activity
sigh..
so glad no netball today so that I can "rest" and spend extra time with God
ha cos I was the one who cancelled it though, tsk tsk, now have authority alr muahhahahah

miss my church ppl~
hahahah
still so much to blog abt but aiyah!

thanks andy for the news!!!! thank you so much
whatever it is, just have hope :)
i dont mind abt it :) haha saved half of my life :)
-biwifly


Wednesday, May 18, 2011
This is my story...

I held my breath and tried counting backwards from ten, a trick that had often worked to calm me down when I was a little girl.


This is my story...

hi people!
it was so weird that I didnt blog ytd
ok, fine, I admit, I finally use the word "weird" ahah who cares anyway
argh hell crap hoho yoyo!!!!! I did my revision and everything went well
but things could have gone even better if I did my quiet time.. haha
I did anyway, everything on vesak day.. hmm rhymes :)
ok, I am starting to miss my friends and everything and I guess they are too
haha, got to really find a time to hang out and also save money at the same time
oh wells, I believe I can cope with God's strength (Y)

ok, heres the secret and if you are reading this, I will give you my blessings
everyday, just when I wake up, you, ur story, everything that has happened and happening just blast into my mind automatically
well, just have to say, I kinda got over it alr and really moving on
besides, I really dont even have the time to even think further as I am busy and everything which is happening now
and got to confessed that I did changed ALOT ALOT!!!
GOOD AND BAD LUH
to be more humble, bad > good, right? ahaha
so since you are MOVING ON, I guess i have to also right?
I know i shldnt be bringing these up but I also dont know why I want to say
I shld say it somewhere right?
thank you aaron for going to the beach with me that day as I really needed it!
good friend and long lost friend too
wonder how are you doing? I really miss you, you know?

each time I realised that you didnt pop up in my mind the moment I wake up, just cant stop me from smiling like holy crap!
seriously
AWESOMELY AWESOME!
I guess and hope that this feeling will end soon
yup yup!!
if you really have been reading my blog, den I got to also apologise for all the blog post I had written abt you!
you flooded it, likka "thanks"
so I promise you that one day, I will delete everything abt you
so that when I review my blog, it wont be offensive to you
well, even after saying so much, I still am saying that out of the 100% ur possibility of reading my blog is 0.0000000000000000001%

ok, ppl, pls divert ur attention to this

this is the nail polish that I had chosen from my beautician :)
haha, look so BARBIE laaaaaaaaaa
hahahaha, its like creamy pearl but pink when under light :)
as ur can see that my left leg's middle toe has a blister yup yup!!
and the right one has a blister on the middle toe too and the index toe as well....
wah wah wah...

smile smile smile


this is the sunita pose


this is the huimin pose

hahahahahha OMG,
I was having alot of fun taking pics of myself hahaha
not zi lian or whatever ur called
I dont know, its damn funny after taking one after the other
I took 18 altogether
5 different hairstyles haha
i better not show ur here, it will be embarassing
wells, at least I found 2 that represents my classmates HAHA
laughing like crap hahahahahaha
haha cant deny the fact that i looked funny
-BEE~WEE~FLIE


Monday, May 16, 2011
This is my story...

childish childish childish!!!

haishh, why ur .... haha
kind to think of it, its quite funny, making me laugh
and thinking more and more, ur damn cute you know?
haha, sigh, I felt like I am somehow stuck in the middle

hate hypocriticsm but you all are showing it
sigh... how to live? I rather just be alone, like seriously~
hahahaha

I dont know why but I think you are thinking too much
I was abt to explore and look for it but in the end, I told myself I cant do such things and I wont want to know those facts or rumors or whatever it is
dont do it! if you really feel insecure, stop it!
sigh.. I suck being a friend, shld have told you abt how I felt if not things wont be as what it is now.... haishhhh

oh wells, you are really making me panick!
can you tell me how are you feeling? at least?
I am really worried for you, you know?
I know I may not be in any position to say anything or suggest anything, but I just want to know whats happening in your life :'(
I love you :(

school was fine today
lecturer said that we wont fail the test so good lorh
the quiz, I found out that my answers were ard the same as the girl in front of me, so I felt secure yup!

study study study!!!
bye people!
I haven start work yet :(
-biwifly


Sunday, May 15, 2011
This is my story...

gosh, I got to blog!
I overslept this morning!!!
I dont know why, I set 3 alarms in my phone and none of them rang
my bro came into my room and said " btw, its 730h"
I was like wtf?!?!?! sorry
but I was suppose to be in church at 740h which does not make much difference compared to 730h
OMG, I was rushing like crap!!!
and also gave a late wake up call, sorry

ok, went church and the rehearsal was over!
I only get to practice once more on stage and thats it!
joey was so nice to lend me her polo shirt as I dont own one

we will be performing after worship
and here comes the interesting part!

as the worship was going on, SUDDENLY...
BLACK OUT!
oh well, just got to admit that my church cant take too much electricity so I think there was a trip in the circuit!
gosh, but the congregation continued singing, this really touched me ALOT!
when we finished the song, everyone in the sanctuary was quietly seated
wow, for the first time you know, crowds are so obedient!
unlike students in schools or smth during firedrills or blackouts, they will just scream here and there blah blah blah!
haha

the worship leader said " hallelujah, praise the Lord, for in the bible, genesis, it states God created the light first, so dont worry, there will be light"
congregation cheered
I was praying in my heart, closing my eyes, prayed thrice "let there be light"
hopefully~ but neh.. nothing happen, maybe too drama alr haha

suddenly, a man among the congregation sang "hallelu-. hallelu- hallelu- hallelujah, PRAISE YEAH THE LORD...."
everyone followed and sang along, and SERIOUSLY, RIGHT AFTER WE FINISHED THE SONG,
LIGHTS LIGHTED AND EVERYTHING WAS BACK TO NORMALL!!!!!!!
PRAISE YEAH THE LORD, tears filled my eyes!
this is so wonderful~!
AMEN ttm mann!

there was another blackout but it didnt really affect us much, so we still continue singing with JOY!
thank God that the performance went well, although I felt that I kinda screwed it up!

ok, got to sleep now! gosh, I kept forgetting what to blog
-biwifly


Saturday, May 14, 2011
This is my story...

TUMBLR:



This is my story...

>>>want to apologise<<<
compliments that I didnt appreciate but denied and go against it :(
sorry, becos of things happening in our lives
and I became sensitive =X
I got it all wrong!

for example,
when someone say " hey, you look good today"
dont take it as a sarcasm or insult
they might mean you look pretty? or they might even mean, you looked fresh today to begin ur day :)

when someone praise you, accept it becos ppl see these in you which you cant see at times.. these are gifts given to you from our Heavenly Father :)

~ everything anything something nothing !

when we were primary students, we just treated everyday like fun laughter peace and joy
when we grow up, kept thinking of topics to talk abt when we meet friends

clubbing, smoking, tattooing, drinking others~ing

why I tried to blog everyday was becos everyday is given to me from God
and I want to jot it down so that when I read again, I will remember this and that
by God's grace, miracles happen :)

God really blessed me! I managed to survive within 2 weeks
my long lost friend, I miss you haha =X
-biwifly


This is my story...

WOW!!! finally, I got here!
I had no idea why the blogger website wasnt available on friday!
my friend said it was alr unavailable since thursday.. beats me~
oh wells, shall we continue where we stop? yes we shld OF COURSE~!
likka DUH~!

FRIDAY:
hmmm, wondering why everyone is focusing on 13th May-friday???
I "finally" let down my fringe becos I didnt know how to clip it up, what an excuse?! but yeah! I pushed it back behind the ear, and realised it was like melody's fringe.. oh gosh, SIS, I am not copying you, ok? dont get it wrong...
sometimes, I want my fringe to be long so that I am tied it up when I go for facial~

first lesson was D&T, haha, not design and technology but distribution and transportation :P
i felt so hardworking, finished my part which was the largest part of the project within the day cos I know I wont have time to edit it or do it anymore :)
found a mistake when I was studying it today but only a small part haha :P
and thanks Chace for that compliment, I know you meant it, haha I know right!

anyway, slept for only an hour the night before even after 2 hectic netball matches (Y)

settled my stuff during the 3 hrs break
yixuan let huimin and I watched the "fish" movie, hmmm forgot the title but its like some fish creatures coming in bunches to eat humans near the beach!
I kept screaming and having shocked faces despite the fact that we were in the studying area haha, hope no one saw but i bet there were to be a few :P

went to atrium, and saw Majestic Bird - FELICIAA!!
ahha, and my sch invited some DJs to promote the new ribena flavour - strawberry and ribena haha
being a typical singaporean again, I responded to them that I didnt have after they gave a bottle of ribena to sue haha... sue was like laughing hhaha, typical SG

not much money got to be like this, or rather live like this but not too overboard yeah

after break, had quality management lesson and slept during a 10mins break i guess, really slept!
i was glad and proud of myself i didnt sleep during class
thats absolutely NO!

NO MORE BLOGSHOPS!

had presentation abt total quality management, DIDNT PREPARE AT ALL but everything went fine :)
my class was so kind not to Q&A haha
and i am sure most of you hate this haha, killer of presentation

went for a 2hrs trip on a bus and I did it!

learnt TONIGHT-BIGBang dancesteps and went to sleep~~

SATURDAY:
went for facial and my beatucian gave me a bottle of nail polish for FREE!!
I chose light pink and she was shocked as she thought poly people will choose dark colours, she almost gave me black and I was like "ahh, i dont want! its scary"
I also had no idea why I said that.. but its just wild.. yeah~
she did smth to my eyes and eyelashes, I realised it when I got back home
I think she "groomed" it :O
cos my eyelashes wasnt like what they were used to be haha
she really suit to be a groomer than a beautician haha
I still felt that maisie's mum is more skilful :)

rushed to church for the practice for tmr's performance
and realised they are going to video it haha
the conductor gave us a bookmark with our names on it!
so niceeeee~

forgot what I wanted to type..
it was something meaningful to ponder abt but nvm, some other time den, if i can rmbr :)

***em hem hem, actually what you complained to me right? , I felt that you werent in the wrong but the thing is that you refused to give in and control urself which makes the problem unable to solve by itself (prove ur innocence).. kind to think of it, it indeed was funny and childish at the same time haha... sorry for this but this was what i felt, felt like asking and advising you more but haishh, better not.. tskk!!***


Friday, May 13, 2011
This is my story...

sorry for not blogging....
super busy
ok, ppl, i am just going to summarise what happen or smth else yeah

wednesday:
so not looking forward to it
practically becos of a few main reasons
-the lecturer just pisses me off by not answering my qn and kept thinking that he did by saying a whole grandma story full of arrogance
-the stupid report we got to do, not alot of instructions given, class not even listening
partially my fault but sigh

den when I was in the bus, I SAW MELODY!!!
OMG, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD MANN!!!
i was like "Melody"
den she said "OMG, COME"
grabbed my hand and walked me to the end of the bus
introduced zipeng to her
and she painted my nails for me


its like ocean blue glitter.. hahaha
fuuny jokers in the bus!
OMG, still cant believe, its like a surprising miracle in my life haha

ok, shall we move on to thursday:
so not looking forward to it as netball is present
and yeah
played a good round of matches and my stamina dropped like CRRAP!!!!!
really disappointing but no time to care abt this alr
being a leader is not easy, you used to receive compliments when you are a junior but now only encouragments..
one of the girls got hurt while playing
a deep cut at her right eye brow... OMG didnt know what happened but yeah
screaming~~

ok tired but still going to move on!
heck it!
-biwifly


Tuesday, May 10, 2011
This is my story...

Hi people!
let melinda teach you ways to save money :)
-prepare a packet of food or lunch box to school for lunch and also small little tibits for breakfast
-for those schools or institution which owns vending machine, save coins for it
and so, maybe only spending $0.50 to $1 a day :)
-for days which only start at the afternoon (1-5pm) or morning only (8-12pm), den you maybe need not buy anything :) just go home for lunch or smth
-try to save a sum of money weekly and that sum of money can be spent for good :)
*well, all these are from my own opinions, not all can be tolerable..

someone said this to me "Sophia, you are not 16 anymore. You are alr grown up and ur appetite will change and become bigger. Why reduce ur appetite by a quarter?"

oh wells, I got to really eat KFC one day! I am really slimming down like crazy :O
oh no, body, pls spare me!!!!

well, I found this note or post.. its from a girl's opinion. couldnt find a guy's so yup! this is it!

"Requirements for a girl:
1) Be there for me even when you have a boyfriend.
2) Shop with me and recommend me clothes nice to wear instead of showing me clothes that does not suit or makes me uglier
3) Say that I am pretty even if I am not on the outside
4) Tell me all your dirty secrets
5) Stand on my side no matter what happens to me
6) Give me your sisterly love when I so need it
7) Bless me when I get married

etc.

Requirements for a guy:
1) Let nature takes its course if you know what the girl is thinking
(well I find this hard to understand)
2) Ladies first, be a gentleman
3) Never ever feel tired or multi-task in front of a girl
4) Never be ignorant towards a girl or someone important to you
5) Stop all pornographics
6) Find a girl who can change you
7) Be mature

etc."

wow, cool mann!! but wonder if ppl will even get to see this or change to become like this... haha!

kk, got to go now! btw, grandma helped me to pack food for lunch today :)
blessed is to me :)
dad was ssoooooooo sweet to make a cup of fruit punch for me ytd
and made another cup (using my cup), is it for me? ahhaha
-biwifly


Monday, May 9, 2011
This is my story...

HEY!!! THATS IT ALR OK?!
STOP SWEET TALKING AND SAYING INNOCENT SENTENCES FULL OF LIES AND EMPTY PROMISES!
SERIOUSLY JUST STOP IT! END IT RIGHT NOW!
ENOUGH ALR!
if you cant guarantee you can do it or make it might as well dont even say it in the first place.
cheating people is just like a wolf or a beast covered or hiding in a sheep's wool
and if you are continuing doing these kind of things, you are actually contributing to the destruction of the world!
and this post is just a portion abt destruction, not even talking abt other stuffs.
sorry for being sensitive if some of my friends meant what they said but I refused to admit or didnt get it!
sorry for being so direct here!


This is my story...

hehe...
hi people :)

during lunch time.. sue bought yong tau fu and couldnt finish the "zi cha",
some seaweed vegetable.. haha, and so I got to finish it up for her!!!!
yes! so that I wont feel that hungry...
I am waiting for 12pm to come so that I can buy the $1 fried rice which can last for 3 meals? haha
so i can eat alot alr :)

projects are all coming up and dont know why the deadline so long until june...

zipeng promised me to go flea with me haha and other olenos also

both of my legs are really cramping, the side of my calf..
sigh

okok, got to go now, better make use of this 3hrs break for smth else :)
either sleep or work :)
-biwifly


Sunday, May 8, 2011
This is my story...

I am starting to dislike replying smses!

anyway, take a look at my mindmap which I am so proud of! haha


This was abt Total Quality Management!
the lecturer loves to draw mindmaps and beats me!

stupid leh, why cant you just come a little forward and pass me the stuff so that I wont have to scan the card and waste that sum of money..
den becos of this, I got to scan again and make a trip back and waste that equal sum of money and its like spending twice of it when you can actually spend nothing -.-
sigh~

tmr is school and I want to be excited for it!
-biwifly

melody and melvin: may ur illness recover sooon


This is my story...

I am starting to like or love head bands!!!!
so niceeee!!!!

I wanted this hairstyle for prom, and also without including that strip of hair :P
HAHA....

She is so like from the Garden!!!


found this in cinileisure~

coolest roller coaster!!!!!


Saturday, May 7, 2011
This is my story...

HI, today's so tiring TTM!
yup yup!! but it was fun, got to admit!

thank you OLENOS for organising the movie outing for me!!!
specially for me!!!
it was also the first time that I went or entered into a flea market!!!
ooooo
yeah~

ok, got to let you ppl know that my blog posts will be getting shorter and shorter!
yeah, got lots and tons of homework to do! and super busy with netball paperwork and other modules stuff blah blah blah and the list just goes on and on ....

oh mann!! I am so gonna save money and study hard!
ppl, I need ur support and prayer!
tysm <3
-biwifly


Thursday, May 5, 2011
This is my story...

hi, I am blogging in class
well, we are suppose to do tutorial as a grp but only one person can access to smth
so yeah!!
gosh, so happy!!!
I dont want to spend money on food!
Huimin's bf delivered food for her, to her class somemore! alone!
so blissful~!
den he bought hamburger from macs and a box of biscuit, super nice!
and she let us eat
well, got to be likka typical singaporean now...
we all were eating the biscuits haha, especially novell haha
well, this at least fills a portion of my stomach and so that I can prepare myself for netball later :)

hope later will be a successful training:)
-biwifly


Wednesday, May 4, 2011
This is my story...

"Alis Volat Propris~!
~I like how other guys pay more attention/call/text/make time for me than my own boyfriend.

~A smile is the prettiest thing a girl can wear.

Health:
1.Drink plenty of water.
2.Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3.Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4.Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5.Play more games.
6.Read more books than you did in 2010.
7.Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8.Sleep for 7 hours.
9.Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
1.Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2.Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3.Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
4.Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5.Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
6.Dream more while you are awake.
7.Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
8.Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9.Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
10.Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
11.No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12.Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13.Smile and laugh more.
14.You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
1.Call your family often.
2.Each day give something good to others.
3.Forgive everyone for everything.
4.Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
5.Try to make at least three people smile each day.
6.What other people think of you is none of your business.
7.Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
1.Do the right thing!
2.Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
3.However good or bad a situation is, it will change.34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
4.The best is yet to come.
5.Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy. "

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This is my story...

3 more days!!!
only two of you know :X
thank God for providing you all in my life (Y)
I am grateful and thankful :)
love you people!

ytd, my aunt came to visit me, my bro and my grandma by surprise :O
OMG, I SO MISS HER PLS!!!! NO LIES!
haha, she still looks the same :) (Y)

I will tell myself, Saturday will be or rather its going to be a hectic but a more FUN day!
although my legs are really feeling painful especially the one where I got my ankle sprained, I am still going to survive through this thingy HAHA
God Bless me and the readers here :)

my to-do-list never ends, so maybe I will post them here some other time :)

live life to the fullest!
since I am a student now, study to the fullest!
I am not sure if this motivation will work but whatever it is, I just do it laaa!!
heck care whatever!
during free time, just sleep all you can or study!

feeling really awesomely tired!
no one shld copy this!
-biwifly


Tuesday, May 3, 2011
This is my story...

wow, I guess I haven been blogging for quite a while cos I am really tired and busy.. so sorry
many things happened and its hard for me to say here...
well, so sorry as these few months, I will be busying and might not be able to blog everyday, so yeah!

well, I stopped at 27th April.. so yeeah 28th!!!
ok, I am lazy to even blog :O oh no!
netball on thursday was fine, MUCH BETTER THAN monday's
at least, I am able to lead or smth yeah!
didnt play any games as I was kinda feeling a little .. tired?

friday, I was spending 3 hrs typing some module tutorial non stop!
and its not an easy task for a girl like me.. haha
oh wells, at least I was done with it and got it submitted :)

saturday, went to church for meeting and stuff!!!
den went for the rehearsal for INTERGENERALISATION , singing some african song, cool cool and did dances ahaha
we will be performing it for the combined service :P
GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER! HALLELUJAH ttm!

sunday, God answered my prayer once more!

monday, went to church to do some cleaning in the youth room
went somewhere and got some stuffsssss
den went for the polling thing
wow their speeches, DIRECT! thats the word!

tuesday, here I am typing!
doing Quality Management project now and I am done with my points
wonder if I shld elaborate

honestly, I am getting lazier and lazier this year :(
sigh
not as hardcore as last year
crap!!!
and nothing motivates me to study :(

shld I talk to Aaron again for motivation?
GUESS HIS BUSY!!!! "BUSY" ??? haha
whatever it is, just do what I got to do
I am feeling tired here and there....
:'(

come on sophia, tolerate for 4 more months and you will be free!!!!
and dont neglect ur studies!!!
-biwifly


This is my story...

how to talk more and not offend ppl?
what to talk abt anyway?
How to be social and not get into stupid troubles?
Rejoice with those who rejoice...
mourn with those who mourn
how to react when you detest what others do or act!
the world has changed!
changed into an even scarier place to live
will "living in Mars" exist soon?
maybe I was just talking crap!

have you ever wonder you and ur friend were in the same mrt train without knowing?
have you ever wonder what are ur friends doing whenever you passby their houses?
have you ever wonder ppl who said they gtg but appear offline instead?
have you ever check out who was the starter of the joke instead of those who enhance it to make it more funny?
have you ever thought that a big sum of money can become a dollar in the end?
have you ever thought of the reason why I am even typing these out?!